If I could go back

if I could go back

I would have held you tighter

treated letting go like it was a sin

if I could go back

I would have lived life like I wanted

with you by my side every step

if I could go back

I would told you I loved you

for every second that I lived

I would have held your hand and kissed your cheek

for no other reason other than I can

but now I can't go back

I can never see that sparkle

when your eyes light up with your grin

when we were together

my heart felt better

like it was two halves again

but now I can only regret

as I feel my heart breaking

when I realize that as much as I try

I can't go back and see that sparkle and that grin