Spoilers: None.. I think. But there's a little something about skank!Hank.

Disclaimer: Not mine. Not ever. But someday, when I get rich, I hope to buy Grissom and Sara and make all G/S shippers deliriously happy. (hah! In my dreams.)

A/N: A drabble. Just a drabble, I swear. First attempt at this. Sorry for anything you don't like. Heh. Thanks to my good friend Chesca for beta-ing.

Questions
By CS-eye

Grissom.

He's always here. He is here with me, in the depths of thoughts, my feelings, my fantasies. He makes me feel happy - euphoric even, just by looking at me. What more if he's smiling at me? Or talking to me? What more?

He pushes me away. At least that's how I see things. We work together only occasionally, and if we do, we barely speak to each other.

Why?

What have I done wrong? Am I really just a subordinate to him? Am I more than an employee? Does he love me too? Does he resent me for being with Hank? Is he jealous? Does he even care that Hank and I were together? Am I even his friend..?

Why?

Why do I feel confused, and hurt, when all the while he feels nothing?

Does he? Does he feel nothing?

Why?

Why do I love him?

I guess I just do.

But he doesn't know.

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Sara.

She's always there. She's everywhere I go. Even if she isn't physically present all the stuff I see *is* her. I'd do anything to see her smile - that smile she only seems to give to me.

Why?

Does she like me?

Does she love me?

I think I'm crazy for asking this. Of course she doesn't love me. Why would she? She can have everything. She can do everything. She can have the love of any man. She can't love me.

Can she?

I don't know.

That's why I push her away. Or so it seems. She probably doesn't even care that I can't work with her the same way I used to. If we work together I can't think straight. I keep imagining her with *that* guy.

Why am I even thinking about this?

Why?

Because I love her.

I just do.

But she doesn't know.