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"Jessica, I'm serious just tell me where he is! I know you know!" John crossed his arms over his broad chest as he stared intently at the young girl in front of him.

"I'm not telling you John! It's only been three months! You know how bad he's probably still doing?" Jess looked around the room biting her lip as she tried to avoid John's death glare.

"Yeah, well it'd be nice to even know if the baby's still alive!" John raised his voice causing Jessica to sigh in defeat.

"Fine! Pack your bags, it's a long trip." She mumbled the last few words, pushing past the muscular man.

That was two days ago, and they were finally arriving at their destination.

"You know, you should really tell Shawn where he is, he'd kill Randy, but he still deserves to see his grandson." John truthfully spoke, driving up the path of a long driveway.

"Cena, it's his own fault he can't figure it out. If he does figure it out, then we won't stop him, but were not telling him." Jessica rolled her eyes stepping out of the car once it came to a complete stop.

"Who lived here?" John asked looking at the medium size house in the woods.

"It was Chloe's favorite place…" Jess smiled sadly

"Yet again, who lived here?"

"Her grandparents did… when they died she never really got to go back to visit. She told everyone it was her favorite place though."

"His car isn't even here, he probably killed himself and the baby by driving off a cliff. We shouldn't have left him alone with the baby! He's most likely one of two things!" John rambled loudly

"Oh yeah, and what's that Mr. Know it all?"

"1. Suicidal or 2. Crazy as hell!"

"Shut up you dumb ass." She glared at the older man before picking up the floor mat.

"What are you doing?"

"Getting the spare key." She answered

"Somebody's coming!" John swallowed hard

"John, nobody knows about this place! Chill out! It's probably just Randy!" She reassured him as they walked inside the dark house.

"This is freaking me out! Turn the lights on." Jessica sighed mumbling under her breath as she turned the lights on.

"Are you okay now?" Jessica laughed looking around the house.

"I'm fine." He replied stepping into the living room. "There's baby stuff here…maybe he didn't kill himself and the baby."

"You are so ne-" Jessica stopped mid-sentence as Randy stepped into the house, his eye brows raised as he closed the door.

"Hey Ran. How's it going man?" John smiled innocently walking over to his friend slowly.

"I'm fine. So is Matt. You guys can leave now." Randy flatly replied placing the car seat on the counter.

"Were not leaving man. You look like hell." John eyed his best friend carefully as Randy picked up the baby slowly.

"I'm fine, and so is Matt. Just leave." Randy clenched his jaw tightly walking into the living room.

"Randy, just let us stay for awhile and help you out. You look like you haven't slept in weeks, and you actually have a , and it's starting to creep me out! At least go upstairs and take a shower, and take a nap or something. We can take care of Matt for a little bit." Jessica bit her lip focusing on Matt.

"Fine." Randy whispered handing the baby to Jessica.

"How do you think he's doing?" John whispered to her while Randy slowly walked upstairs.

"To be honest? Worse then I expected." Jess sighed looking down at the sleeping infant in her arms.

"At least Matt looks good." John smiled slightly touching his tiny hand. "I guess Orton really can raise a kid."

"I guess so." Jessica smiled sadly watching as the peaceful baby slept.

XoX

When Randy awoke, he felt at ease. His mind was clear, his heart no longer felt broken. He felt as if nothing bad had ever happened. His heart raced as he looked down to find Matthews usual spot empty. He rose from the bed, running down the stairs searching frantically for his son.

"Where the hell did he go?!" Randy tried his best to keep his emotions calm as he looked every where possible downstairs.

"Woah! What happened here?!" John questioned stepping over a broken lamp

"Where the fuck did you guys take my son?!" Randy yelled grabbing the baby from Johns large hands.

"We just took him to the park… that's it. We thought you were going to be asleep longer. Were sorry Ran, we didn't think you'd wake up." Jessica replied quietly, watching the anger flash through his eyes.

"You guys don't take my son anywhere without me knowing! Got it?!" Randy narrowed his eyes as the two just nodded.

"I don't think you guys heard me, I said got it?" Randy repeated himself taking a step closer to them.

"Yeah, we got it." John answered holding his hands up in defeat.

"Good, I really don't think you guys want to fuck around with me right now." Randy clenched his jaw, placing Matt carefully in his swing. And just like that, the emptiness settled in again, his heart slowly falling apart with each breath that escaped his throat. Some times, he wished it was him that died instead of Chloe.

"I love you Matt." Randy kissed the infants head, watching as his blue eyes slowly closed.

"Shawn's been crying a lot. He really misses Chloe and Matt…." Jessica sighed

"Of course he's going to upset! I killed his daughter and took away his grandson! You think he's gunna be singing happy songs and doing the retarded shit he does?" Randy slammed a cupboard door shut a scowl on his face.

"Settle down Randy!" John stated in a firm voice.

"Don't." Randy shut his eyes tightly

"Don't what?" John stepped closer to the younger man.

"Don't tell me what to do." Randy's eyes grew dark as he opened them slowly.

"What's with you man?"

"What the fuck do you think is with me?! My girlfriend's dead, everyone hates me, including my whole family, and now I have you telling me what the fuck to do!"

"She wasn't even your girlfriend Randy! You have to get over it! I know your sad, but you cant be clinging on to your son and moping around for the rest of your life!" John yelled

"Stop it John!" Jessica groaned watching as Randy stepped closer to John, their chests touching as they glared at each other. She knew it was only a matter of time before one of them hit each other.

"Say something like that again, and see what happens." Randy angrily growled

"Is that a threat?" John smirked

"No, it's a promise." Randy smirked stepping backwards as he searched the kitchen for something to eat.

"The only reason she's dead is because you couldn't keep your dick to yourself, and couldn't resist being a jackass to her every chance you got." Randy dropped the glass plate in his hand watching as it shattered on the floor.

"You know how many times she came to me crying because of you? Your lucky she didn't get an abortion, you didn't deserve her when you had her, and now you don't even deserve your kid, I can't believe I even backed you up through this all. Matt would be better off with Shawn, I'm sure Chloe's watching you all the time and regretting ever leaving him with you."

"Oh my god!" Jessica screamed loudly covering her eyes after watching Randy slam John into the cupboards. She re-opened her eyes a few seconds later and wish she would have left them closed, she couldn't stand seeing them fight. As John's fist connected with Randy's nose, the blood started pouring. And that's when Jessica couldn't take it any more. If they wanted to fight, she would let them.

"Your fucking insane!" John groaned feeling the glass go into his back after Randy had tackled him into the middle of the floor.

"Get off of me!" Randy growled trying his hardest to block his face from all the punches the older man threw his way.

"Matthew doesn't deserve a dad like you. You were right. You should have stayed the fuck away from him! You really are going to fuck up his mind." John prepared himself for the final punch, he closed his eyes already dreading the pain that would soon follow it, and he was right. The pain was enough to make him want to cry, but he didn't. He wouldn't ever show weakness, especially to Randy.

Here's the day you hoped would never come
Don't feed me violins
just run with me through rows of speeding cars.
The papercuts the cheating lovers
The coffee's never strong enough
I know you think it's more than just bad luck

Randy's head hung head low, he knew all eyes were on him, he slammed the door to the bathroom shut looking into the mirror as he stared at himself. The lump in his throat never going away, the pain in his chest growing as he slammed his fist into the mirror, watching the pieces fall into the sink. He would never know why life had to be so fucked up, ever.

He could taste the blood building up in his mouth, but he didn't care. All he cared about was getting the fuck out of the hospital and back home to his son. He hated how easily he got angry, he hated even more how much he hurt everyone around him when he was angry.

"Randy, the doctors ready to see you." John quietly spoke

"I'm not seeing a doctor, I'll be fine." Randy replied walking out of the bathroom with a quick pace.

"Fine , if you want to slowly bleed to death, then be my guest." John rolled his eyes following his friend out of the waiting room and into the cold rainy weather.

"Right now, being dead sounds better then staying alive…" Randy whispered getting into his Hummer.

"I'd knew you say that. Which is exactly why Jessica called Shawn to pick up Matthew. If you wanna keep your job, Vince says you need to go see a therapist." John replied

"I'm not going to some damn therapist! I don't need help and I'm not fucking psycho!" Randy angrily hissed, glaring at the man beside him.

"Everyone thinks you need help, including me, so that's what were going to do, starting tomorrow, you'll be going to a therapist for a 30 day session. So pack your bags Orton." John informed his sulking friend.

"Did I tell you how much I want to kill you right now?" John sighed staring out the window, he would never admit it, but right now, he almost pitied his friend.

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