When I woke up I didn't feel the same warmth I felt for the past year and month but only a cold hard mattress. I quickly jolted up and looked around. Lucy was nowhere in my room. I stood up and checked under the bed, in my closet, even in the bathroom but she wasn't there. I then thought of our spot in the garden and went in there only to see a note. I picked it up and read it.
Dear Kou,
I can't love a man who treats me like a possession, you change at times and never notice it.
Love, Lucy
I felt the tears slide down my face. Is this what she meant when she said I didn't really love her? I do and never meant to me her feel this way. I love her and I miss her, Lucy.
ome month later
I went to fiore to see her at her guild. I asked The white haired and blue eyed barmaid about Lucy but she only pouted and said she wasn't here. I looked at her in her eyes and knew she was not telling the truth. I ask her other friends and get the same response. She is not here, but I knew they were all lying. I can feel her near. I then realized that she didn't want to see me. She must have been deeply hurt. I won't give up on Lucy. I will show her that I truly love her.
Two monthslater
She is never there, but I know she is. I sat on my bed and looked at her ribbon in my hand. I felt my tears slide down my eyes. This is the most painful feeling I ever had. I usually hurt girls hearts and make then fall in love with me but to Lucy I never meant to do that. Is this some kind of punishment? A punishment for hurting so many people. If so it is the most painful of all, being pushed away by the one you love. If so then I will do the same. I don't really want to hurt her anymore but I have no choice.
Eleven months later with Lucy normal p.o.v
"Lucy you need to talk to him," Mira said as she looked at Lucy. Lucy only shook her head.
"I won't "
"He came here every week for almost four months, Lucy. "
"But he stopped."
"That doesn't mean anything." Lucy looked at her milkshake. Mira then sighed.
"Fine but at least think about visiting him, for closure." Lucy looked back up at Mira.
"Okay" Lucy stood up and said goodnight to Mira before leaving the guild. When she got home she got ready for bed. Once she was under her blanket she couldn't help but think of Kou. Why did he stop coming? He loved her right? Maybe to get closure of him not loving her she really did have to see him. She agreed to the idea and got up. She began to pack and left a note for everyone in the guild to inform then about her trip to Tokyo to see Kou but she will come back soon. Once she finished her note she grabbed her celestial keys and her house keys and locked her door.
"Where are you going?" She jumped and turned around. Her eyebrows furrowed.
"Lyon "
"Does your team know?" Lucy shook her head and continued walking. Lyons followed her so she decided to answer.
"Can you inform them that I went to Tokyo. I will be back tomorrow and if not the day after?" Lucy saw him give a quick nodd.
"The train doesn't arrive for another four hours, want to go for a bite to eat?"
"It is twelve o'clock in the morning, what place is open at this time?"
"Downtown near the station there is a small restaurant that I like to go here every time I visit fiore. " Lucy nodded and the two continued to walk to the restaurant. Once at the destination the two were seated. The restaurant looked much like the guild's first floor but a bit classier. Lucy looked at the menu and stopped as she looked in front of her. She had seen Lyon staring at her with a blush causing her to blush.
With Kou
I have to see her one more time. One more time before I say goodbye forever. I looked at the present in my hands and smiled. Tomorrow was her eighteenth birthday. I stopped walking as I saw what had seemed to be Lucy having dinner with some guy. I couldn't help but feel envy. She was smiling and laughing with him, something she hasn't done to me in so long. I want her back. I was about to walk inside the restaurant when I stopped. I love her but I want her to not be in pain anymore. She is happy." I walked back to the train station and got on the train. I went to sleep and couldn't help but smile as I sleep away my angel smiling again at the same time my heart breaking in pieces.
