Title: Loneliness

Date: 21 December 2010

Idea: 316, Loneliness ~ Byakuya

Word Count: 239

Date Published:

Pairing(s): Byakuya X Hisana

Rating: K/K+

Summary: Byakuya has his moments where he is forced to admit his loneliness.

Dedication(s): My friend Shelley. She loves Byakuya.

AN/: Personally, I think she's fighting with loneliness as well and that may be why she relates to him so well…

Loneliness is always seeing the face of you beloved while knowing you can never have them. The sound of your own inadequacy filters out all and leaves you believing the untruths as the truth. To be alone in a crowded room is the fate assigned to me. It is not the fate I had chosen years ago when the law meant naught to me.

Had I not married, I would have forever been alone. Yet, as God saw fit, she was to be taken from me! It was then that I learned what loneliness conveyed with its cold, uncaring state. My chest forever feels hollow, as if I can feel hunger but can never satisfy it. I used many women to try and fill the void in my heart…none could.

Oftentimes I would awake with tears burning my 'emotionless' eyes. How could someone hurt so much and still breath? How could I-noble leader of the most powerful family-allow myself to dream ofa day when I could simply see her smile nad know that all would be set right? I hide my loneliness behind an rion curtain within my eyes. No one can see it, save for my beloved wife who has long since departed from this world. Every day I see her picture and I know she and I were never meant to be.

That, is what loneliness means to me.