I know, everyone thinks of my heart belonging to Clawd, and no one else. And yes, that's currently true. But it wasn't always the sole property of the handsome werewolf. There was another…years ago…another who I would be lying if I said I didn't still have some feelings for. I know it sounds confusing, as I don't even understand myself. Cupid tells me that the heart is strange, and that it wants what it wants. Don't get me wrong, I love Clawd; I love him so much it hurts me to still have some feelings for the boy I dated years ago.
But there was something about him that still intrigues me to this very day. I haven't seen him in geez, 24 or 25 years (in human terms), but the memory of him still sticks with me as if I just returned from a date. His pale and thin body…his raven hair…the eyes the color of the finest emeralds. The way he talked, his ability to make me laugh on my worse days, and his intellect…they all made me smile, and feel truly in love, like the way Clawd currently does.
He was not the athlete Clawd is…but he was just as sweet and caring. Whenever he and I were together it felt like it was as perfect as anything could ever be. I really loved him. I would do anything to see him again.
I just feel at odds…Clawd is my boyfriend…and he…well I've hadn't seen him since 1988. I don't know what he's up to or if he found someone new. I would like to see him again though, make sure he feels just as happy as I do when I am in Clawd's loving embrace.
But he was my first true love…yes, I had boyfriends before him…but it didn't feel like love. And he was the first I told my "secret" to…as he was an immortal himself…I would love to see him again.
I'm going to see Loki again…It will eat at my heart if I don't find out how he is…
A/N: I do not own Loki or Draculaura. I don't own Marvel or Mattel. I'm just a fan. So please don't sue. I hope you will enjoy this. I absolutley love Loki...and I adore Draculaura. (a pink vampire...why wouldn't I love that?) This is just a concept that came to me, and I'm going to go thru with it.
BTW-The next chapter will be a flashback...but don't worry, I have a plan of action, and I promise you it won't be confusing.
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