Hey :) It's Megan. I'mmm back! After that loooong period of time. which reminds me. updates. ah, I'll get to them. you're just lucky I uploaded something. I've been stressed! so someone told me I needed a hobby! ... =.= besides playing my instruments. Soooooooooo! I decided to write! nice huh? XD ummm! anyway! let's see~ on to the fic! I hope you enjoy!

Dedication: goes to a person who's not on fanfic! XD and he'll probably never read it!


Why…Why did he do it? It didn't make sense. Everything was so…perfect…

But then…

Why?

Why did he tell me he didn't want me anymore? Why did he watch as I cried? Not even bothering to comfort me? Why did he just let me leave? Without even a word? Nothing made sense anymore… We loved each other. We were inseparable; no one was able to tear us apart. We never cared what anyone else thought. All that mattered was that we were in love.

But… Not anymore…

"Shuichi," He had said to me, more serious than normal.

"Yes? Is there something wrong?" I asked.

"This isn't right, Shuichi. I think it's best that we part ways…"

Tears streaked down my face, forming with the now pouring rain.

"No, it's not your fault. You did nothing wrong..."

Those words continued to race through my head… If it wasn't my fault.. then whose was it? Everything seemed to be normal.. So then.. What happened?

"You can't…but Yuki...I thought..." I began to bawl.

He let out a long sigh.

"Do..Do you want me to go, Yuki..?" I asked wiping the tears from my eyes.

"I think it would be best…"

No…It was all a dream… this can't be possible… It can't… I bet he's calling right now, wondering where I am…

I checked my phone…no calls… It was true… he really did…

"Yuki…" I murmured out loud.

The rain was the only thing that answered my call, as it hit the blacktop of the parking lot that I was left at… Just thirty minutes ago too. That's how short ago he left me.

Maybe it was a mistake? Maybe he didn't really mean what he said… Maybe he was just… He wouldn't just leave me right?I mean… We were so…happy. Or at least, I was… Was I just so happy, that I didn't even notice that he wasn't? Was that it? I don't think it was…I had asked him one day if he was happy…and he told me he was… Was he lying..? Now that I think about it… The time period he told me he loved me, he was acting strange… was he lying about that too? How much had he lied to me about? Had our whole relationship been a lie? Was he just after something? Was he just using me? And again the question comes to me…

Why?

Why Yuki? Why would you lie to me? The thought of…of living without you Yuki… Is it possible? I was so attached… I gave you my heart…and you… you crushed it… you crushed it... And it hurts. It hurts so much… How can just one person… hurt me so much?

"Why…" I sobbed, "Why?"

A sharp pain ripped through my chest, taking me to the ground.

What's going on? Why does it hurt so badly? Yuki… Yuki please come back…

I checked my phone again.

1 missed call.

My heart speed began to pick up as I checked who called. Maybe it was Yuki! Maybe he really did make a mistake! When I saw who it was, my heart dropped. It was just Hiro…Not Yuki… The phone vibrated again, it was Hiro. I didn't answer it… What if Yuki called while I was on the phone with him? I listened to the message he left.

"Shuichi? Are you alright? Where are you? Call me back, please."

If I was to call you back…what if Yuki-

The pain went through my chest again. I clutched it as I lay on the ground. He'll come back for me… He always does…

30 minutes later

"Shuichi, please call me back."

Hiro's fifth call… Why does he keep calling? Hiro…

I was still on the ground where I fell before. The pains in my chest have gotten worse… They've gotten to the point where it's almost unbearable… It hurts every time I breathe. And yet… Yuki still hasn't called to check on me…He doesn't care. No one cares about me… No one cares that I'm hurting… no one…

"Shuichi, please. Please where are you? He's not coming back. Let me come pick you up."

He was right. I didn't want to except it but… He was right. Yuki didn't care. He wasn't coming back for me. I probably wasn't even a thought in his mind right now. But I… He has to come back…

I pushed up off the ground, only to fall back down; dropping my phone a ways away. I began to stretch out to get it, but the more I tried, the more my chest began to hurt.

Why Yuki? Why did you go? What did I do to make go?

My vision began to blur…

Why Yuki..?

Why…


um...well... It was depressing I know... Just... :D" I hope you like it... Read and review pleaaaaaaaaaaase :) see you guys later.