while tamaki was going on about dressing haruhi as a bunny kyoya was just denying it.

honey was eating cake. and mori was just watching.
hikaru and haruhi went off to take a stroll thru the oark befor the club opening.

and me kaoru hitachiin

was daydreaming i daydream all the time

but hikaru never knows what im thinking...because of haruhi...

ever since haruhi came onlong hikaru been paying more attention to her than me..
what does she have that i dont!

i was thinking about killing her...and hikaru would only love me and forget her..

but i knew i wasnt gonna get away with it.

the next day was preaty much boring as always didnt have many quest today so we didnt make much money.

i went straight home but this time hikaru wanted to walk haruhi home..without me.
so i had to go back home alone

just like last week.
and the week befor i was always alone hikaru used to be there all the time but now he's slowly drifting away.

i sat on the bed waiting for him to come back but i was already asleep when he came back.

and i woke up and he wasnt even there he slept on the counch...does he not like me..is he mad at me..

but i didnt really know he didnt tell me anything anymore.

i got up and went to the kitchen he was there eating cereal.

i felt like giving him a hug but when i tried he just got up and walked away..

maybe im the one pushing him away..i finally wanted to say something after all this time but my words wouldnt come out he finally said

is something wrong kaoru?

YES SOMETHING'S WRONG!

he was shocked at what i sayed he didnt know how to awnser.

kao are you going to tell me what did i do?

EVERYTHING! EVER SINCE HARUHI CAME YOU ACT LIKE YOU DONT EVEN LOVE ME ANYMORE!

kaoru what do you mean? haruhi is just a friend

NO SHE'S NOT!
IF SHE WAS THEN WHY DO YOU COME HOME SO LATE A NIGHT. AND YOU DONT SLEEP WITH ME. AND YOU DONT EVEN EAT LUCNCH at schoolWITH ME ANYMORE!

YOUR LIKE A DIFFERENT PERSON!

i just started crying and crying i couldnt stop.

i just wanted to run away

i wanted to kill haruhi for her to leave.

hikaru just sat there like an idiot he didnt even say anything.

um kaoru i didnt know you minded.i must confess...haruhi is more than my friend..

my worst nightmare has came true..

but i know how to end it..

hikaru...

um yes..

will you help me..kill haruhi..

WHAT!

yes..either that or i kill myself or we die together.

im the only one that can have you not haruhi not anyone..just me..

lets die together or i go or she goes..

whats your choice?

hikaru was frozed he thought i was crazy..

but he finally awnsered..

lets kill her..

and that night we snuck into her house and killed her.

and hikaru killed me that night too.

the truth is if you cant have both then dont have either.