A/N: Here's the opening of my new story. I know I've made stories before yet never finished them yet I promise to work on this one as much as possible. I have a good feeling about this one. Also, I will keep updating my summary of the entire story as it progresses. Being me, I make things up as I go along. I already have the concept of the first few chapters in my mind and just need to type them. Also forgive typing errors. I get bored reading things twice but I promise you'll be able to understand what I mean.

Disclaimer (Which I may forget to put on many, many times): I do not own the twilight series!!! Just the things I do with the characters…


WARNING!!! THE NEXT PART IS A FASTFORWARD!!! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO RUIN ONE OF MY (MANY) TWIST, SKIP TO THE NEXT CHAPTER!!!


BPOV

Flashback

"There's something I've been meaning to say this for a while now… Edward… I've had this crush on you since the first grade…"

End Flashback

I've had a terrible life. I know this is the right thing… I'll be able to escape the pain and suffering I've had since the day. That memory. It flashed back in my mind over and over again as the tears began to fall. I was headed toward the Vincent hotel.

I know this is the right thing.

Is this the right thing? Or are you just afraid?

I hate these little chats with my conscious.

Think of the hurt it would bring…

Hurt! HA! Good one! The only thing that's hurting me is life. I thought this now entering the hotel. I walked up to the elevator and waited for it to open. Then I pressed the button for the roof.

I'm not talking about you. Think of your friends… Family…

IT DOESN'T MATTER!!! I practically screamed in my mind. I got out of the elevator an walked to the edge of the roof.

Think about Emmett. Rosalie. Alice. Jasper…and Edward…

They don't love me they never did!

Is that true… Or do you think it's true…

Your just a voice stopping me. I jumped. YOUR WRONG! I screamed in my thoughts

Have you ever stop to think about anyone else? That you might be the only thing keeping them going? That your not a creation of destruction..

How do I know if your right?

Have you ever stop to think and figure out… That I'm your conscious… That I'm you?

That's when everything froze.

A/N: I made it short to not give everything away. But let me be your conscious and question you a bit.

Have you ever stop to think that there is no story without a main character?

Have you ever stop to think that Bella might survive her mistake?

Have you ever stop to think that there are many possibilities but either way someone has to lead the story?

Have you ever stop to think that you can give ideas in review?

Have you ever stop to think that things are NOT what they seem?

Questioning done!

I really want to know if you like it!

I don't care if you review just favorite it or add to alerts or review. I don't care if I don't even get one because I like this story line filled with drama but I also need ideas so PM or review any ideas that might show up or a questions about the story but no big questions like "Does she live?!?"