Title: Hell Frozen Rain
Pairing: Alex/Male Oc
Rating: T (Will go up in further chapters)
Summary: Its been almost 2 years since the Alex escaped from Silent Hill and dreams of Josh are still haunting him. When he meets Derek via his shrink he can't shake the feeling that this man bears some connection to that hell hole. Soon after 2 of the doctors mysteriously vanish he finds himself being forced to head back to the place of his nightmares.
Disclaimer: I do not in any way own Alex, Josh, or anything Silent Hill related.
Alex's Pov:
The heat, the brain boiling heat.
Its so vivid and real. Almost like my skin is about to melt off, but no. This is just a dream. Another hell filled dream about that place. I'll never be able to escape it, I was foolish for thinking so. We were foolish. They may try to claim they don't have them but I can tell, I can tell by the scared look they get in their eyes sometimes that they've been having these nightmares too. That place will never let us go, no matter how far we run or how well we hide it will find us. And its all my fault. If- If I hadn't killed Josh, if I had just been sacrificed no one would have had to suffer like this.
'You can't always blame yourself for things Alex.' My doctors words echoed in my mind and I felt my chest tighten up once more my eyes opening to let a new string of tears slide down my cheeks.
"It is my fault."Even my voice sounded broken now, it fit though. I was broken. A shell of the man I used to be.
Wet shoes slapped the metal floor ahead of me and I couldn't stop my body from trembling once more.
"Alex?"The soft voice called, tone so full of innocence my heart panged painfully.
"I'm sorry."I sobbed clenching my hands into fists, the figure kneeled down before me and I sobbed once more. "I'm so sorry Josh."
"Why?."That sickeningly sweet tone whispered and I punched the floor.
"It was an accident, I-I didn't mean for it to happen! I never wanted to hurt you!"
"Never wanted to hurt me?"He took on a darker more sinister tone now "Then why am I dead? Huh, Alex? Why am I the one who's dead!?"
Not able to stop myself I looked up, Josh's body rotting and soaking wet before me. "Josh..."
"Don't try that! You're not sorry, you wanted me dead! Because mom and dad loved me, Me! Not you Alex! You were just a burden to them, and you couldn't handle that anymore!"
"No! I'd never hurt you! You were everything to me Josh! Everything! I didn't care about what they thought! I only wanted to see you happy."This earned me a chuckle out of Jo-this monster.
"So you call leaving me to drown in a lake, seeing me happy? No wonder they locked you up. Dad was right about you being crazy. Then again you'd have to be considering the shame you brought upon our family name by coming out. Right big brother?"
My brain kept screaming at me to run, get away from this thing. Continuing to plead with it would only drag me deeper into hell. But I can't, I need Josh to understand. I need it more then anything.
"Please Josh, you've gotta believe me. I-"
"Believe you? All the proof is there Alex. You despised me, hated me because I was what you'd never be. The favorite. The child they chose to keep. You were nothing more to them then a soul to be sacrificed to God. And nothing can ever change that."
AN: This first chapter is kinda like a prologue of sorts I guess, just giving you a peak into Alex's current state of mind. Yes this will slash, as in Male/Male but don't worry I won't make them suddenly meet and bang lol There will be plot. Please Review and tell me what you think so far! ~Cloud
