L. a. m. e.

O. b. l. i. v. i. o. u. s.

V. u. l. n. e. r. a. b. l. e.

E. v. e. r. l. a. s. t. i. n. g.

My name is Sonny Monroe. I'm 16 and absolutely IN LOVE with a jerk. Hollywood's bad boy: the Chad Dylan Cooper.

L.A.M.E. - my friends think it's just a crush and we have a lame rivalry between our two TV shows.

He has the most wonderful hair, ever! His blue eyes sparkle like the Wisconsin stars, well one of them does. They make me miss my home, Wisconsin.

O.B.L.I.V.I.O.U.S. - He is completely oblivious to me and my 'crush' but still he constantly flirts with me.

We have stupid fights that make me giddy inside. I can't help but love this jerk face! He irks me so bad; I'm so stupid for ever thinking that I have a slither of hope.

V.U.L.N.E.R.A.B.L.E. – He makes me vulnerable to life, to try new experiences, to love.

I fake kissed him once, but the whole time I was thinking what it would be like if I removed my hand. Just once I want him to stay sweet for a whole day and not be so… bipolar!

E.V.E.R.L.A.S.T.I.N.G. – He's the truth inside all of my lies. He's stupid, mean, egotistical, and makes my love for him… everlasting.

I can't stop, I mean it's like, I tripped over a crack in the street and I fell into a well. Do you know how hard it is to get out of a stupid well?!

Regrettably,

Sonny Monroe 3

I folded the note, the secret, the trust between me and my friends. They are going to kill me if they see this. I slipped it into an envelope and shoved it into one of my drawers at my dresser.