"Hello?" Sleepy Scott answered the phone,

"Scott." Scott heard the broken voice belong to his best friend,

"Stiles, man, why do you sound like you were crying?"

"I can't do this anymore Scott, I can't wake up and put on a smile,

"I can't keep lie to you, to Derek." The thought of his boyfriend, his mate, finding out about what he was gonna do, just made Stiles cry even more,

"Stiles, we can talk, we can solve this, I'm on my way to you" Scott ran to his motorcycle only to find out it's not starting "Stiles, what did you do?" Asked Scott,

"Please, keep an eye on my dad, and tell Derek it's not his fault, you know he's gonna blame himself. Goodbye Scott, It was an honor to be your best friend."

The line went dead.

"Derek!pick up!" Scott yells at phone

"Hello?" Said a deep voice

"Derek, it's Stiles. I think he's gonna kill himself."

All sleep was gone from Derek's eyes, he put on a shirt and ran to his mate's house

"STILES!" He knocked on the door,

No time.

Derek broke the glass door with his fist, opening the door for himself,

"Derek? What are you doing here" Stiles held a knife close to his arm, tears streaming from his eyes.

"Stiles, please, it's 2am,where is your dad?" Derek was cautious not to do some sudden move, not to cause Stiles a heart attack.

"He's on a case for the rest of the night, he's not here, and you should go too."

"I'm not going Stiles, I'm here for you." Derek was determined to help his boyfriend and protect him.

"Derek, stop, don't make it worse than it is .don't."

Derek was now crying too, feeling tears on his cheek.

"I love you, Stiles, you have a family, friend, you have me."

"Derek stop. I just wanna get over with this and die peacefully"

Derek took another step closer "I won't let you do that, please just give me the knife, talk to me"

Stiles was crying, he fell on his knees, the knife fell on the floor,

Derek quickly took it and sat beside Stiles, hugging him.

"Why didn't you let me die Derek?" Stiles cried into Derek's chest,

"I won't let you do this. You're my boyfriend, I need you" Derek didn't take his hands off Stiles, like he was afraid he's gonna fall apart whenever he takes his hands off,

"But I'm a nobody Derek, nobody cares."

"I care" Said Derek "before I met you I was a dark-eyed, soulless man, now I have everything, you are my everything."

"Your everything" Stiles repeated.

"Yes, you fool, you'll always be my everything" Derek kissed Stiles, and hugged him until he fell asleep.

"Uh, hey Sheriff." said Derek later that night when John Stilinski walked in from work, seeing Stiles's sleeping head resting on Derek's chest

"What are doing here, Hale?" Asked John,

"I think it's Stiles's job to tell you. I'll just go home"

Derek tried to move, but Sleepy Stiles grabbed his hand,

"You can stay," said John "just keep him safe."

"Yes sir" said Derek,

When John went upstairs to his room,

Derek laid back and heard a little voice all of a sudden

"I love you Derek Hale" said Stiles

"I love you too, Stiles, I love you too."