So I wrote another chapter of A Different Life today, but my time on the library computer ran out and it swallowed my file that I was .. and I couldn't face re-writing it yet, so her you go, you get this instead.
Song and Lyrics: Shania Twain.
Am I dreamin or stupid
I think Ive been hit by cupid
He called me Baby Girl and that was when I fell in love with him. He wasn't like the rest and he had me right then and there when he apologized thinking he'd offended me, nothing from that gorgeous mouth could offend me.
But no one needs to know right now
But he's a hottie and well, I'm not. So I'm going to keep my mouth shut and my head down.
I met a tall dark and handsome man
He's infiltrated my dreams, that gorgeous hunk of sculpted thunder. Those dark brooding eyes do nothing but draw me in, make me want to know the man behind the tough veneer.
And Ive been busy makin big plans
In my dreams we are so much more. In my dreams he wants me, in my dreams he has me.
But no one needs to know right now
But he'd never see me that way, so I tell no-one and continue to indulge in my fantasies, for now at least.
I got my heart set my feet wet
And he dont even know it yet
He is so adorably clueless. He's my best friend, and he's wonderful, but he really can't see this and I'm sure it must be glaringly obvious.
But no one needs to know right now
Give it a little more time, more flirting and more banter and maybe he'll notice, but I'm not going to voice it, not just yet.
Ill tell him someday some way somehow
I will tell him eventually, I just don't want to get knocked back and to loose our wonderful friendship. I can't live without him, but I'll find a way to tell him.
But Im gonna keep it a secret for now
But I can't just now, I still have to suss him out a bit more.
I want bells to ring a choir to sing
The white dress the guests the cake the car the whold darn thing
I keep dreaming of him asking me to marry him and I don't think my heart can take much more. Then it's the wedding and I know every little detail by now, the amount of times I've dreamed the same scene.
But no one needs to know right now
But I still need more time, I'm not scared (honest, I'm not!) I just don't know how he feels.
Ill tell him someday some way somehow
But Im gonna keep it a secret for now
I will tell him, but just not right now. Right now I don't have the words.
Well have a little girl a little boy
A little benji we call leroy
But no one needs to know right now
My dreams are out of control now, dreaming up our family, our house, our life together and I haven't even told him I love him yet. My mind's going into hyperdrive, I need some time to cool it off before I dive right in there and tell him.
And Im not lonely anymore at night
And he dont know only only he can make it right
His presence in my dreams means I sleep through the night no matter what the case. Even dream him keeps me safe. But I want the real thing, and it's getting harder to deny it.
Im not dreamin or stupid
But boy have I been hit by cupid
But no one needs to know right now
I think I see a little of what I feel reflected in his beautiful eyes when he looks at me. And it's making me fall even harder. Each time I see that smile I fall a little deeper and I swear Cupid is cursing me for not having the guts to say anything.
No one, no, no one needs to know right now
No one,no, no one needs to know,oh, right now
I can't say anything, what if he doesn't feel the same? I can't loose him, I need him too much. It's just another of those secrets I need to keep.
What'd you think?
