All I can say is thank you, you've brought me great joy over the course of our years. And I will never forget you, I will forgive you, and I will still love you. But only for you, your suffering is my suffering and I will put up with it until the day you fall in love with me once more and once again. Love, yours one and only. -Gabriel Al-Massri

Chapter one

"Look at me god dammit ! Fucking LOOK at me!" Pulling my hair then putting his hands around my neck, my eyes tear droplets down my face while I gag for air, holding the hands of my lover kicking my feet constantly and rapidly. My my mouth filling with a pool of red blood as sharp pains run down and through my stomach. Squirming gasping like a fish out of water he let go, and put me back. Everything grew dark and everything became cold and the next thing I know waking up to a bright flash of light and people in white. A bearded man speaking strongly and loudly to others. "Hes awake!" then he turns to me "You understand me, yes?" he asked. "where am...I?" Gabriel searching his eyes all about the room he started to freak out "Where am I!? I want out NOW!" he jumped up of the bed he was sleeping on, when then a team of men then grabbed him and held him to the floor before he started any mayhem. "What is your problem man?" one guy said. "Are you crazy? Calm down and chill before we call in security!" Gabriel then tried calming down and, took in deep breaths processing everything he was feeling and where he was. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" he then loosened his muscles after a couple minutes. "Where am I?" he turned to one of them. "Your at Riyadh Central Hospital, are you okay?" the man said with a stern look on his face. "I-I think so, why? What happened to me? Why am I here?" Gabriel asked as then slowing raising up from the floor with his eyes closed shut. "Was there a guy with me? His name is Abraham." The man looked at him. "There was. You were hallucinating or something man in the middle of traffic, I think you're all clear to go home now if you're feeling up to it. He then looked out the window and back at him raising his eyebrows and scratching his beard. "A man with orange hair?" Gabriel asked. " Yeah and blue eyes, very lucky huh? You almost got into a wreck, it's a good thing he was there with you." Turning away he opened the door. "Right down the hallway here he's waiting for you." showing with his hand. "Thank You, thank you all." Gabriel said " ?" reading his name tag. "Correct, nurse Ba in training, it's my job!" He then said with a chuckle leading him to the waiting room. "Thank you so, so much I think I just needed more rest was all, sorry for all the trouble." Gabriel said in sorrow. "Hey no sweat but, be sure to be more careful things could of gotten messy." Gabriel then looked around searching for his partner. "Yes okay, I will."