Chapter 1

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"You…don't…want…me?" I said rolling each word over my tongue trying to see how it sounded from my mouth. I replayed the same words over and over again in my mind. No matter how much I tried it always sounded the same. Edward looked at me with cold filled eyes.

"I…I …I don't understand." I replied. I felt like there was a thousand ton wait on me and only he could remove it. I waited for him to smile and say, "I'm just playing. You know I will always love you and nothing will change that." But the next words out of his mouth shocked me.

"Bella, I don't love you, never have, never will. All those things I said was just me trying to find something to entertain myself." He said. I flinched hearing his beautiful voice sounding bitter and cold with every word he spoke. My legs felt like jelly and I had to grab a tree to support me. I grabbed my sides trying to not brake apart as tears broke away from me. I reached out to him but before I could touch his cold skin he was gone. Where he stood now was only empty space.

My legs gave out under me and I fell forward. I could feel the wet leaves beneath me. Loud sobs racked my body and my body seemed to shake with out meaning too. I could feel my emotions rising up in my throat. My heart felt like it was being pulled from the inside out. A loud scream erupted from my throat and it seemed like forever before it stopped.

I heard a loud bang and then everything went eerily quiet. It seemed like everything was frozen in place. I didn't move an inch and I had stopped breathing. No tears fell down my face and my body had stopped shaking. I could feel my throat burning. My eyes closed and then I succumbed to the darkness that was taking over me.