Though I definitely should be updating my other RoyxEd fic, I decided to write this instead.
I don't own FMA.
Summary: SPOILER. Envy never knew that in the end, Ed would be the only one to understand him. Part of that scared him, but to the other part, he couldn't be more grateful. Very OOC but it happens.
"...You're jealous of humans, aren't you, Envy?"
I froze. It's impossible for anyone to guess what had been going through my mind at that moment.
I recalled nights where I would sneak through his bedroom window while he was asleep. I would hide in a corner, transforming into something small, like an ant (which was horribly humiliating in the first place, but I just wanted to be with him).
I recalled the first night when he actually spoke to me. His voice sounded miserable and uncaring, as if nothing mattered to him. He was lying in bed, facing away from where I was watching him. "Are you here to kill me, Envy?"
I didn't expect it. How he even knew I was there was a mystery.
I slipped from my hidden form to my regular form. "No."
"Why are you here?"
It took me a few moments to respond. "I don't know."
"Are you going to leave now?"
I hesitated. Did that mean he wanted me to leave? I mentally slapped myself. Of course it did, he didn't want me here in the first place. Oh well, I wanted to stay. "No, I'm not going to leave."
He turned around in the bed to face me. He had a sad sort of smile on his face, but somehow it made him look more adorable then I've ever seen him before. "Okay."
We stared at each other for a few minutes, both of us were shocked that this was happening, I think. I know I was.
But I knew why I was there. If anything else, I wanted to be like Edward Elric. His gorgeous eyes, his flowing hair. Yeah, it sounds bullshitted but the boy is perfection. And I was unconditionally in love with him. Don't ask how it happened. That a higher being like me could fall for someone as low as him. Hah. Who am I kidding? He's higher than me by a few miles. I love Ed. I love him so much that I would do anything to be Ed. I wanted to be with him, to feel the touch of his skin on mine, to feel our lips touch gently, and then harshly. I wanted him everywhere around me.
I wanted him to want me the way I wanted him.
He must have noticed the way I was looking at him that night. He had to have noticed because that night, he stretched his arm out to me. He invited me into his bed. It was a small bed, only meant for one person.
"Al is visiting Winry."
"I know," I had replied.
He moved over so that I had room. Our bodies pressed together. I looked at him with pure want in my eyes. He must have seen it, because he pushed his face up to mine so that our noses we touching. Gold eyes met amethyst. Our lips finally brushed.
He has the softest lips in the world. I licked his bottom lip gently and he gave me access to the cavern that was his mouth. Soon I was on top of him, ripping his clothes from his body. Soon I was inside of him, taking him as mine. Soon I was looking at him and gasping out, "I love you."
He looked shocked.
I was shocked at what I said, and fled from the room. I had admitted the one thing I had tried denying to myself all along. The one thing I had refused to say out loud. "I love Edward Elric."
While I died, I thought of that night. I thought of how he was the only one to understand me, even in the end. Part of that scared me, but to the other part, I couldn't be more grateful. I love you, Edward.
Ermm, really short... What do you think?
