TIME TO SAY GOODBYE

there are pros and cons about this, but i will try my best to explain it steadily.

i am going to use gender neutral to call some people

i dont know how many people will read this but thank you for taking your time to read this

i have been thinking about this matter since last year

※wrote this on my phone, so this is not easthetical

I am leaving for a while or for good this time

Why?

1. I got not laptop or pc with me at the moment, i always borrow my dad's to publish my stories to ffn (cus my laptop got busted last year). And my dad is gonna be in South America til mid-july and will take his laptop with him also :(

2. It is a pain to wait for me to update some of my stories. Believe me, my PM is so full of questions when i will be updating them. The answer is i am not quite sure. Sure, i have written /almost/ the whole thing, but alas, it does take time for me to update and how to work to publish a chapter in ffn (which i have not gotten used at all)

3. If you are with me since 'FELLATIO AND CHANLU', you will know how i manage my stories (as in publishing). There is this one lovely user: Yellowfishh14 (hope i didnt mistype your id) whom have been there for me since 2015. I thank them deeply, i appreciate how they always remind me to update, because these little messages keep on spirit to keep on writing.

4. Do not be sad, i am not going to leave like really really leave. All my story i will republish it on my wattpad page.

5. I do wrote sekai/kaihun stories in english, but on hiatus also

6. I am taking a break from ffn (oh holy, i really still not used of how ffn works, like i made so many mistakes before uploading, then managing, then editing). I will be active on AO3 and WATTY for now, cus now i only got my phone.

7. Hopefully i have said the things i wanted to say.

The perk of me

Yes, i got lots of this questions:

1. Are you really not indonesian?

Yes, i am not. Brexit :D and a dash of dutch.

2. How did you manage to write (or speak) in Bahasa Indonesia this fluent?

I have been living half of my life in INA. i speak Bahasa Indonesia as how I speak my native language.

3. You cannot be not Indonesian. Do not fool me.

Sometimes i take a pride when people told me they got fooled of how fluent i speak in Bahasa Indonesia. Sometimes, it is tiring. My prof said my skill was so-so compared to my friends who are from east asia (especially from south korea, they are smart af)

I am BIPA (Bahasa Indonesia Penutur Asing) for almost 10 years, and i am learning bahasa Indonesia formally.

And Ayu Utami's books have been my sole reasons why i write in bahasa Indonesia. She is an intellectual, a good example for me or anybody to write good in bahasa Indonesia. Like she is gold.

My pages:

Wattpad: hissinfullips (have yet to publish anything)

AO3: i am sorry it is private atm.

qotd: does anybody have a watty account? if you do, can you drop a notice 'this is me!' on my wall? because i want to makes friends over there. thank you (and i do follow back immediately)

Goodbye for now. See you next time.