My muscles were stiff. It was very hard to move, I took a glimpse at the damage that Jake had done to me last night. Bruises were all over my arms. I groaned. I ALMOST wished someone would notice. But I knew they never would and I could never tell.

To tell would mean exposing the wolf pack. Which was a big no no.

Me and Jacob had been together for 4 months now. After Edward- I cringed- left we started hanging out. Soon after he made the transformation into a wolf. That was when my life turned to hell. I was forced into a relationship with him. I couldn't even remember how he got me to agree to this but now I was in for good. After he had transformed he was a totally different person.

It started out small, a shove here and there. But it soon escalated. It now got so bad he would have me crying on the floor, kicking and punching me. I know what you're thinking, if it's so bad why don't I just leave? Well if I left he would hunt me down. And I was scared at what he would do if he found me. Did I love jake? Yes I did. But I loved the OLD him, my sunshine. I hated this new person, but deep down I knew the old Jacob was there. So I guess I did love him.

Just not in the way he wanted me too

I loved him as my best friend. But to protect myself I had to lie and tell him that I was IN love with him.

I groaned as I got up. Put on jeans and a long sleeve shirt and headed down stairs.

Jacob tried to convince Charlie to let me go to school on the reservation but luckily he didn't think it was a good idea. Thought it would be to hard for me to have to change school again. I knew Jacob just wanted to keep a closer eye on me. So I waited for him to pick me up. Everyday he dropped me off at school and picked me up. My truck rarely saw action anymore. If Jacob was doing patrolling then another member of the pack had to get me.

The pack. With there ability to see into each others thoughts. So surely they would help me right? Wrong.

To help me would be to risk exposing them. So they would look at me with sad eyes, ask me if I was alright ect ect. They couldn't do anything though. I heard the usual honk of the rabbit and ran outside.

"Good morning sweetie" he was usually nicer when I said these pet names to him

"How did you sleep?" see I sometimes got these flashes of the old sweet Jacob I knew, but they were getting less and less frequent.

"Alright, you?"

"HA how did I sleep? I didn't I was too damn busy patrolling," I cringed at his harshness. The old him was gone.

We rode in silent for a while. When he turned into the school I saw a shiny silver Volvo and 5 gorgeous vampires standing around it. My heart fluttered and then fell. I was somehow going to be the blame for this.

"You've GOT to be fucking kidding me" he swore. "Stay in the fucking car" I didn't move.

"Bella" I saw Edward breathe. My breathing hitched. He was so beautiful. I wanted to run up to him. but I knew that was out of the question.

"What are you guys doing back?" I heard Jacob growling.

"We thought she had died" alice piped

"Well you can clearly see she's alive. No thanks to you lot. Now you can just leave"

"I don't think we will be leaving Jacob" I heard Edward say in a velvety voice. My heart hammered against my chest. It was even more beautiful then I had imagined. The voice inside my head did not do him justice .

Jake was growling and shaking

"Don't forget the fucking treaty" and he stalked away. He pulled my door open and pulled me very roughly out. I staggered a bit. I heard the bell ring and saw everyone starting to leave, I turned to say bye to him,

He wrapped his hand around my neck and wound his fingers in my hair. He then locked his hand and gave a tug angling my head back so I had no where to look but his eyes.

"Not a fucking word to them, got it bella?" he said slowly and low. Making sure I got every word.

"Not a word" I whispered back he let go and pushed me aside. " bye sweetie love you" I called.

" I love you too." He said back. With no emotion in his voice. I hated my life.

I realized I was late for class and ran to it. The minute I opened the door I saw the most beautiful most god like creature. Edward. But he was looking at me funny. Confusion? Hurt?

Hurt. Thats what I had been feeling for the last 6 months of his absence. I use to dream of Edward coming home and saving me from my nightly beatings. But he didn't love me. And he couldn't the pack was too strong. Jacob was too strong. And Edward didn't even know they existed. They could kill the Cullens. And I couldn't let that happen.

It was lunch time now. I sat at my usual table. Alone. I wasn't allowed to sit with anyone. And sometimes Jake would visit at lunch and if he caught me it meant trouble. So I never risked it. I was staring at my lunch. Un able to eat when I heard a musical voice ask

"can we join you" I sighed, oh Alice I would love you to

"No" was what I answered.

"Bella we need to talk, I had a vision-"

"No" I knew He would check up on me today. I mean he wouldn't leave me all alone with the Cullens all day.

Just then my worst fears happened. Jacob can through the cafeteria doors. He saw Alice and immediately I knew I was going to be in trouble.

He didn't say anything to me, or Alice just grabbed me roughly by the elbow and pulled me to a secluded section of the school

"I told you not to speak to them" he said low, making it even scarier. I knew he meant business

"No Jake I was telling her to leave!" he wrapped his huge hands around my tiny arms tightly, giving me new bruises. I could feel the blood being cut off my finger tips started to tingle. He started shaking me

"You're a filthy liar!" and after that he rammed me into a locker my neck flung backwards has my body collided into it and it too smacked into the cold metal.

"Just wait until we get home" he said and marched away I moaned and grabbed the back of my head. Just then the bell rang and it was time for Bio. I wasn't nervous. Edward made it so ALL of our classes were together so far. Each time I could feel him looking at me.

But that didn't matter right now. What mattered was what was going to happen to me when I got to Jacobs house.

Hi guys! I hope you enjoyed the first chapter! I am still not very sure on where I am going with this so I am always looking for ideas! REVIEWS! Please and thank you! Again any help is great!