(Notes/Reminders/Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter or the characters only Serene and her family. )
Italics mean memories. I know it's gloomy to start off with, and the memories are frequent but I want it to be understood just how much Sirius means to Serene, how much time she spent with him in only four years.
A/N: I'm sorry that I havent updated in awhile, I cant log in to fanfiction on Firefox so I'm on basic internet and I couldnt upload for somereason error problems. sorry, anyway heres a new story I figured I'd put something up to keep your interest. I havent really been working on my Covenant story lately.
"How come we can't see Mr. James and Mrs. Lily anymore?"
"Because my dear Serene they and their son Harry would be put in danger,"
My dear Serene, how I miss being called by that so delicately so, peacefully. Now a days it's harshly called showing I've done something wrong or mockingly. Dear god is it wrong to ask to be called sweetly like that once more, just like he used to speak it.
"Serene Addison-Jane Blackwater you get your bloody ass down here this second,"
Torture, I hate it, but it must live with me. I gave a sigh before getting off my bed looking briefly at my suitcase before turning to my door and walking down the stairs to meet my father, Aleric. A very befitting name for him if I do say so myself, it means all-powerful which in my families' case he is. If something is done wrong he deals with it, bellowing orders at my mother whom does what he says and enjoys it for some strange reason and then dealing with me. I am, under any circumstance, not allowed to make a mistake for if I do I pay a price. Torture.
"Do you know what you have done!" I looked at my father before bowing my head
"No I do not," Never father, I was never to call him father unless in front of guests.
"YOU'VE BEEN EXPELLED!" his face contorted into an over angered face.
"I'm sorry father I do not understand. I've been expelled from Beauxbatons?" I looked up and regretted it, for a harsh blow to my mouth was given to me. I rolled across the floor before sitting up again and bowing my head once more.
"Yes, and for that you will have consequences," I nodded my head in understanding and tensed my body waiting for the pain.
"Sirius!"
"Serene my little darling how are you today?"
"I'm okay, Sirius can I ask a question?"
"Yes of course,"
"Can you be my daddy?"
"I don't understand Serene you already have a father,"
"Yeah but father doesn't care about me, he never plays with me like you do,"
"Alright Serene, I'll be your daddy. But you have to promise not to tell your family,"
"I promise!"
"Blackwater, what are you doing on this train?" I looked up from my seat and frowned at Draco Malfoy.
"I'm going to this school now Malfoy," I grimaced as the cut on my lip opened again. A whole summer, of nothing but torture, my whole body hurts. But nobody cares, nobody ever cared except. Sirius.
"You will be going to Hogwarts School of witchcraft and wizardry. And if you make one more mistake, I swear to god child it will be far worse than these past two months," I bowed my head to my father grimacing at the pain in my body.
"Yes,"
"How convenient a new toy to play with," I growled at Malfoy.
"I will not be your plaything Malfoy, that's a guarantee," I stood up from my spot and walked out of the compartment, I will not share a closed space with Malfoy and the atrocious things he calls friends.
"You forgot your things Blackwater," Malfoy snickered probably thinking I hadn't left them on purpose.
"Duh Malfoy, I'm changing" I frowned, probably shouldn't have mentioned that.
"Oh well then why don't I come with you,"
"Hell no!" I yelled at him and swiftly walked down the compartment to change into robes. How that gross bleach blonde git thinks he can get with me, and might I add I'm two years older is just... Repulsive. I'm surrounded by wretched people.
"I miss you," I murmured to myself looking down at a necklace laced through my fingers, before putting it around my neck.
The train gave a jolt, we had stopped the lights went off and I found myself in darkness. Coldness crept in and I knew what it was, I had felt this before. Dementors. I kneeled to the ground with my wand in one hand my necklace in the other.
"Happiest moment I've ever had," I murmured before remembering it.
"Daddy!"
"Serene! My adorable little girl,"
"Sirius I want to be with you forever and ever,"
"Alright we'll be together forever,"
"Oh and Remy too, I want to be with both of you till the end of time!"
"Alright Serene, we'll both be with you for all time,"
"Yay!"
A moment in time, a picture in my head of a little girl brightly shining, hugging two older men. Two men she would be with forever, in their hearts in her mind, for them I will always be that little girl. Till the end of eternity, I promise on my life.
When I opened my eyes again the lights were back on and I felt the jolt of the train moving again. I walked out of the room I was in to change and saw someone who looked strangely like...
"Remus?" the figure turned and I smiled, it was him.
"Serene is that you? You've changed," I ran up to him and gave him a large hug.
"You as well, you look better. I'm sorry, recently I haven't been able to visit you, or help you,"
"Oh it's quite alright, have you heard of Sirius' escape?" I looked up quickly. "I suppose not,"
"He's really out of there Remy?"
"Yes, and as far as I know doing alright," I gave a small soft smile.
"That's good; if you ever get in contact with him please tell him I miss him," Remus gave a nod before telling me I should get my stuff, and that the train would be arriving.
As I walked back to my compartment, I couldn't remove my smile. Sirius had survived that place, and made it out, I don't care if it wasn't right to escape, he was innocent anyways. The potter's were his best friends he would never give out the information as to where they were hidden. I wasn't allowed to see them after Harry was born, I had been there for his birth and played with him, but after he and Lilly and James went into hiding.
"What's with the smile Blackwater," Happy moods gone, my smile instantly turned into a frown as I looked at Malfoy.
"None of your bloody business Malfoy," I growled out just as the train stopped, I quickly grabbed my things and left. He ruined my mood; he doesn't deserve to talk to me.
"Oh wow," I looked up at the castle in which was Hogwarts, it was magnificent. I can't believe I didn't go here to start with, bloody father sending me off to France each year.
"Are you Serene Blackwater?" I looked up and saw Snivellus, or Severus Snape. I frowned and nodded looking at him, he gave me a sneer.
"Yeah, professor," I wouldn't call him Snivellus to his face, at least not out loud.
"Then come, you will be sorted first," I sighed, yay me, first to go into the snake pit, pun slightly intended, I would probably be in Slytherin, because of my lineage.
