Ch 1
Sean's POV
At the signing at PAX east we were goofing around as usual, and Mark stared at me. When he stared at me, he stared for a long time, before realizing that I had noticed. He quickly looked away, and I didn't want him to. I wanted to stare into his chocolate brown eyes like he had mine. But wait, he's my best friend, I shouldn't feel this way.
There were two tables in the middle of the room, with light gray tablecloths, reserved for Mark and I to do signings, and he didn't really look at me much except for when we were talking to people and telling jokes, which is normal for him. And yet I couldn't stop thinking about that one moment where he just stared at me and I longed for him to do it again.
I need to stop. He's my best friend and I'm straight, right?
Mark's POV
Jack doesn't know. He caught me staring into his deep blue eyes before the signings, and of course, I quickly looked away, blushing. I want him so bad. He's my best friend, and he has a girlfriend. He's straight and I-I'm straight, right?
"Mark?" I heard his sexy Irish accent slurr. I quickly looked over at him.
"Ya alright, ya kinda went blank there fer a second"
He caught me in a daze. I blushed, because I was lost in hopes and dreams that would probably never come true.
"Yes, I'm fine, I was just thinking about something"
"What?" 'You' I wanted to reply. I couldn't, though, not in front of all these people.
"Oh, nothing, just new ideas for some new videos" I lied.
"Alrigh' Marky Mark" he said. My heart skipped a beat as he said my name, and I froze, but returned within a few moments.
Sean's POV
I had a feeling that Mark wasn't thinking about video ideas, I had the tiniest sliver of hope he was thinking about me and I pushed the hope deep into the back of my mind where I would hopefully forget it. But how could I. I needed to tell myself the truth. I have feelings for him and I can't hide it much longer. I'm going back home to Ireland in a couple of days and I don't want to say goodbye without a kiss again...
