i know i will wake up alone....again....bla bla bla...and spend my day alone...bla bla bla.

u know...this loneliess starts to have a great place inside my life.

not that is first time..or something like that. since little i feel i mean 12 years old. i was playing alone...walkin alone...talkin alone...everything i was doing alone.

ehh alone alone alone.....damn it alone.

even now im alone. yeap im alone everyday.

sometimes at night i get scared like hell because i remember some horror movies or stuff like that and i yell like an idiot .

soooooooooooo here comes a crap called valentine's day........ crap.

when i was 13 i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo damn frust that i couldn't have a bf like my friends and stuff like that. but now....after some years... i feel so bored of this sh*t .

i dont want it anymore. i see ppl soooo aggitated abt something that..idk it wont even last forever or even years.

im so sick of it....my bf is lucky he isnt here with me now...because im so angry all time...even at night be4 sleep im angry .

yes i love my bf . i love him very much and i hope we will meet this summer and spend 1 month together :love:.

idk what to say ...i hope our relationship will last...because...he is the only 1 who really understands me and accepts me the way i am from all my so called bfs.

AND I ALSO WANT MY TWINNY TO KNOW THAT I LOVE HER !!!!!!

my only sister in this whole wide world :) aishteru itsumademo onee sama :hug: :hug:

indeed sometimes we fight , but i know ..and im sure she knows that ...those fights make our friendship grow stronger :) :) :) i hope we will never fight ever again in this cursed life.

i am here for u twinny :hug: