Whoa wait a second here...a story?
YES. A STORY. All about Shepard and how pissed off she is that nobody cares about her feelings on being dead for 2 years.
I hate how Horizon went down and I hated the way Shepard didn't even stand up for herself. She's a badass!
So this story is all about Jane letting lose on how EXACTLY she feels about being dead.
I may make this into a second chapter for a little Shoker romance or Shakarian.
Let me know what you guys thinks!
Much love!
Jane Shepard was having a hard time listening to the bullshit spewing forth from her boyfriends (Ex..) mouth. The blistering sun of Horizon could be felt even through her armor. She was still panting a little bit harder than normal after their fight with the collectors. Her red locks stuck to her sweat soaked cheeks and forehead. Jane was positive she looked like a Varren had chewed her up, kicked some dirt on her and then walked off. But she still kept her look of concern directed to the man in front of her.
Until he opened his mouth.
She was trying TOO hard to keep her anger at bay. At first, she understood Kaidan's distress, I mean, she WAS dead. It would tear anyone up if the love of their life suddenly showed up unexpectedly after two years of being dead. But eventually, Jane had had enough.
Isn't she entitled to be upset about this situation as well? Everyone has been talking about how THEY have felt since she died. Did anyone ever ask her of her opinion? How she's handling it? Granted, she's half robot now anyways with all her cybernetics, but still! Isn't Commander Shepard allowed to be upset that she can't have any...fucking...peace.
..."I just can't believe you would do this to me..." The whispered disbelief of Kaidan was what made the blue of her biotics wash over her body.
In rage.
Her normally bright green eyes flashed a beautiful azure while the rest of her body shimmered in dangerous biotics. Biotics that Jane lets unleash whenever she's upset.
"Are you fucking kidding me right now?" Her voice rose a few octaves above the noise of the colony and of the whispers between her squad-mates, Garrus and Thane. Kaidan looked up at his former Commander in shock, taking a step back once he realized the seriousness of the situation.
Running a hand through her disheveled hair, Jane immediately let her biotics drop before stomping her way over to Kaidan. Once she was close enough, Jane quickly shot a hand out and punched Kaidan directly on his chest plate. He stumbled back a few steps but Jane was quicker.
She pushed him right up against a bunker and let out a stream of curses.
"Let me get this fucking straight real quick. I FUCKING DIE AND YOU'RE BLAMING ME?! Do you even know what it fucking felt like to have the air escape from your body and there's nothing you can do to stop it? To know in the precise moment, that you are in fact, going to die. Alone. In space. Where no one could POSSIBLY reach you. While everyone I cared deeply for was on the planet, I was floating above you, taking my very last breaths of air. Screaming for everyone to be okay. That everyone I love was on Alchera and SAFE. No. You don't fucking know. Instead, you broke Joker's nose because you blamed him. AT LEAST JEFF MOREAU IS ON MY FUCKING SHIP STANDING BY MY SIDE. HE KNOWS ME. HE FUCKING KNOWS ME AND THAT'S MORE THAN COULD BE SAID FOR THE MAN THAT WAS FUCKING ME THE MORNING I DIED! So you can take all this fucking bullshit depression, and shove it up your ass. Stop blaming me for things beyond my control. Stop blaming Cerberus when they're the only ones who believe me. And stop FUCKING saying that I hid my death from you. My body was taken to be reconstructed. No, I'm not the same Jane Shepard you fell in love with. But maybe that's because I woke up and realized who in my life is there for me. Who is there for my cause. Who knows what I'm all about." Jane exhaled a deep breath before letting her hands drop from Kaidan's neck. Once she let go, Kaidan seemed to go into a fighting stance, ready for a fight should she let herself get overwhelmed once more.
"Shepard..we should go." Garrus' dual-toned voice rang out for Jane to hear and the woman gave an affirmative nod to the Turian. She didn't realize how close he was until his hand gently came down to rest on her shoulder, squeezing once before letting go.
Throughout her tirade, tears had formed in Jane's eyes. All the frustration was building up and Jane could feel her sanity leaving the building. She had to get out of here. No one was allowed to see her tears.
With one glance at the shocked, yet grief-stricken Kaidan, Jane laughed humorlessly into the air. She tilted her head back and inhaled the fresh air as deep as she could before exhaling softly.
"Goodbye Kaidan."
And with that, Jane Shepard closed the chapter on Kaidan Alenko.
Could be better, could be worse.
:D
