Something I made on tumblr about a month ago and thought I'd post it on here.
Now it's kinda a short and simple thing, don't expect anything drop dead epic here, I wrote this on the fly because someone requested a Ferriswheelshipping drabble on the spot. And so, I wrote this on the spot.
So that's that, I hope you guys at least enjoy it.
What…what has he been doing all this time?
"N?"
The battle has been lost, he lost, he failed.
His whole life, he'd been preparing for this moment. But it turns out, his whole life has been nothing but a lie.
"N…what are you going to do now?" White grabbed him by the shoulder.
Genuine concern in her blue orbs. She was far too kind…to take pity on someone like him.
But, watching her struggle to get to this point made him finally realize something, she had to get to the top, just her and her Pokemon friends, they had to journey together and struggle and in the end, White became a stronger person because of this.
He wanted to do the same. He wanted to go on a journey, walk along side the humans and Pokemon of this world, side by side, start to see the world through their eyes just as White does.
He wants to see her world.
But…no, he can't ask her to come with him…
He refused to look at her. He had to go, right now, he was still a failure, but he wanted to find out who he was, and until then…he doesn't deserve to call this girl behind him his friend.
"I need to discover who I am White. I need to see this world, this dream that you spoke of, of humans and Pokemon living together side by side. But I want to see it, with unbiased eyes this time." He finally answered.
"So, you're leaving?" She asked.
For some reason, those three words felt like a ton of weight on them. But no, he can't look at her now, he'll lose his resolve, White will understand. She's a good person, and he's still nothing but a failure, like that man said he was. He needs to discover who he truly is. He needs a purpose, he needs to feel like a human, and not just this pretender trapped in human skin.
So he left, without saying another word. He hopped on Reshiram's back, intending to leave without looking back. The mighty dragon began to take flight.
"Someday White, maybe I'll be worthy to be considered your friend…or maybe someone even more important to you…but now…not now, but if you wait, I promise I'll come back a better person, then maybe…we can be friends?" He thought to himself, "But would she even wait?"
No, he can't plague himself with those thoughts.
"N!" He heard White's voice screaming, "NO MATTER WHERE YOU RUN, NO MATTER WHERE YOU HIDE, I'M GOING TO COME FIND YOU! YOU AREN'T ALONE ANYMORE N!" She screamed just loud enough for him to hear.
He looked back finally, but she was so small he could barely see her. He felt his eyes beginning to leak with water…
...Oh, he was crying.
"I'm…I'm not alone anymore." He smiled underneath bittersweet tears.
She would wait for him. Despite everything, she would not only wait, but declared that she'd come looking for him.
White, the only human, who treated N like he was one too.
"Forgive me…friend, if I even deserve to call you that…I'll come back, I promise."
OMG SOBBING ATM PLEASE EXCUSE ME!
*runs out of room to sob because GAH THESE TWO GIVE ME FEELS!*
