Just a warning I am Dyslexic so my stories will not be perfect but I now have one Beta reader to help me along the way :D

Thank you so much to Roshelle Diall for offering to work with me :D

WARNING IF YOU DONT LIKE DRAMA, AND SUSPENSE THIS IS NOT THE STORY FOR YOU! IT IS RATED MATURE AS IT HAS VIOLENCE BAD LANGUAGE AND WILL BE FLUFFY WITH LEMON WHEN THE TIME COMES SO PLEASE IF YOU THINK YOU WILL BE UPSET BY THIS YOU WOULD BE BETTER READING A DIFFERENT STORY

A very special PM I received:

To begin with the story seems slow and very much unlike the style the manga is written in, but once you get past the initial differences I found myself being swept away by your storyline and plot.

You put so much emotion into every chapter that I was blown away by the vibrancy of the moments.

with the manga you have the pictures to portray the emotions with,

you use words to form the most amazing pictures in my mind.

I look forward to the rest of the story with anticipation and hope you will write more in the near future

So this is my first FanFic and I have just come back in time from chapter 50 to fix all the silly little mistakes i made and to change what needs to be changed :)

i'm so happy so many people are enjoying this story and i hope more people will continue to do so, i always read and enjoy every review even if you're calling me a sadist and telling me how I've lost the plot i still enjoy receiving them

as always I do not own Skip beat all rights to the author Nakamura Yoshiki.

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Kyoko watched silently from the sidelines as they filmed the bloody and violent murder scene of BJ's first few victims, he killed each one in a brutal and horrific manner. No NG was called for as Cain glided effortlessly through the scenes. The supporting cast acted brilliantly showing the true terror which BJ inflicted upon his victims. Kyoko wondered as she watched victim three be led away by a crew member. If there was ever a problem with the victims acting out fear in front of Cain Heel, he owned the stage and their fear.

"I'll live as your me."

Tsuruga-san's words reverberated through her head. Shaking her head, Kyoko berated herself.

Stop it Kyoko, this isn't the time or place to be thinking such things. Watch Tsuruga-san you never know. We may one day have to play a psychopathic murderer.

Looking back up at the scene before her, she saw the director explaining something to Tsuruga-san. He nodded his understanding as again the director left the scene. Kyoko was secretly thankful that the first couple of scenes they were shooting didn't have Murasame involved. She didn't think that Tsuruga-san would do anything now. After all, he had promised her he would behave as the brother she would approve of. Still, her own personal grudge antennae were quivering with suppressed excitement at the aura surrounding Murasame.

"ACTION!"

The next scene started. BJ lithe like a cat, moved through the shadows, stalking his prey with his eyes shining. That faint ecstatic smile twisting the corners of his mouth as he reached out and grappled his victim, slitting his throat in one graceful movement. The entire set was silent, watching as BJ stood over the dying man making sure with his last moments of life he knew who had killed him. The last thing that poor man would ever see would be those shining eyes standing out of a hollow blood splattered face with that satisfied smile, as the sharp red tongue flickered between the lips to taste the blood that was slowly dripping down his face.

"CUT!"

"That was wonderful, Heel-san! We will check the footage." he said before turning to everyone, "OK everybody, let's take lunch now while we prepare for the next set of scenes. Be back here at 15:00 and we will continue from scene 42. Heel-kun's and Murasame-kun's second meeting."

Kyoko grabbed the bottle of water and a towel she had ready for Cain to use but as she looked back she stood stunned. Manaka-san stood trying to hand Cain a bottle of water. She watched as he slowly looked down at her and took the bottle from her hand, before she turned and fled.

What?...What the hell was that!

She felt her cheeks getting hot as she stalked over to Cain.

"Nii-san have you made a friend?" she purred. Tsuruga looked up at the sound of her voice and felt a shiver run down his spine as he looked into her accusing eyes and smiled back at her.

"Why Setsu? Are we jealous?" he watched as she pouted turning away from him crossing her arms before herself still holding the towel and water. Stepping slowly towards her he gently took the water and towel from her hands before leaning forwards to whisper in her ear.

"She could never be as cute as you Setsu so don't worry."

"Don't worry."

Again the ringing sounded in her head as his closeness reminded her of only this morning when he had taken her into his arms and held her close.

She had needed that warmth, that closeness and even without meaning to she had found herself reciprocating to him. At that moment she had needed his embrace, had clung to him desperately. Not as Setsu but as Kyoko.

But she could never tell him that.

Her wish in that second as he said she looked as if she wanted to disappear, yet would she have wished to disappear alone? To fly free alone? Her heart skipped as she forced these thoughts from her mind.

Tsuruga smiled at the slight blush his words brought to her cheeks. Did she not know how much in that second he wished to hold her in his arms and hide her away from the rest of the world? She was just too perfect for words.

Murasame watched on as Manaka handed Cain the bottle of water before escaping with Rio, giggling towards the café. He watched the exchange between Setsuka and Cain and saw the blushing look she had for his words as he lightly placed his arm behind her and guided her towards their private dressing room but not before Cain sent a deathly glare towards him as the door swung shut behind him,

"DAMN!" flinging the crumpled script to the floor, Murasame stood and cursed blindly.

What was with them? They were siblings and yet the rumours that were circulating through the cast of their REAL relationship fit so perfectly. Why the hell would a girl like that not realise that there were better people out there than her stupid, baka of a brother?

Running his hand through his hair in outrage, he turned and stormed towards the café.

"Did you see it Rio-Nee-san? He took it from me and he didn't refuse." Manaka spun around happily as Riona and Misaki smiled at her with curiosity.

"I can't believe you really gave it too him Manaka-san! You're so brave, he's just so scary." Misaki said looking down at her lunch.

"Well she has it in her head that he is the real Kyoshiro-sama and that he is really just misunderstood." Riona snorted as Manaka stopped in her antics.

"You just don't understand. It has to be true. He was so kind I thought I was done for but he just picked up the change I dropped, put it onto the drinks I was holding and smiled at me. He really... reallllly smiled at me." She hadn't stopped repeating this story all day and all she had done since was smile.

"Manaka-san." Riona broke into her happy rotations again.

"Don't forget what they have been saying about their erm... relationship." She looked steadily at Manaka as she stopped and looked, thoughtful for a second. Then Manaka's face broke into another huge grin.

"Don't be silly Rio-nee-san there is nothing like that between them. It's just how we can see his sweet and gentle side by how he treats his sister. Isn't he a-m-a-z-i-n-g?"she strung out the last word happily as she sat for the first time at the table. Riona looked up at Manaka as she finally started to eat her Bento.

"I don't call having love bites a sibling relationship, it's just plain wrong." Misaki nodded in agreement at that statement as a large hand suddenly slammed down onto the table before Manaka.

*BANG*

The 3 girls at the table jumped, then froze as they saw Murasame's scowling face. His eyes almost seemed dark and menacing as he slowly leaned down in front of Manaka's face, his right arm leaning on the table as his left fist ground into his hip.

"May I ask what that little stunt was just now Manaka-chan?" Murasame's voice was little more than a growl as he glared at her with a dark aura.

"I I ...I ju...st wanted t.. to repay his kindness from this morning Murasame-san." She stuttered as she tried to look away from those eyes, the black depths calling ill will to any who looked at them. Manaka sat frozen to her seat.

"It was just a bottle of water Murasame-san it was no big de..." started Riona but she was cut short by the look Murasame threw her. At that moment in time it was obvious to everyone watching that the stories they had heard about him were all true. At that moment Riona realised with a indubitable gasp.

He's dangerous.

Back in the dressing room Kyoko laid out Tsuruga's dinner for him without looking at him, setting out the food she had prepared before sitting down to eat her own without a single word. Ren smiled at her behaviour.

Could he really believe that she was jealous?

He smiled at the top of her head as she ate carefully and efficiently with no wasted movements and no sound.

What was that this morning? Why had she so suddenly looked so afraid? In that moment he did all he could, his restraint completely broken by her. He had taken her into his arms and held her there. She had been lying about the clothes he could see that, but he still said the words: "I will buy as many new ones as you wish, so many you will ask me to take them back Setsu." Did she see his underlying meaning? He too had not been talking about clothes, he would do anything for her. She was his reason for living now, he had made his choice and he was going to see it through to the end.

Smiling at his own need to assure the woman he loved.

She really was love blind.

*smirk*

He started eating and spoke at the same time

"There really is no need for you to worry Setsu. All that happened between me and Manaka-san was on the way to make-up this morning while carrying some drinks. She dropped her change, it rolled to my feet, I picked it up and returned it to her. I never even spoke to her but it seems that she wanted to repay the favour. With all of the drinks she was carrying it would've been impossible for her to pick up what she had dropped. It was just out of courtesy nothing more." he watched her as she ate. She wasn't showing any signs of relenting to just these words.

Is she angry with me? Have I done something wrong? He thought back to that embrace this morning she had embraced him back almost...

He thought back now

Almost desperately.

"Are you OK, Setsu? I'm sorry if her behaviour upset you. In the future I will not accept anything from anyone but you." he reached forwards and gently stroked her hand.

Finally

He thought as she looked up at him,

"It's OK Nii-san, I'm not angry, but I will be if you don't eat all of your lunch." he smiled at her and received a small smile in return as he applied himself to the meal she had prepared for him.

"This is wonderful as always Setsu." he never saw the pained expression that passed her face as he ate.

Why am I so angry? He did nothing wrong. He has just told me everything that happened. In that situation even Setsu would have picked up the change and returned it to Manaka. Why can I not let this go?

She looked down at her food, there was a painful pricking behind her eyes. She could not allow him to see her like this. The grudges whirled around inside her head.

hehe hehe hehe maybe he likes her she's cute... they all promise the world and then drop it as soon as something better comes along (grudges)

Mentally shaking herself she suppressed these thoughts.

Why the hell does it matter? She gave him a bottle of water! He can accept water or whatever he wants from anybody! Why does it matter?

Suddenly standing up, Kyoko muttered something about going to the bathroom before swiftly leaving the dressing room. She never looked at him as she left but she could feel his eyes follow her until the door closed. She raced down the corridors at a fast walk, not caring if anyone saw Setsuka acting oddly. She just needed escape from that room and that man!

Why the hell do I care? Why the hell does it hurt so much?

She screamed in her head as her heart felt like it was being squeezed by a vice. As soon as she entered the bathroom the tears that had been threatening her all this time gushed forth. For the first time in a long time she cried but she didn't know why.

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Thanks for reading my first chapter, I really want to know what you think all comments good or bad appreciated, there is a lot more to come but I'm not sure how long people would like the chapters, as I've actually cut the first chapter I wrote into 3 pieces fearing if it was too long people would get bored and not wish to finish it :)

So if you have got this far thank you for reading, if you liked it look forwards to the next chapter. If not I'm sorry but let me assure you there is a lot of excitement to come ;)

This chapter is dedicated to Faith you're my little sweetie xxx