Story summary
A 17 year old fox caught in a nightmare. A spiked saviour but with a thirst for revenge. Friendship is something unfamiliar, especially when all you know is torture. Romance,Friendship,Abuse,Psychological thriller,Crime. 16+.
Author note
I would like to make it clear to you, the reader, that the purpose of this story is not to promote sexual assault nor the unhelpful behaviours that can come as a result of traumatic stress. As I write this story I am in therapy myself and each day I'm getting better for the events that have happened to me, and my underlying issues in regards to social development and problem behaviours I've done since I was a child. I am 21 years of age at the time I write this in December 2017 and would like to say that if any traumatic events have happened to you , whether they be sexual, physical, verbal or emotional abuse, or any accidents such as car crashes, or any major life events that have shooken you, to please get help, and not to allow textual portrayals of such events to turn you to a worser path. I understand that at times my writing may seem to be 'promoting' negative behaviour; but, this isn't a blog on tumblr where I promote self harm or depression, this is my story, my outlet, my creative piece where I explore other ways to view what has happened to me, to look from the outside, and to accept events, without judging them, and allowing them as part of my journey, and allowing "alternate endings" to imagine what could have happened differently without changing the fact that it happened. By doing this for myself it makes me feel immensely at peace and content with my life, and I wondered whether to even upload this.
Just please know that the message behind this story is not to kill sex offenders, its not to hold resentment, and its not to hurt others in return for the pain they caused you. I have moved past that and I do not wish to harm my offenders. Its fun to dream, though, and thats why I write.
So please, before you read this with a negative view, and leave a nasty comment review, open your mind a little bit, take in the words I have just put into your mind. And understand that, everyone processes trauma differently, and my style of writing, or my attitude or fantasies, are not like any one elses. Do not compare my strategies to yours, or to other peoples. Do not read this if you are under 16 and then comment how I ruined your innocence Do not take this story and apply it to real life because I certainly do not do that and I'm the one writing it. Do not use these conclusions I draw in my contextual imagination to make sense of the world around you. These scenarios in my mind are merely impulsively written, and channeled in the most helpful way I can think of.
I do not encourage you or anyone reading this to take truth out of this or "advice".
If there is anything else I should add to this warning, please message me and I will add it.
Now, if you're under 16, please leave. This story doesn't go into detail about sex. It goes into detail about trauma, pain, depression, self esteem, and loss. Some people under 16 may be able to handle the topics but I do not suggest it and for that reason I will rate this M. Take this as a trigger warning, of sorts. If you are triggered by assault, rape, physical assault, drug abuse, murder, psychopathic behaviour, and swearing, I do not recommend you read the following story.
Lastly, I have written 4 chapters for this so far. Each time I edit the chapter I've written, I will update as soon as i can.
I have 15 other stories that I haven't forgotten, but at the time of writing this, it was what I needed to write. To get rid of the angst. To help me cope. To put things into perspective.
So I do't plan on leaving my other stories unfinished, and definitely not this one.
But it is difficult to finish a story that has sucha big meaning to me, especially when I'm 21, and my story has only really just begun.
Enjoy.
PROLOGUE
Fuck the real world.
The real world is full of fuckers like him. We need to set things straight.
Do you think the police are going to do this for us?
Sonic?
Anyone?
No, Petal.
You and I are two of a kind. Two schizoids. We are the only ones with true enlightenment and insight.
We see people for who they are.
We see the potential of damage.
Sure, it might not be these peoples faults that they are this way
But it will be our mission to take down every single last asshole thats ever wronged you, or me, or any female or young person in their lifetime.
We're gonna make the world a better place,
and rid of sociopaths for good.
