~Watashi no Kokoro~

~My Heart~

A SessXRin fanfic created by SnowflakesLover.

Chapter 1


Rin was a teenage girl who loved plush toys. She attended high school like other teenagers, except she was rather childish. Students described her as cute, adorable and incredibly smart for a female. The school she attended allowed demons and humans to be educated together, teaching both human religions and demon rituals. Staff taught maths, english and science like every other schools, except they added defence and offence classes as a core subject. Rin was average in those classes, she even defeated most demons when battling. Her grades in maths, english and science is above average and most of the teachers favoured her, kind of like a teachers pet you can say.

The high school Rin attended doesn't have an exact uniform, in fact, they let you wear clothes of your own choice, as long as they are not too revealing. Rin's mother forces her daughter to wear clothes that seemed similar to what Kanon Wakeshima wears in her music videos, not that Rin minded of course. In fact, she adored Kanon, even accepting she was one of her biggest fans. Rin's mother designs lolita dresses, even taking photos of what Rin looks like in them.

Today, Rin was clothed in a white dress, like the one Kanon Wakeshima wore in her music video, "Still Doll", the time where she was playing her own cello. Except, Rin didn't carry a cello, she carried a large, white bear with a ribbon around it neck and a ribbon on its left ear. Her usual hairstyle that consisted of a small pony-tail had a hair accessorie like Kanons, even one arm was covered by fabric and the other left bare.

One of Rin's classes was music, and her music teacher usually gives Rin lyrics of Kanon Wakeshima's songs, sometimes urging her to sing in classes. Although Rin was more shy and had a slightly lower pitch, she loved to sing the songs assigned.

Rin walked to school, since she didn't live too far away. In her right arm was her teddy bear, and draped over her left shoulder was a black and white bag that carried her text books. She walked on the footpath, humming "Skip Turn Step" sung by, of course, Kanon Wakeshima. She looked at the sky, watching the pigeons swoop at each other before flying to a tree. A small giggle left her lips as she skipped the rest of the way to Creation High.


"Oh my god, you look so adorable!"

Rin merely blinked at Kagome, shifting her position when Kagome lunged towards her cheeks.

"K-kagome-chan?" Rin squeaked.

"Let me pinch your cheeks!"

"Wha? NO!"

"RiiiinnnNN!"

"OW!"

Kagome now had the poor girls cheeks in her grasp, pinching them and pulling at them, laughing when Rin tried to bite her knuckles. The fifteen year old girl finally stuck out her tongue, Kagome's hand touching it ...

"Eeeww! Rin!" Kagome whined.

"My cheeks hurt ..." Rin murmured, rubbing at them while holding Kokoro (her white teddybear).

"Eh?"

The two girls were in their homeroom, Rin sitting in her assigned desk and Kagome laying her head on it. While the ningen soothed her abused cheeks, the miko stared intently at Kokoro. The plush toy merely stared back, it's black eyes gazing into Kagome's orbs as she petted its head.

"So Kokoro's birthday is tomorrow, huh?" Kagome asked.

"Yep! What theme should his party be?" Rin grinned a brilliant smile, her face radiating cuteness and innocentness, one that made Kagome almost faint on the spot.

"Hmm, chocolate?" Kagome's eyes suddenly turned dreamy.

"No. We did that two years ago." Rin replied bluntly.

"Aww, okay. What about cupcakes?"

"Last year."

"Horror?"

"You'll scare Kokoro!"

"Um, comedy?"

"I'm not dressing up as a clown..."

"But I can imagine how cu-"

"No."

"Fine. Celebrities?"

"Nuh-uh."

"Anime?"

"Specify."

"Hmm ... the kind of dress that Ciel wore in Kuroshitsuji?"

Rin thought about it, placing her chin in her right hand, "Okay! I like that one!"

"So, victorian styled?"

"Yup!"

Kagome's head landed hard on Rin's desk. Rin blinked, adjusting her hair accessory before asking what's wrong.

"I can't afford a dress ..." Kagome complained, her voice muffled.

"Why not ask my mum to make one overnight? You know how fast she is in making clothes. I mean, the one I'm wearing right now was finished in less than seven hours!" Rin exclaimed.

"I don't wanna pressure your mother though."

"Neh, it's alright. She likes you alot so she'd do anything." Rin poked her tongue out and Kagome swore her heart stopped at the display of cuteness.

"Hmm, okay." The miko agreed, kissing Kokoro on his head before turning around to focus on the teacher calling out the roll.

The homeroom isn't like the other schools. Instead of single chairs, students get their own couch, and desks are more like a coffee table. The black board stretched from one end of the room to the other and the room itself was around the length of a bus, both ways. Windows were made with delicate care and intricate designs were carved onto the glass and blood-red curtains were pulled aside to let sunlight in. The flooring was wooden and unbelievably clean, and almost every student in the class wore clothing that seemed like it costed a thousand.

The school only allowed students who had rich families or the money. For Kagome, Rin's mother fussed over her, saying she should attend Creation High with her daughter except Kagome's mother didn't have the money. But Rin's mum helped out, so that's how Kagome was accepted. Since then, Kagome tried not to be a bother to Rin's family.

Creation High was named Creation High because the Principal wanted to create a loving relationship between demons and humans. Although this may seem to be an impossible task, students actually mixed with each other rather well. There were cases where demons took a human as a mate, and although the parents don't really approve of the relationship between the two species, they accepted without hesitation. This was because they knew that the human had money and brains, as well as good looks if their son or daughter actually chose them.

"Rin?"

"Good Morning Izayoi-sama!"

Rin's homeroom teacher smiled and continued with the class roll. Yes, Rin was one of Izayoi's favourites, just like Kagome. Izayoi was really kind and loving. She teaches art and music, and she's Rin's music teacher. She too, is a fan of Kanon Wakeshima.

Rin stroked Kokoro's fur, admiring how soft it felt inbetween her fingertips. Slowly, she laid her head on top of Kokoro's, gazing at her black and white bag before tracing the deisgn with her fingers.

"Kagome?"

"Good Morning Izayoi-sama!"

"Inuyasha?"

"Morning, mother ..."

"Inuyasha ..."

"Sorry. Good Morning Izayoi-sama."

"Thank you. Sesshomaru?"

"Ohayo ... Izayoi-sama ..."

The room became immensely quiet. It was always like this. Whenever, Sesshomaru answered to his step-mother, the students would silence themselves and wait for some sort of violence to occur between the two. Rin glanced over her shoulder and looked at Sesshomaru, tilting her head before focusing back to Kokoro.

Sesshomaru was a player. He went into relationships and broke up the next day. There was only one female he had stayed in a relationship the longest and that was Kagura, the school's whore ... and their relationship lasted a whole week.

Sesshomaru was the half-brother of Inuyasha, and son of the Principal of Creation High. He was every females crush, which meant, he had a lot of fangirls.

Inuyasha too had a lot of fangirls, even though he is only a half-demon. Apparantly, Inuysha stays in a relationship for three days, taking away the girls virginity before breaking their hearts the next moment.

The two Taisho's were similar in some ways. Rin and Kagome always strayed away from them, determined not to lose their virginity to a man-whore.

Once Izayoi finished calling the roll, the bell rang. Rin lifted her bag over her left shoulder and cradled Kokoro in her right, fixing her dress and hair before walking to Izayoi. Rin had Music first up, so she always waited for Izayoi so they could walk to her next class together. Their relationship almost seemed sisterly, or most probably motherly. This was because Izayoi see's a younger version of herself in Rin.

"Good Morning Rin. Hang on a second, I'll only be a moment."

"Hai!"

Izayoi flashed Rin a genuine smile before sorting stuff in her bag and pulling the classrooms key out of her kimono.

"Okay, let's go."

Rin's Music teacher locked up the room and they walked to the next class, dodging the running students and flying objects.

"Oh, Rin, could you perhaps sing one of Kanon's song in class today. I've found one that seemed to suit you. Onegai shimasu?" Izayoi had a desperate look in her eyes.

Rin laughed and nodded, "Of course, I love singing her songs."

"Thank you Rin!"

The two arrived at the class doors, the students waiting outside for Izayoi. Izayoi greeted them and opened the door, stepping inside and turning on the lights, the students seating themselves in the black sofas scattered in various places of the room.

"Rin, here are the lyrics. You sure you want to do this? It's kind of hard. You don't have to if you don't want to. I don't want to force you. The song is Princess Charleston."

"It's alright. I want to do it." Rin smiled.

"Okay. Let me get the musicians ready." Izayoi went off to ask some of the students to go to each instrument that was required.

Soon after a few moments of tuning, Izayoi gave Rin the sheets and allowed her to analyze the tempo and dynamics.

Rin lifted her head after a few minutes and froze. Sesshomaru was directly in front of her, a face of emotionless gazing at her, though a flash of curiousness appeared in his eyes. But as soon as she saw it, it disappeared, like fire being suffocated by water.

"Ano, is there anything that you wanted Sesshomaru-sama?" Rin questioned in a small voice.

The dog demon merely glanced down at her, his golden discs scanning every feature of her face. Cute, he thought, his gaze resting on her lips, and kissable.

"Sesshomaru-sama?"

Sesshomaru snapped his gaze to her eyes and spoke, "Hn."

Rin blinked and cocked her head to the side, "Huh?"

The taiyoukai didn't respond and merely walked off, picking up his violin and getting into position.

"Rin? Are you ready to start?" Izayoi asked.

"Hai!"

(Author's Note: Type in Princess Charleston Kanon Wakeshima in Youtube and listen to it while reading the lyrics. Thank you =3)

Izayoi started to play the piano, a jumpy tune beginning the song before the violins, including "The Sesshomaru", who played elegantly even though the music was upbeat.

Rin opened her mouth and began to sing.

Aa!
Mou onnanoko nante ii koto nai wa
Demo oshare ya renai tanoshimu
dake demo ii wake yo

Ne!
Mou onnanoko nante ii koto nai wa
Dakedo sonna no yappari
ii wake yo
Drums started to play, symbols began to clash and Rin felt more confident... Bell like sounds resonated across the room and Rin sang louder than before.

Aa!
Mou onnanoko nante yari takunai wa,
Demo iya na koto narubeku
ganbaru dake demo ii wake yo.

Ne!
Mou onnanoko nante yari takunai wa,
Dakedo sonna no yappari
ii wake yo

Datte maho ga
tokereba kabocha
no basha sura
maboroshi nandesho?

Sore ni yama u no koya
de shichinin no
sewa wo saserarenu'n
desho?

Sonna no taerarenai!

Romance janai!

Tsukareru mae oki
tobashite hoshii wa!

Yume wo mita tte
Genjitsu wa toi
Sore nari no koi ga shitai!

Kuzen zetsu go no showtime
Heroine wa girls only!

Kikazatta tte
Egao ga nakucha

Motto zeitaku ga shinai!

Datte atashi wa
onnanoko damon!

Someone played the xylophone, a deep toned instrument playing long notes while Izayoi watched Rin with bright eyes. The door to the music room opened, and a person walked in, unknown to Rin. Izayoi was surprised she almost faltered with her part.

Aa!
Mou onnanoko nante ii koto nai wa,
demo oshare ya renai
tanoshimu dake demo
ii wake yo.

Neh!
Mou onnanoko nante ii koto nai wa,
dakedo sonna no
yappari ii wake yo.

Datte maho ni
kakareba ijo
mo nemutta mamade

Sore ni utagoe torarete
saigo ni jibun
ga umi no awa dashi

Sonna no yurusarenai!

Happy end janai!

Fu onna ketsumatsu
habuite hoshii wa!

The stranger watched Rin sing from behind, admiring how the rest of the class were able to play the tempo of the peice without problems. He smiled at Izayoi who was currently flipping the page of her music, keeping in time with the rest of her students. His gaze landed on Sesshomaru, who looked like he didn't care, like a robot actually. The dog demon's eyes glazed over the paper, his fingers moving quickly yet smoothly over the violin.

Yume ottate
Genjitsu wa toi

Sore nari no koi wa doko?

Kuzen zetsu go no showtime

Heroine wa girls only!

Girls only!

Yume wo mitatte
Genjitsu wa toi

Tobikiri no koi ga shitai!

Datte atashi wa

Shinu made issho

Tonnanoko damon!

Aaaaaaahhh~ Aaaaaah ah aaahaaahaaahaaa~

... End of song ...

...

...

Clap. Clap clap clap. Clap clap clap clap clap clap clap. Rin, panting slightly, looked behind her and squeaked. The stranger who watched the music class perform was the principal himself.

"I-InuTaisho-sama?" Rin stuttered, hiding her face into Kokoro's fur.

The demon chuckled and walked towards her, stopping in front and waiting for her to look up. The ningen glanced up hesitantly, red in the face and shyness visible to everyone in the room. Izayoi even let out a small "aww".

"You must be Rin I presume? The one that my wife says has the most beautiful voice?" InuTaisho questioned, letting out a hand, a sign of friendship.

"H-hai." Rin took his hand and he shook it.

"Nice to meet you then. I thoroughly enjoyed listening to your voice. A song by Kanon Wakeshima?"

"Hai. Princess Charleston is what it's called." Rin said, a bit more confident speaking to the principal, though deep inside, she was dying to run to the bathroom.

"I see. You even look like her, kind of."

"My mother made these clothes for me."

"Even the hair accessory and glove?" InuTaisho asked, surprised.

"Hai."

"Tell your mother I am impressed by her work."

"Yes, InuTaisho-sama." Rin murmured, a bit pink in which she tried to hide her blush by digging her face into Kokoro.

InuTaisho chuckled again and walked to Izayoi. Izayoi smiled and stood, where the adults both went to the next room. Rin sat down in the nearby stool, her legs dangling as she brushed Kokoro's ear.

Sesshomaru watched her from afar, packing his violin away. To say he liked her singing was an understatement. He loved her singing. Plus he liked the way she dressed and behaved. She wasn't like the other girls he fucked, the ones where they tried to attract his attention and always got makeovers. Rin was different in his view. Instead of running to him, she ran away. Instead of trying to attract his attention, she vanishes from his view. She didn't like to wear make-up and she doesn't spray perfume. Rin smelled like mangoes and coconut. Must be her shampoo, Sesshomaru thought, in which a vision of her naked flashed through his mind. Surprised, he growled and placed his violin in the storage room.

"Rin, you sound amazing! And you look so kawaii!" Yuki, a violin player exclaimed, "Aww, I wanna try the dress you're wearing."

Rin gave a nervous laugh and clutched Kokoro closer to her chest.

"And the bear you're hugging is so cute! Can I hold him?" Yuki attempted to grab him.

"N-no!" Rin answered, hopping off the stool, scared.

"But why not? It's just a toy!" The female whined, following Rin like a panther.

"I'm sorry but no." Rin answered more firmly.

"Rin, I want to hold it!" the panther demon advanced on the human.

"Yuki, I can't!"

"Why not? Give it!" Yuki shouted, the other students watching warily.

Rin backed away even more, shielding Kokoro from the panthers view. Yuki saw this action, and fury grew within her chest. The panther demon usually got what she always wanted, but with Rin, she actually had to raise her voice.

"Rin. I said, give it! Or I will take it by force!" Yuki snarled, frightening Rin more and more.

"Yuki, Kokoro is important to me. I can't allow you to hold him!" Rin pleaded,trying to make the demon understand.

"Him? Him? You gave it a gender and a Name? It's just a toy so let me, HOLD IT!"

"Y-yuki, I can't." Rin whispered.

"I'm counting to five. If you don't give it to me before five, I'll rip the bear away from you!" the demon growled.

Rins eyes widened, Kokoro was too important to her. Yet she couldn't bring herself to give Kokoro to the panther demon. Yuki, seeing the human torn, smirked and flipped her hair.

"One."

The other students backed away, mostly the humans avoiding while the demons preparing to stop Yuki from lunging towards the vulnerable Rin. Rin was a valuable classmate, she never wanted anything and always gave. The demons treated her like a little sister, one that they could never had or wanted.

"Two."

Rin's breathing started to quicken. Her legs shook, her grip on Kokoro tightening, her palms sweating. Memories flashed before her eyes and a pain ripped through her skull. A small cry left her lips.

"Three."

Her legs collapsed and she sat there, shaking, tears forming in her eyes. Knuckles white, Rin hunched over Kokoro, the pain searing through her brain as horrible flashbacks awakened behind her eyelids.

"Four."

The human looked into the white bears eyes, her gaze running over the ribbon and white fur. A tear dropped from her eye and landed on his own.

"Five."

Yuki lunged, teeth bared and claws sharp. She shortened the distance between the two before being distracted by the other classmates, attacking them with quick speed and angry swipes. Rin, taking this chance, stood and ran towards the door. Unfortunately, Yuki found an opening in the students defence and slipped through, ripping Kokoro out of Rins grasp and holding it by its ear.

"GOT IT!"

Rin gasped and screamed, "No! Give him back!"

I will rip the bear away from you!

Yuki pounced away from Rin's hands, laughing and swinging the toy in her fingers. Kokoro merely stayed in his same position.

I will rip the bear away from you!

Rin gritted her teeth together, remembering what Yuki had said a few seconds ago.

"Sheesh, what's so important about this toy anyway?" Yuki muttered, yanking on the ribbon tied around Kokoros neck.

I will rip the bear away from you!

"Give him back." Rin whispered, tears falling.

I will rip the bear away from you!

"It's just a toy, Rin. He's going to break so I might as well rid of him anyway." Yuki cackled and raised her right hand.

I WILL RIP THE BEAR AWAY FROM YOU!

"NOOOO!" Rin screamed, racing towards the demon.

The human pounced forward, punching Yuki in the face and grabbing Kokoro. Yuki fell onto her backside, touching her cheek where Rin harmed her. Rin, breathing fast, glared at Yuki.

"You will never rip Kokoro away from me!" Rin yelled.

The fifteen year old girl swept her hand in the air, liquid smooth movements forming an image of a rose, transparent and about the size of the piano. Rin pointed at the angered panther demon and voiced, "Toge Bara!"

The image turned into pink thorns, shooting at the shocked demoness. They peirced her flesh, crimson red blood slithering down skin onto the floor as the feline screeched in pain. The thorns punctured her skin without hesitation, but when the attack finished, Yuki stood with blood coating her arms. She had used them to defend her vital organs.

"Riiiiiiiinnnn ..." Yuki growled out the name, spitting blood onto the carpet below her.

The panther demon went into a battle stance, hair mussed and clothes ripped in various places. Rin, now alert, did the same and made the first move.

Her arms moved in an unbelievable speed, too fast to be human. The ningen jumped and twirled in the air, her hair floating along with her while she back-flipped and shouted, "Sakura no nejire!"

The windows bursted open, cherry blossoms swarming in and grouping together to form a spinning twister. It headed straight towards the panther demon, who attempted to swipe at the offending petals. Unfortunately, Yuki didn't realise she left an opening, in which they sliced at her stomach and legs, disabling her. But that didn't stop her ...

"Neko no Tango!" Yuki yowled, glaring at the human.

Right after she announced those words, a cat-like figure made out of fire appeared before Rin, pouncing left to right, back and forth, as if doing a dance. It kicked at the girl, but Rin was fast enough to dodge and create some distance from the firey beast.

Rin dodged another kick, then a punch before doing another "Toge Bara" attack, but the beast just burnt the thorns. Yuki laughed from her position, the students, both demon and human, avoiding the fierce battle between the two females. Sesshomaru watched from above, sitting on the beam above them, admiring how Rin effortlessly avoided the fireball the creature spat out at her.

The human girl pounced back six metres away from the creature, enough space to perform her next techniques. She spinned on the spot and skipped forward, throwing a hidden knife out the window, hitting the fire hydrants and letting water spurt up. Rin gazed at them and whispered, just loud enough for Sesshoaru to hear, "Mizu Ribon!"

Right after she said those words, her arms snapped forward, the water outside following her movements, rushing through the window and splashing on the fire beast. The creature yowled, dissapearing from the onslaught, yet Rin kept demolishing it. When the beast finally vanished, Rin brought her arms back, the water swirling around her like a ribbon, waiting for her next command.

Yuki stood unsteadily, glaring with so much hate at the human, that Rin almost flinched. She bared her teeth and raised her arm, pulling out a knife similar to Rins and threw it. Rins reaction was using her "Mizu Ribon" technique to capture the weapon, but the knife slipped through it's liquid form, straight towards her.

Rins eyes widened, before she voiced her next technique, "Kessho ga bara!"

The water circling around her swam in front of her and crystalised, taking the form of a rose. The knife lodged itself into the defence, Yuki shrieking in shock. Rin liquified the rose back into her previous attack and thrusted Yuki into the air, keeping her up. The other students held their breath, wondering if Rin would finish the demoness off or let her go.

The door opened and in stepped InuTaisho and Izayoi.

"Oh? Did I miss something?" The principal frowned at the two girls, Rin making a choking motion with her arms while Yuki suspended in the air, turning quite blue.

Rin released the panther demon and sent the water spraying over the unique garden outside. She gazed at InuTaisho while picking up Kokoro, dusting off imaginary dirt before fixing her appearance.

Yuki, coughing on the ground and drenched, suddenly laughed. Her head snapped up and she cackled loudly, not known to Rin that the knife she threw was behind her, aiming at her head while being held by a shadowy arm.

"G-goodbye, dear Rin." she chuckled.

Rin froze when hearing those words before quickly spinning, just in time for the knife to knick her fingers instead of stabbing her in the head. Splatters of blood landed on the wet carpet as the human girl bit her lip in attempt to keep her outcry of pain in.

"WHAT? How could you dodge that? You pathetic bi- ugh..." Sesshomaru appeared behind the panther demon, swiping the back of her head, knocking her into unconciousness.

Rin tightened her grip on Kokoro, keeping her tears from falling as she examined her wound.

"Izayoi, get a couple of students to dump Yuki in my office. Sesshomaru, tend to Rin's wound. I need to inform both parents of these two girls ..." InuTaisho ordered, before walking out the music room.

Rin glanced up at the principals son, his eyes gazing at her wound before he gestured to the next room. She followed him, her small cautious steps after his majestic strides.

When she entered the room, Sesshomaru locked the door and sat. He pointed at the chair in front of him, telling Rin to sit facing him. She sat and raised her hand, clutching Kokoro tightly as Sesshomaru leaned forward and took her fingers into his mouth.

"S-s-s-sesshomaru-sama?" Rin squeaked, his tongue gliding over the cut.

"Silence."

Rin bit her lip and blushed furiously, burying her face in Kokoro's fur. Sesshomaru gazed at her while licking her wound, lathering the cut with his saliva. He found it cute she was blushing that he sucked on her pinky before licking the blood running down her palm. The demon grasped her wrist and got off his chair and leaned over her, Rin's hand next to her cheek, meaning Sesshomaru's face was close to the human's one.

Rin glanced up and squeaked again, turning red from the close proximity, and his burning gaze. She felt dizzy that her head laid back on the couch as he suckled her fingers. Sesshomaru took her digits out his mouth and gazed at her blushing face.

"Why?" he murmured.

"Why w-what?" Rin whispered, still dizzy from all the blood in her face.

"... Why did you not give Yuki the bear?"

Rin stayed quiet, staring at the cieling as Sesshomaru continued licking her fingers. She knew the reason why, but she was wondering why "The Sesshomaru" was asking her. Rin gasped as Sesshomaru lathered her fingers with more of his saliva, a string connecting from his tongue. Her wound consumed his spit, sealing a little more and more every time "he" did you-know-what.

"I'm waiting for an answer ..."

Rin looked at him and wished she never had. Sesshomaru was staring at her neck hungrily, his gold orbs burning with its own fire. He glanced at her face and crawled atop of her, trapping her against the couch. His hand went to the side of the chair and he pulled the lever, the couch turning into a make-shift bed as he laid down on her fragile body.

The human blushed again and shifted beneath his body, trying to wriggle her way out, only making Sesshomaru push down on her more and more.

"Rin ... why?" His face lowered right before her.

"K-kokoro is important to me." Rin stuttered.

Sesshomaru narrowed his eyes, "I know that already."

Rin bit her lip again before accepting to tell him the truth.

"Three years ago, when I was twelve, my father gave me Kokoro as a gift for winning a music contest. He made it himself, saying he placed a piece of his soul in Kokoro while doing so."

Sesshomaru went back to licking her wound, listening at the same time.

"My father's name was Heart Kimura or Kokoro Kimura."

The dog demon snapped his head up and released her fingers. "The famous designer and toy producer?"

Rin nodded, "He made so many wonderful toys. So many kids and even adults loved them. They always visited his stores scattered around the world and bought them, no matter how expensive. But because his business was so successfull, he gained a lot of enemies. Other bosses hired assassins, even Fathers accomplices. Fortunately, my Father had his own police force that protected him from every murderer. They were the famous Hanta clan."

Sesshomaru finished healing Rins wound but he decided to keep her fingers in his mouth. He liked the taste of her skin. "Hanta clan ... Is that Sango girl a part of that clan?" he asked, Rin's finger muffling his voice.

"Hai, she protects me but remains looking ordinary." Rin giggled.

"Hn."

"The Hanta clan cared about our clan very much. Father and Sango's father got along really well, the same as I did with Sango and Kohaku. One day, Kohaku confessed his love for me, but our Father's disagreed on his choice of mate. I told him I didn't love him the way he loved me, and he got so angry he stormed out of his families estate."

Sesshomaru watched Rins mouth with emotionless eyes, wanting to taste them very much, but still listened. He was slightly disturbed another male loved his Rin. His.

"That night, Kohaku came back to my previous house, looking different and ... lifeless. All the guards guarding my Father and family tensed when Kohaku had suddenly pulled out a scythe. They tried to question him, but he killed them without hesitation. "

Rin's eyes teared up, remembering the horrible past.

"He killed his whole clan, leaving only Sango to defend herself against her own brother. Sango was torn into two, she attempted to protect my Father but was pushed aside. Kohaku ... he killed Father in the most horrible way. He slashed at his legs and he had decided to kill him slowly. My Father was in so much pain, he barely managed to say he loved me and that a part of his soul was in Kokoro."

Sesshomaru felt anger bubble inside his chest, an unusual feeling since he always felt calm. He gritted his teeth together and made an effort to pull Rin in to his lap.

"When he was finished killing Father, he ... tried to kidnap me and keep me to himself. I distracted him long enough for Sango to knock him out."

Rin cried, sniffling into Sesshomaru's white shirt, clutching onto Kokoro and the demons silver strands of hair. Sesshomaru was too bothered to care about the pain in his scalp. He stroked Rins hair and gazed at her tears. He never cried before, he never even felt emotions before. Now, he felt slighlty confused ... only a little.

The fifteen year old girl looked up at him and something tugged at his frozen heart. The scent of her tears was overwhelming. Curiously, though without any sign of curiosity, he licked away her tears ... and he wished he never did. They tasted so salty he almost cringed.

Rin sniffed, "When Y-yuki said she'd rip Kokoro away from me ... I felt as if she'd rip Father away from me. I was ... s-scared."

Sesshomaru gazed at the human in his lap and asked, "Is this Kohaku ... alive?"

"... Yes. He escaped from prison too ... but he can't find me because my previous home was in Kyoto. Now I'm in Osaka. See? Far away!" Rin smiled.

"... Not far enough ..." Sesshomaru murmured.

"Huh?"

"Hn."

Giggle.

"Hn."

Rin hugged Kokoro and gave a genuine smile to the player Sesshomaru, "Thank you for healing my wound. How can I repay you?"

Sesshomaru stared at the human and her adorable face, too cute for a fifteen year old. "Hn."

"Come on! I need to do something to repay you!" Another smile ...

"Let me think about it ..."

"When would you have you answer Sesshomaru-sama? Someday today?"

"Perhaps tonight ... I'll come to your house." Sesshomaru replied coldly.

"Do you know where I live?"

"I'm the principals son, Rin."

"Oh, right. Neh, come around five-ish kay? My mum would be leaving home around eight-ish and she doesn't like leaving me. Oh! And Kagome would be there too. So ... yea. Around five."

"Hn."

"Tomorrow's Kokoro's birthday, do you want to come? It'd be fun!" Rin begged, eyes sparkling, startling the dog demon a tad bit.

"I'm busy tomorrow."

"Aww, okay. Kokoro is grateful that you healed me you know? He likes you." Rin grinned, adjusting the ribbon on it's ear.

"Hn."

The door opened and Izayoi peered inside, "Are you alright Rin? Did Sesshomaru heal you?"

"Yup! I'm good! Sesshomaru's got a good tongue!" Rin exclaimed, shifting her postition in Sesshomaru's lap.

"R-rin ... do you know how wrong that sounds?" Izayoi stuttered, eyeing the two.

"Huh? ... EH? No no no no no no! We did nothing like what you're thinking Izayoi-sama!" Rin shook her head, jumping out of the demons lap while doing so.

"Hn." Sesshomaru, er ... said?

"Is that a yes or no Sesshomaru?" Izayoi asked.

"Please say no, we did nothing perverted of sex related!"

"Actually ... we did."

"EH?" Rin fell anime-styled.

"SESSHOMARU! YOU DID NOT TAKE RINS VIRGINITY DID YOU?" Sesshomaru's step-mother questioned loudly.

"Sucking fingers is sex-related and no, I did not take her virginity." Sesshomaru calmly explained.

"Sucking fingers is NOT sex-related!" Rin screamed, pulling her hair and red in the face again.

"Yes it is."

"Explain then." Rin crossed her arms over her chest.

"Well, when preparing for penetration, the males usually arouses the female or gets them to suck on their fing-" Sesshomaru started.

"ACTUALLY DON'T EXPLAIN!" Rin schreeched, covering her ears.

"You were preparing to penetrate her?" Izayoi yelled.

"No. I was merely healing her although she did get a bit dizzy, and that is a sympton when you're aroused."

"I WAS NOT DIZZY!"

"Yes you were. You tilted your head back, exposed your neck and that is a sign on submission in mating." Sesshomaru explained in a "nonsense" voice.

"WHAT? YOU WERE SUBMITTING AT THE AGE OF FIFTEEN?" Izayoi placed her anger on Rin.

"NO! NO NO NO! AND I WAS NOT SUBMITTING TO YOU SESSHOMARU! My neck was just tired so I laid my head back and now that I remember, you had that "I-wanna-rape you" face on!"

Izayoi gave a dramatic grasp and collapsed onto the sofa. "You wanted to rape innocent Rin."

"I did NOT have a "I-wanna-rape-you" face."

"Yes you did."

"No."

"Yes."

"No."

"Yes."

"No."

"Yes."

"No."

"Yes."

"No."

"Yes."

"Yes."

"No."

"I win..." Sesshomaru let a small smirk grace his lips.

"Huh? What, NO! You did have a "I-wanna-rape-you" face!" Rin pouted, her lips glistening in the sunlight.

Sesshomaru stared at those lips, desiring to taste them, and embrace them with his own. "Hn."

Izayoi recovered from her shock and looked at both of them, mostly surprised that Sesshomaru spoke more than three words. Usually, he would always reply with a "Hn", but with Rin ... he seemed more carefree.

Sesshomaru rose from his position, his silver hair swirling around him as he pulled his watch out from his pocket. He frowned and excused himself from the room, leaving Rin and Izayoi surprised.


LUNCH

Rin bit into her chocolate muffin, making a sound of approval as she chewed the flavoured dough. Kagome, secretly took a portion and shoved it in her mouth, admiring at the taste. The girl realised though and whined, "Heeeeeyyyyyy ..."

"What?" Kagome asked, chewing slowly.

"That was my peice ..."

"You still have more though."

"True." Bite.

Kagome bit into her own sandwich, wishing she had Rins muffin instead. She thought back to the previous incident, one she overheard from one of the music students.

"You attacked Yuki and Sesshomaru healed you, correct?"

"She started it. She threatened to take Kokoro away from me and she was gonna rip him to peices! Yeah, Sesshomaru healed me." Rin muttered the last part, blushing.

"Does that mean you used your ... powers?" Kagome whispered.

"Yeah ..."

"Word has spread that you may not be human. Students think you may be a demon or half-demon."

"I'm not one of those ... I'm an Eternal." Rin murmured, nibbling on one of the choc-chips.

"I know that, but ... we shouldn't let other students know about your identity. If they found out, the public would probably alert ... Naraku." Kagome fidgeted with Kokoro's ribbon, obviously uncomfortable with this topic.

"I know. I'll try to be more careful Kagome." Rin said in a small voice, taking a gigantic bite of her muffin.

Kagome laughed. She stopped when a person came to their desk but continued when realising who it was. Sango sat down next to Kagome, raising an eyebrow at Rin who was shoving her mouth with another muffin.

"Rin, you do realise that we have a whole hour and a half of lunch, right?" Sango asked, scared when said girl shoved a cookie down her throat.

"I know!" Rin replied, muffled.

The Hanta girl rolled her eyes and pulled out a Energy drink.

"Ew, how do you like that stuff?" Kagome questioned, cringing when Sango downed half the bottle.

"It's not the matter of liking it, I just have to take it in case something happens to Rin." Sango explained, taking another drink.

"I guess..."

Sango placed her bottle down and leaned closer to Rin, "Rin, what elements did you use when battling Yuki?"

"Earth and Water." Rin answered automatically.

"That's good then."

"Why is it good?" Kagome asked.

"Rin cannot master Fire properly. The last time she used it, she burnt down a whole forest." Sango said, shivering at the memory.

"Oh. Keep on using Water and Earth then. Can you master Air?"

"Yeah, but not as good as Earth." Rin said.

Sango traced the rim of her drink, "Rin, I-I ..."

"What is it?"

"Word has spread that a human used supernatural powers."

"Yeah, so?"

"Apparantly, someone is working for Naraku in this school. Whoever he or she is, this person has told Naraku and he is sending a transfer student over. We need to be on our guard." Sango said quietly, not allowing any other students to overhear their conversation.

"Naraku? He's found out already?" Kagome whispered.

"Yes. I've got possible suspects as to who told Naraku."

"Who?" Rin asked quietly, hugging Kokoro.

"Moryomaru from your defence class, Kanna from your English class and Kagura from your Science class and Maths. Muso, Akago and Byakuya from my defence class. Hakudoshi from Kagome's defence class. Kikyo is a possibe suspect, from Kagome's English, Maths and Offence classes."

"That's quite a lot of suspects. Are you sure about Akago? He's really ... I don't know, small?" Kagome placed a finger on her cheek.

"He is pretty powerful. Looks are deiceving in his case." Sango muttered.

"Kagura, huh ..." Rin murmured.

"What is it?" Sango asked.

"Kagura is the one who told Naraku. I'm sure of it. Ever since Sesshomaru broke up with her, she's been attacking every girl he's been dating afterwards. It is most probable that she wants me gone without using her hands. And it could be Kikyo too. Kikyo dated Sesshomaru and both her and Kagura are enemies with one another that they compete for who could get Sesshomaru to pay attention to them."

"They are the two most probable suspects. The transfer student would hang around one of them, and then we'll found our leak." Sango sat straight up grinning, "And when we've found out who it was, we can tell the Principal who it was, and I'm sure he'll do anything for his students saf- AHHHHHH!" Sango screamed, turning around and hitting the person back five metres back.

Rin, startled, dropped her cookie and started crying, "My l-last cookie ..."

"Miroku? HENTAI!" Sango screeched, pulling out her hiraikotsu and flinging it at the poor human monk.

"S-sango, I was just-" THONK!

"Pervert ..." Kagome muttered.

"My last cookie!" Rin cried, burying her face into Kokoro.

A group of Creation High's student - demon and human - glanced over at the noisy group, watching the demon slayer beat up the monk and the delicate human cry over a cookie ... They murmured stuff about, "perverted monk, tempered girl and look-a-like females", refering to the four of course.

"Rin! It's just a cookie! You still have, like, twenty more in your bag." Kagome said, silencing the girl.

"Really? Oh, yeah!"

Face-palm.

Sango came back, looking abnormally calm and collected, "So, let's plan Kokoro's birthday shall we?"


SESSHOMARU

It was lunch, one full hour and a half of lunch. I sat with my stupid half-demon brother and the wolf demon, Koga, a girl attepting to give me lap dance. She was busty, large breasts trying to rub into my face, failing miserably when I looked away to scan the hall. I was popular among girls, but that didn't mean I used it to my advantage. I mean, I'm not even horny ... which means ... I ain't hard.

My golden orbs looked over the students boredly, catching females eyes every now and then, lusting looks in them too. I kept my face composed, but inside, I was grimacing when that Kikyo girl pulled down the collar of her shirt dangerlously low to her cleavage. Looking away from the pale miko, I gazed at a paper plane floating towards the ground. It flew past a particular table ... Rin's table.

She was crying, holding that bear Kokoro close to her chest. I started to wonder why she was crying, and who it was that made her cry.

"My last cookie!"

Sweatdrop. That human was crying over a cookie. Now that I examined her area, I spotted the chocolate cookie on the ground in front of her.

"Rin! It's just a cookie! You still have, like, twenty more in your bag!"

"Really? Oh, yeah!"

Kagome face-palmed herself. I felt like doing that too, but because of my position, I remained cool. Rin pulled out a large bag of choc-chip cookies, ripping the packet open and shoving a relatively big biscuit down her throat. Surprisingly, she didn't choke. For a human, that's quite impressive.

Human ...

Is Rin human? In the music room, those attacks she used, they weren't accessed by humans. A high level demon is supposedly able to maintain them.

Toge Bara - Rose Thorn
Sakura no Nejire - Cherry Blossom Twist
Mizu Ribon - Water Ribbon
Kessho ga Bara - Crystal Rose

Those abilities were Earth and Water related. Could it be that Rin is a demon that controls those elements? I glanced at the girl whining when Sango snagged one of her cookies.

No. She's not a demon. Her scent is too much like a humans. I'd have to talk to Father about this...

I shoved the girl on my lap off of me, ignoring her cries when I left her on the ground. Inuyasha asked where I was going, but I ignored him too. He snorted and focused on the girl kissing his neck.

With my demon blood, I sped off to my Father's office, halting in front of his majestic doors. Raising my hand, I knocked on it, awaiting his response.

"Come on in, Sesshomaru." I heard his muffled reply.

I opened the double wooden doors of this rich school, stepping onto the polished floor of my Father's office. He sat near his television, sprawled on the couch like an old man. Well, he is old anyway.

"What is it, son?"

"Rin Kimura. Is she a human or not?" I cut right down to business.

InuTaisho sat up, groaning inaudibly while doing so and yawned, "Yeah, she's human."

"Then what of her ... abilities?"

"Ahh, well, she's not really a human but she ain't a demon. She's an Eternal."

"An Eternal?"

"Have a seat son." Father ordered, gesturing to the couch in front of him, turning off the television while he was at it.

I obeyed, sitting down elegantly without even trying. I placed my head on my right hand, listening.

"An Eternal. Rin is an Eternal. An Eternal is a ... more advanced body of a human, having supernatural and/or elemental powers. They are highly rare, almost extinct in fact. Only twenty to thirty of them are left in this world. Rin seems to have control over the elements which is far more powerful than the supernatural. Her blood allows her to live for an eternity, just like her name suggests." InuTaisho said, all serious now.

"Hn." Was all I said, absorbing the information in.

"Rin was once an ordinary human, until the night her Father died. Do you know the story?"

"I heard about his death, but not Rins transformation." I responded.

InuTaisho sighed, "After witnessing her Father's death, her soul was destroyed. You see, Rin had another soul when she was born, and that other soul had wanted control over her body. Every Eternal has two souls when they're born. If the Eternal soul is not released sometime in their lifespan, sometimes it will vanish, taking the other soul along with it. Rin is somewhat lucky that the Eternal soul did not disappear."

I gazed at my Father, a bit disturbed with this story.

"The Eternal soul holds the powers. When Rin felt like she wanted to die after the murderer killed her Father, the Eternal soul fulfilled her wish and took over her body. Rin is still the same though, just slightly more carefree and happy. Nothing dramatic changed her."

"If Eternal are rare beings, would Naraku absorb them to recieve their powers?" I questioned, remembering that half-breed three hundred years ago.

"Yes, Naraku would absorb them but he cannot achieve their powers. Like I said, the Eternal soul holds the powers, not the body. The soul can leave it's container when it is in danger, but the actual body would allow it to if it wants. So, if Rin was in a terrible situation, she would choose to release her soul or die. But, to release the soul is a hard technique. It requires a lot of stamina and high concentration." Father yawned again, his teeth glinting in the sunlight.

"Do you think the half-breed has found out of Rins existance?"

"It is highly probable." Father muttered, standing up and making his way to his desk, "Why the sudden interest on the girl, Sesshomaru? Are you interested in her? I can talk to her Mother if you want to make her your ma-"

"Father."

"Oh? Then what is the reason?"

"I was amused by her powers. Toge Bara, Sakura no Nejire, Mizu Ribon and Kessho ga Bara. Is that all she knows?"

"Nah, of course not. She knows a lot of moves, she just chooses to keep her identity a secret from the other students."

"Hn."

"You're not gonna play with her are you?"

"Perhaps."

"Sesshomaru, Rin is a nice girl. If you hurt her, I may disown you ... The other females I do not care but Rin is forbidden from being used by your own ... sexual needs."

"Hn."

"Do you understand?"

" ... Hai. But why only her?" I asked, curious.

"I was great friends with her father before he died. He brought Rin over sometimes, don't you remember?"

"I do, but I never paid attention to her."

"Hmph. She was adorable as a child." InuTaisho sighed, his eyes getting cloudly while he was thinking back.

"Hn. I'll be taking my leave now."

"Yah yah yah, go ahead. Just remember, do not play her Sesshomaru."

"Hai."


RIN

"So Sesshomaru is coming around five?" Rin's mother asked.

"Hai. I want to thank him somehow and he's coming over to tell me how I should." Rin replied.

"Oh my, he sounds like a nice guy. I hope he's handsome."

"Mother!"

"Don't worry Rin. I'm not like those women out there who prey on young boys." Rin's mother chortled, sipping the tea a maid gave her.

"That's good then."

"So, go and get change from those dirty clothes into the one I just recently made, kay?"

"Yes. Oh! That reminds me, KAGOME!"

"WHAT?" came a shout from the other side of the mansion.

"GET OVER HERE!"

"I'M ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS DAMN HOUSE RIN! HOLD ON FOR A MOMENT!"

"HURRY UP!"

After a few crash and bangs, and some screaming, Rin opened the door to see a very worn out Kagome, "I'm h-here. W-what's the rush?"

"Ah, Mother, Kagome needs a dress that's kind of Victorian. Can you make her one?"

"You don't need to Mrs. Kimura is you're busy." Kagome said.

"BUSY? I AIN'T BUSY! I CANNOT PASS THIS CHANCE TO MAKE A VICTORIAN DRESS FOR MY DAUGHTERS BEAUTIFUL FRIEND! JUST HOLD ON FOR A FEW HOURS AND YOUR DRESS WOULD BE FINISHED BY APPROXIMATELY 7PM! WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!" Rin's Mother ran down the hall to her room with fire around her.

Kagome chuckled nervously, eyeing the startled maid who had poured Rin Mother her tea. "Hey, I'm thirsty. Do you guys have anything that ain't tea? Something cold?"

"Yes, we do. Is there anything you'd like in particular Miss Higurashi?" the maid asked politely, bowing once before straightening again.

"Oh, you don't have to get it for me. You can just tell me where I can find some Sprite." Kagome waved her hands in front of her.

"Oh no, I cannot allow a guest to get her own drink Miss Higurashi. Please wait for a moment while I fetch you your cold drink." The maid bowed before leaving the room to retrieve Kagome's drink.

"Eh heh heh. I feel so ... bad making someone get a drink for me while I am perfectly capable." Kagome scratched the back of her head.

"Neh, it's alright. They get paid for doing these kinds of stuff." Rin said, going up the stairs with Kagome following her.

"So, where are we going?"

"My mother told me to change into the dress she just recently made."

"Ooh! Can I look through the type of clothes you have?" Kagome squealed.

"Yeah, just don't go looking into my undergarments." Rin said.

"Thank you!"

Rin opened the door to her room, picking up the dress from her bed and looked at it. It was a white dress with red ribbons attached to the lower half. A red collar with a golden bell and two red gloves to cover the arms laid next to where the dress was laid, a floral, lacy design on them. Rin also spotted a pair of knee-length white socks, a pair of black shoes placed at the end of the bed. Rin sighed and made her way to her attached bathroom, telling Kagome to be careful with her clothes.

By the time she came out after telling the maids she looked fine, Kagome was examining her toys. She held up two dog plushies, a empty can of Sprite sitting on Rin's side table.

The first one had two large, amber eyes, ears kind of like a cats and a "mind-your-own-business" kind of face. The second one had smaller eyes that seemed bored, a blue crescent on its forehead, red stripes on both sides of its cheeks and the same silver fur.

"Awww, can I have one? Please?" Kagome whined, dropping the "cooler" one and hugging the "F*** off" plush.

"Yeah, keep the one you're hugging." Rin giggled, picking up the abandoned dog and holding it in her arms.

"YAY!"

SESSHOMARU

Sesshomaru stepped out of his limousine, eyeing the mansion in front of him before taking a step forward. The mansion was different from the other ones he's seen ... it had an air of elegance unlike any other.

Hmph, they probably don't even have maids ... the taiyoukai thought, knocking on the door gently.

Almost immediately the door opened, revealing the impressive interior of the mansion. In front of him was a maid, bowing to him and murmuring, "Welcome, Mr. Sesshomaru Taisho."

"Hn."

The maid stepped aside and allowed the tall man to step inside, smiling too sweetly. Sesshomaru could smell the faint scent of arousal and allowed a small grimace to appear on his face, walking away from her and stopping to examine the walls. A floral, yet royal design covered the hall, moving up to the second floor. Wooden stairs cleaned and glistening from the light of the spectacular chandeliers visible, and high priced red sofa's placed in the far end of the entry room. Sesshomaru raised an eyebrow when all the maids in the clearing bowed to him.

"Welcome, Mr. Sesshomaru Taisho."

Another, "Hn."

Rin ran down the stairs, her white dress billowing out behind her as she skidded to a stop in front of the dog demon. "Hi Sesshomaru-sama!"

The demon stared down at her, questioning their height difference. "Hn."

"Come with me!" Rin giggled, grasping his hand and pulling him up the stairs.

Sesshomaru eyed their hands, admiring at how the Eternals' hand fit perfectly into his. Slowly, he tightened his grip and followed the cheery girl into a large room filled with girly stuff ... Rin's room. His nose twitched at the delicious scent of Rin's aroma, a moan almost erupting from his lips. The odour smelled of mangoes, a tint of sweetness, that Sesshomaru had to clench his empty hand in order to keep his cool.

Rin sat down on her bed, her dress lifting a little to reveal a little of her flesh near her thighs. Sesshomaru gazed at the skin before focusing on her face, her innocent face.

She smiled, her head tilting to the side while doing so. White teeth shone in the room's light when she laughed a chiming laugh, almost as if she were singing. Sesshomaru gazed intently at her neck, where the red collar and cat-like bell was located. He felt like ripping it off to taste her luscious flavour. At that thought, his mouth watered like the animal he was.

"So, what is it that I have to do?" Rin asked, her brown eyes showing interest.

Sesshomaru stared into those earthy eyes and felt his hand twitch. "I have given it a lot of thought ..."

"Okay. Do you still need some time?"

"Hn."

The demon thought back to his and Fathers conversation. He didn't want Naraku to kidnap Rin and do the most horrible things to her, so he decided that he'd have Rin by his side for a long time.

"I have chosen." Sesshomaru announced, in which the human perked her ears excitedly, "You are to become my maid."

...

"WHAT?"


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The song Rin sang is Princess Charleston by Kanon Wakeshima.

The abilities Rin used are translate below:

Toge Bara - Rose Thorns
Sakura no Nejire - Cherry Blossom Twist
Mizu Ribon - Water Ribbon
Kessho ga Bara - Crystal Heart

The move Yuki used:
Neko no Tango - Cat Tango

Japanese Words:

Hai - Yes
-sama - suffix meaning master, lord, teacher and etc.
Onegai shimasu - Please do _ for me

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