Chapter one
A/N: This starts when bella goes to visit jake for the second time after they fought victoria and her army of newborns. I don't own Twilight! This is my first FanFic. so go easy on me and give any criticism you can think of. :)
Bella's POV
I walked slowly and quietly to the end of the hall where jacob would be lying in his room. Maybe he would be sleeping which would give me more time to think of what to say, being the coward that I am I could wait for him to wake up. Unfourtunately luck wasn't on my side. I opened the door a crack and there he was piercing me with worry in his eyes. Of course he was expecting me. I quickly crossed the room and kneeled at his bedside.
"Bella are you hurt? Are you alright?" he said franticly into my ear.
"Why? What would be wrong?"
"When you told him you decided to choose me he woul-"
"Jake... I'm staying with Edward. It's hard enough loving you too, and not being able to be with you because I love Edward more. Don't make it worse by saying things like this. It hurts to see you hurt. Please don't make this harder than it already is."
"But, before…. By the tent….. it felt so real and you love me. We belong together. I could feel it. You get to go back to your bloodsucker but what about me? All I have is you and you are taking it away from me!"
"Jake…… we can still be friends, if it helps you, but noting more."
"NO!!"
"Jake, I'm sorry. You knew there was a good chance of this before you started competing with Edward. It's hard for me too, just it would hurt me more to be away from Edward. It's my choice, I know it's not fair to you, but you can't make me love you more than I love Edward. I should go, this is more painful to see your face and know I'm the cause of that look. I'm so sorry, but it's not enough." I shut my eyes tight knowing I would never see Jacob again. I bit down hard on my lip trying to keep my tears from betraying me. No such luck. I reopened my eyes and Jacob was looking at something else…. Well not really looking at anything like he was deep in thought. He looked at me and whispered as though almost ashamed,"I'm sorry too. I didn't want it to come to this….. if you won't stay on your own I'll make you stay. I will not lose you, your not the only one with a say in this."
He said this so firmly, with authority yet no other emotion. This was not my Jacob.
"Jake, you can't make me stay I'm going to call Edward. If you love me you won't do this."
"You can call him if you want. He'll be our main target when the war starts. I hate to do this, but you leave me no choice. If you choose him I'll kill him and there's nothing you can do about it."
As he said those final words my whole world came crashing down. This was worse than when Edward left me. This time we were being pulled apart. My best friend was dead, my other love vanished and was turned into a monster. Not like before when he was a werewolf who was still good and was human in a sense. Now, he's fully embraced his stereotype. "Well, Jake," I said in a meek voice,"If I stay with you, what do you plan to do about Edward?"
"Simple, you'll tell him that you love me more and that you chose me."
"What if he sees through my lies? You know how hard it is for me to lie about small things. Imagine how I'll do when I tell him a huge lie?"
He winced, that was below the belt. After a long silence he said ,"Then I'll tell him your dead. He won't come looking for you. We'll say it was In a fire and we won't give him 'the remains'."
"NO! That would literally kill him. He'll go to volterra and commit suicide. If he kills himself or dies I will do the same. You're a monster, Jake, and if my best friend doesn't shine through in the least there won't be anyone to fight over!"
"Fine! I'll make sure he doesn't kill himself!"
Jacob's POV
I called the number Bella gave me, knowing that as soon as this was over with I would have everything I wanted. That horrible velvet voice came from the other line. "Hello?"
"This is Jacob, I'm really sorry to tell you this but…. Bella is dead…"
"is this some sick joke?"
"Would I joke about something like this? She was burned in a fire, if any of you leeches step one foot in our territory the war begins….. Also before all this happened Bella said to make sure that you didn't commit suicide."
"Why was Bella near this fire...?"
"She was commiting suicide because she couldn't choose. Personally I blame you because if your kind didn't exist she wouldn't have to make that decision."
"………… sobbing, panting……," and the line went dead no need to worry about Edward Cullen anymore.
