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Playground school bell rings again,

The bell rings, announcing the end of the school day at the academy.

Rain clouds come to play again,

I watch as the kids come running out. Some run to their parents. They are all talking excitedly. I can hear their laughter from my window.

Has no one told you she's not breathing?

They are completely oblivious. They don't know the terrible loss. I still cant believe Jiraiya is gone.

Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to,

Hello…

I haven't talked all day. I can see shizune looking at me oddly. She asks if I'm okay. I tell her I'm fine.

If I smile and don't believe,

Soon I know I'll wake from this dream,

I still get excited when the door opens. I half expect it to be him. It's like I'm stuck in a nightmare and all I have to do is wake up and everything will be okay. Everything will be normal

Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken,

Shizune says I should take a break. Why? There is nothing wrong with me.

Hello, I'm the lie, living for you so you can hide,

Don´t cry…

I tell her that I'm fine. Inside I know that is a lie. Inside I know I'm not fine. I feel lost without him. I love him. I've always loved him. I fell in love with him the day we were put on the same squad. I just never showed it. I regret that now.

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping,

I'm still alive, even though I feel dead inside.

Hello, I'm still here,

All that's left of yesterday…

I outlived all of them: Sensei, Orochimaru, Jiraiya. I am the last sannin. I feel alone.


Well...that was slightly depressing...Please Review. I love Reviews.

KC