Chapter 1
"Levi . what are you doing tonight?"Jean said as he reaches for Levi's hand. Jean loved to feel the warmth of his lovers hand. He'd always imagine him and Levi forever. He just wish Levi would be man enough to make that work. He knew that they could not be married. But he just wanted to be life partners with the only man he has truly loved. He loved Levi with all his heart but he knew deep down that Levi did feel the same way.
Levi looks at him and realized that he does not feel anything towards Jean but he has not gotten anything for a while. Levi felt a little guilty for leading jean on but what was he suppose todo just let jean worship him and ignore jean. Or pretend like he loves him to make jean happy. Levi had conflicting emotions about his and jeans situation . He knew jean and him would never be anything more than they wore right now.
"Nothing baby"Levi said while winking at Jean. Levi could see the way jeans face lit up when he said baby.
Jean felt so good in the inside. He felt like he was living. Jean seem to feel good when Levi gave him any affection. It made him feel as if Levi could wake up some day and realize that him and Levi are meant for each other. Someday Jean knew he was going to have wake up himself from the fantasy he was in.
As Levi looks across the the table at Jean he knew he did not love Jean. But stay in their relationship he does not have anyone else. Levi hated the feeling of being that is why he stated in this awful relationship with jean. Or maybe he was just an awful person. He hated himself for being so cruel to Jean. But lately Jean seems to be a whole lot needy lately and clingy. Levi does not want to hang out with Jean all the time. Levi is considering just leaving jean so he does not have to hear his annoying voice all the time.
As the waiter comes back with their dessert that they had ordered to share . As the waiter sets the dessert down and says "enjoy!" And walks away with a smile. Levi alywaysed wondered why are waiters nice at the end of the meal but don't really care about the customer at the beginning. As Levi pondered that thought for a minJean had nearly ate half of the ice cream sundae."Woe. You are such a fatty." Levi said with a half smile. Levi knew that jean cant take jokes very well. So he soon regretted saying that knowing how emotional Jean is.
Then Jean dropped his spoon right before Levi took his first bite. "Really. I am so sorry that I can't meet up to you extremely high standards." Jean said with a extremely hostile tone.
"I am so over you telling me what I am doing wrong all the time. I am so sorry I can not measure up to this idea you have of a person. " Jean had tried so hard to fight back the tears. But the dam busted and Jean began to cry and run out of the Jones' family diner.
Levi does not even look shocked. Why does Jean always have to act this way over the stupidest comments. I swear if Jean wore a women he would ask if she was on her period all the time. Levi laughed at his on joke Out loud. If Girly Jean was not going to come back soon then he was going to finish the sundae. Levi just shrugs his shoulders and finishes off the sundae.
