Chapter 1
BPOV
It's been four months sinceheleft. I have decided to go to the place where all my best memories of him are. That is our meadow. We fell in love and told me what he was, where we had our final happy moments. I have been driving for awhile when I finally arrive all the memories of himcome flowing backing to me that I have been shutting out all of this time. I wrapped my arms around my torso to keep my self from falling apart the hurt was too much I was about to turn back to my old red, rusted truck. 'No I have to do this' I told my self I turned back and I started hiking up the to familiar trail. Where he held all those branches and helped me up all the big boulders that were in our way but now no one was here to help me.
I don't know how many times I tripped of my own feet and tree roots. All I can hear now is Emmett laughing at me 'no don't think about them they didn't want you any more'. I can see up ahead the light shining through the trees. I quickened my pace I fell a couple times. I stopped just a step out from the meadow. As I stepped out in to the warm rare sun I could see the wild flowers. I walked to the middle where he laid down with my head on his beautiful chest 'no you can think of him now that way, he doesn't love you any more you were just a silly distraction'. That's all I took I was on the ground sobbing with my arms wrapped around me hold my self together. I didn't even notice I had fallen asleep during my sobbing.
When I woke up I was staring straight in to the blood red eyes that he never want me to see again. I lifted my self to my feet to get a better look at who I woke up to. Now I could see it was Laurent. I didn't care if he killed me my life was worthless now my love was gone.
"w-w-hat d-do y-you w-w-want?"That was smart now he can tell you are scared.
"I came here to do something for my friend Victoria" he said very slyly like he was proud of it.
"Really what was that?" I asked
"She asked me to kill you but I must ask where are the Cullen's" their name made my heart ache.
'Lie Bella lie' I must be going crazy now I'm hearing his voice
"Umm oh they went on the hunting trip for the weekend" you have to do better then that Bella
"Oh and no one stayed back with you?" he asked
"No I'm staying with a friend working on a project" I lied no who says I cant lie
"I know your not telling me the truth Bella where are they really?" he caught me I take that back ill have to work on that.
"t-they umm left "I whispered but I knew he could hear me
"That's why when I went there I smelt like no one was there for a while I thought you were like a pet of theirs?"
"I was but they left a while ago E-E-Edward left me he didn't love me any more" I said and looked down at the ground I could here me circling me while he talked
"oh that's to bad but I did tell Victoria that I would kill you I will make it quick and as less pain as I can, if you saw what Victoria had in mind for you would be begging for death" he crouched do about to pounce on me then I felt a sharp hit to my side I felt my back crack as I slammed up against a tree a couple of yards from I was. I let of a blood curling shriek from the pain I tried to move but it felt like my body was wade down. I watched as Laurent bent down and rubbed my cheek with finger tips.
"I'm so sorry I had to do this but you had it coming for hanging out with those creatures that drink the blood from animals other then being normal and feeding on you puny, worthless humans "he lifted up my wrist and I felt his razor sharp teeth sink through my soft delicate skin I let out a scream he started to drink my blood as I started to fall out to unconsciousness when I heard the biggest growl iv heard in my life. I open my eyes just touch to see a large russet wolf the size of a horse and 3 others the russets wolf jumped for Laurent and knocked him off me. That's when the fire started It was so hot it was burning inside out. I heard so much growling then I heard a scream I tried to open my eyes but it was like they were sealed shut. I tried to talk but all that came out was a scream.
"Sam he bit here what do we do?" 'Jacob?' I want to say 'I was ok' but I could I'm ok Jacob but when I opened my mouth all that came out was a scream.
"Jacob I'm sorry but we have to kill her she's going to turn in to one of them" kill me put the fire out any thing is burns.
"Sam I'm not going to kill my best friend she's been through so much I will not just kill her!" No put the fire out!!
"Jacob what choice its our job to protect the people and she going to be a newborn she going to be a threat"
"NO she going to wake up and Ill keep her away from the people!" then I heard a tearing sound
"Fine but she cant go any where near La push or Charlie were going have to fake her death"
"This is going to kill her she was close to her dad Embery and Quil go take her truck and cause a crash" I heard footsteps come over by me and some body pick me up and the they were running
3 days later
The burning was finally fading from my toes and the tips of my fingers it gradually went inward to my heart then. My heart took off like a humming birds wings then it stopped at once. My eyes fluttered open and I could see every thing every dust partial every leave detail then I felt a hand on my should. Before I even thought I was already standing up and crouching down. When a growl ripped out of my throat. When I look forward I saw Jacob with a scared look on his face with his hands up in the air as a surrender. That's when the stench hit me I covered my nose with my hands.
"Sorry Bella I shouldn't of startled you like that "
"It ok Jake I should of freaked out like that" that was my voice it was beautiful
"It's only your nature to get like that you do know what you are right?"
"Yeah Jake I do I'm a vampire where is that awful sent coming from?" it was so strong it was hurting my nose so I started to breath through my mouth that worked
"oh umm Bells that's me im a Werewolf we are enemies" that started me to panic
"Jacob your not going to kill me are you?" I really hope he won't
"no but your going to have to leave forks I really don't want you to I would come with you but the pack needs me here" wait there's more werewolves?
"there's more werewolves like you?"
"Yeah there's 8of us Me, Sam, Seth, Leah, Quil, Embry, Collin, and Brady"
"Oh that's a lot"
"Yeah lets change the subject isn't your throat hurting don't you need to hunt?" I never realized it till now my throat seemed really dry and it was burning my hands threw up to around my neck Jacob just laugh at my reaction
"I'm guessing that was a yes turn around" I did then I felt a nudge in my side I turned around and in Jacobs place was the horse sized russet wolf from the meadow I ran my hand through his fur on his neck he leaned in to my hand I moved up and scratched behind his ear and he seemed to like that and then he licked me from chin to hair line
"Eww Jake that's gross!!"He barked which I assumed was a laugh
We took off running it was so fun it was my new favorite thing then I smelt it sweet delicious smell I turn towards it then when I was a couple of yards away I stopped it was a herd of elk. Jacob nudges me towards them. I close my eyes and let my instincts take over and jump on the largest one back and drained it quickly. Did the same with four more when I was done I walked back over to Jacob and he gave me look I knew what he meant. So I turned around then I felt a tap on my should I turned around.
"hi" I knew what he was going to say next
"Bells I hate to say this but you have to leave now"
"I know I'm sorry about almost attacking you earlier "I really did feel bad for that he was my best friend
"S'okay I know you didn't mean to but I this is going to be that last I see you"he opened his arms for a hug and I ran in to him and I started to dry sobbed
"I don't want to leave it will kill Charlie oh my god what about Charlie what happened to him?"
"we made it look like you crashed you car in to a tree and it caught in fire"
"ok but I hope I can come and see you some time" I didn't want this to be the last time I see my friends here
"maybe if you come around I will be here just stand at the line and someone will come and get me"
"ok Jacob ill miss you " I backed away
"ill miss you to Bells I Love you" I could see his eyes getting glassy from the tears
"I love you to Jacob good bye" and with that I took off running away from my home for the last year and where I fell in love for the first and only time.
EPOV
Why did I have to leave her my angel? She was my Bella with her deep chocolate brown eyes that I always got lost in. her smooth brown hair. We had so much in common we like the same music we like to read. Why did I leave her? Oh that's right because I am an idiot, right now we are living in Alaska in a house like back in forks where my angel is. Hopefully moving on like I asked her to do I want her to have a normal life fall in love, have kids, grow old have grandchildren and live her life and once she passes I wont be far away ill go after her. I can't live in a world with out her, I plan on going to Italy and ask them to kill me, or just step over the treaty line with the stupid dogs. I was disturbed I my thoughts when there was I knock at my door
"What?" I haven't left my room unless my family drags me out of my room to go hunting I practically starve my self.
"Edward open this door now or I'm going to go threw it" typical Alice
"Alice go away I don't feel like talking" 'you never feel like talking these days'
"You don't know how it feels so go away I don't want to talk"
"Your not the only on that loved Bella" her name made my heart ache
"Everybody loved her Edward Esme and Carlisle lost a daughter and all of us lost a sister and I lost my best friend"
"I know NOW GO AWAY" then I heard a big crunch I look up to see a very angry Alice
"What did the poor ever do to you?"I heard a booming laughter down stairs guessing Emmett heard what I said 'Eddie made a joke!!'
"Edward get off your lazy ass and come down stairs the family wants to talk to you!!"
I feel so bad for him-Esme
Edward is so upset I'm sorry son-Carlisle
To much sadness-Jasper
Why can't he just get over her like she's probably getting over him-Rosalie
Row row row your boat gently down the stream...-Emmett
"Fine Alice but I'm not doing any thing else" I really didn't want to do this as we walk down the stairs I hear every body catch their breath I was walking to slow for Alice so she comes and takes my hand and pulls me down the stairs
Look the Eddie lives!!- Emmett
"Yes Emmett I'm alive I'm just not that well" as I came in to the living room Esme pat the spot in between her and Carlisle so I sat between them and she wrapped on arm around my shoulder.
90 years later
Its been ninety years since that terrible day in the forest when I left my heart. Where my angel was shes dead now I was going to Italy but once Alice saw I was going she got Emmett and Jasper to guard me to make sure I didn't go any where.
Flash Back
Today I heard my angel died supposedly she crashed her car in a tree and It caught on fire so they couldn't retrieve the body. I am going to go to Italy and ask for the Volturi to kill me. I am righting letters to my family. When I was finished that I went to play my piano one last time I sat down and ran my fingers over the keys lightly then I set them on them and starting playing a familiar tone It was Bellas lullaby I remember playing it for her the first time she cried. As I played my heart started to hurt, I changed the song to Esmes Favorite.
After I was done with that I took one last look at the house we lived in. once I was done with that I started to run to the airport when I was running through the forest I got hit in the side by some thin really hard. It pinned me to the ground when I got a better look I noticed it was Emmett
"Emmett get off me!!"
"No bro I'm not letting you go kill your self Jasper!!Get over here and help me take him back to the house" I suddenly felt a wave of calm flow through me... Jasper. He grabbed me feet and ran me back to the house there they sat me in a chair and held me down. That's when a very upset Alice came through the door
"Edward why would you do that, think of what it would do to Esme and Carlisle to all of us I couldn't live with out you" she seemed really upset
"you don't know what its like to lose the one you love Alice!"
"Edward we know we don't but well help you get through it" when I agree to stay and they go way ill just make a run for it
"EDWARD ANOTHONEY MASEN CULLEN DON'T YOU DARE DO THAT!!" damn she saw that.
End of flashback
Now we are moving to where it all started we are moving back to forks. Everyone wanted to move back except for me. But they made me we are moving in to our old house I went there early. I went in and removed all the white sheets off everything. I sniffed the air there was another vampire here but I don't recognize the sent. When every body arrived the guys moved everything in and the girls went shopping when we were done we turned on the tv. When we turned it on it was on one of the music station and there was a band that was playing and the sing was beautiful she had shoulder length brown hair with blue streaks with side bangs and heart shaped face and … gold eyes? When I took a closer look she looked like my Bella I turned up the volume
"that was used love!! We have a special treat for you we have the lead singer Isabella Mason here in the studio with us today"
OMG its Bella she's alive-everyone
No it cant be my angel she died 90 years she has gold eyes she's a vampire!!!
"So Isabella what inspires most of your music that you sing?"
"when I was in high school I fell for this guy and he liked me to and we fell deeply in love" good she moved on.
"we would spend everyday together then on day and he took me out back and he told me he had to talk to me so I went. Then when we got out side he said he was leaving and he didn't love me any more and that I was just a distraction he also took my best friend but I guess she's not really my best friend when she didn't even put up a fight to leave" nope she was talking about me
"he broke my heart I didn't eat sleep or talk I just stayed in my room for almost two months till my dad came to take me to my moms and that snapped me out of that so I started doing stuff again"
"So how did you find your band?"
"Well I travelling the world when I was walking down some road I was singing I noticed a song being played and I started singing to it then my guitarist Selene heard me and came out and listened to me so she grabbed her guitar and we just played a bit and she said her friend play drums and bass so she called them over and we messed around a bit and that's when we decided to start the band"
"that was very cool now to bad but were out of time be sure to but tickets to the use love concert in Seattle this weekend and here is the new number on single goodbye"(this is really by kristina Debarge)
Am I supposed to put my life on hold
Because you don't know how to act
And you don't know where your life is going
Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?
Pardon me if I don't show it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone
I am so buying tickets to there concert
When did bella learn to sing?-Jasper
Damn Bellas hot now- emmett
Chorus: Chorus: Hey hey, hey hey hey Chorus:
I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering
I got that new
I'm a single girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it sing!
Na na na na,hey na na na na hey
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
I think shes singing about me
Cut my hair 'cuz it reminded me of you
I know you like the long 'do,
Had to switch my attitude up
Thinkin' of changing up how I ride, No more
On the passenger side
Too bad you miss out on the way that I drive it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone
I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering
I got that new
I'm a single girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it sing!
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Na na na na,hey na na na na hey
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Goodbye
I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering
At least she's still single ill make sure I get back stage passes so we can talk to her
I got that new
I'm a single girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it sing!
Na na na na,hey na na na na hey
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Na na na na,hey na na na na hey
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Goodbye
Na na na na,hey na na na na hey
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Na na na na,hey na na na na hey
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
I wonder if Alice has seen me decide to buy the tickets to bella show yet and if she nows if its bella. Wait did the announcer say Isabella Mason she took my middle name I guess she hasn't ket go that's good I hope I can get her back
'Iv haven't felt Edward this happy in a while'-Jasper
I hoped you like it Review please don't get mad at me youll see Bella and Edward in the next chapter if you have any ideas I would love to hear them and if they are good I will put them and if you have any song request tell me but it has to match the feeling
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