Chapter One
I can't believe what I am seeing in front of my screen, was the biggest nightmare I ever come across of my life. Harry style is dating a new hot model. I searched the girl named Celeste O'Brien, she got a nice long blonde hair, perfect curls, nice pouty lips, and she got the freaking style, that harry loves to bring her to his lovely bed.
"Lydia, breakfast is ready!" Aunt Kate shouted downstairs. I just smelled the essence of bacon's heaven.
"I'm coming!" I shouted. The door next to my room slammed and Justin just ran downstairs.
I log off my lap top and I hurled into my bag, I don't bothered to log it off, no one can touch it anyway even my brother can't I think only Anna can since she's my other Half, thou she's not a fangirl of a One Direction.
When I passed by the mirror, I took another three step back to watch my reflection. I was just another pale skinned girl, deep light brown eyes it's obvious that I haven't got enough sleep every night. I surely brushed my long auburn hair to my elbow length. I'm a girl who doesn't know how to style, I always wore dark shirts and leather jeans or ripped jeans, matches the different kind of bracelet I bought.
I put my converse on and tie it before I run go downstairs. I don't really care what I look like, I don't even trying to impress anyone, except my best friend Anna, she's prettier than I am, with different hairstyle every morning and she got a nice wavy blonde hair.
I sat opposite to Justin and beside am my Aunt. We are talking stuff and things that are not really necessary. My aunt likes to hear a good grades from my brother, my brother is really interesting freshmen guy, he's smart and he's kind of into social too, he was invited to several parties most of them are popular. While me, I'm gonna say I'm okay with my life as long as I have foods beside me and my laptop in front me. Or I can even stay there all day.
"Lydia, you're eating like a horse" my aunt is glaring at me now.
"Breakfast is the important meal of the day" I said the-matter-of-fact.
"Yes it is, but not in that way" she said before she stand and pull her keys.
I took another one last fork to my mouth before I brush my teeth. I like brushing my teeth most of the time, they said I have a straight white perfect teeth and I barely believe it. My memories were filled with lots of lost teeth and tooth fairies when I was a little younger.
One Direction songs blasting through my earphones and started me drumming my fingers to my lap and humming their songs. I like it when Zayn hit the high note, it was the best angel's voice I ever heard. My other things I want is that when Harry and his lovely voice always captivating me. I wish even just for one day with me that would be enough I could give up anything as long as I got a chance to with my favorite band.
When the car stops in front of the entrance to our school, my real world returned and I hate it when I stop picturing out my walking, tours into my dreamland.
At the cafeteria my best friend and she started talking about the football player and her new boyfriend. Talking about the football player the school hottest boys walks into the cafeteria like they own the school. They've been forever popular here, what every girl dreamed of sleeping with them. Insane girls are making a way for them to walk in, and I bet they don't even try to notice one of them.
I eat my salad and hit shuffle through my iPod to my random Coldplay songs and of course One Direction.
"Hey" Anna pulled my left earphone, gosh for the love of this precious earphone, this could be the last important thing.
"What?" I was annoyed and curious at the same time.
"Mat is stealing glance at you" I nearly choke my own salad; it's already stuck in my throat. There's no way he would look at me, never in my life. Mat is a good-looking guy, I'll admit it I like him for a long time ago, but it was confirmed that until now that I still like him.
I slowly move my head to look where he is sitting now, and yes I caught him looking at me, and for the first time these six seconds of staring would mean so much to me.
"I know you are going to squeal" Anna leans forward to me.
"Yeah, his looking at you Anna, so don't be silly" I said.
"You're the one who is being silly, do we have a same sit, same direction? No, I was sitting few distances away from you, and I don't think his face stays there and his eyes would just pop out."
"That was long time ago, and trusts me, I am fine with my celebrity crush is better than him" I said and look at her seriously as I could "you know, I have a strong feeling I could meet him someday" I point my spoon at her.
"Yeah, yeah whatever, I could kill Harry anytime soon, he was too annoying hearing his name" because I said his name a million times a day.
"Trust me" I said. And she rolled her eyes at me and grabs her books and bag, when I walk with her, she was still talking while I look behind make sure I won't be forgetting something this time. I was about to turn around to watch my way, I catch Mat again, and this time he smiled and I return it to be nice.
I walk alone to from the school, I was tired and I hungry at the same time. I saw pizza at the corner and I walk fast to buy a pizza, I realize why a lot of people lining just to get pizza because it's buy one take and it looks so damn delicious, so I wanna buy two so I can have four for myself since I haven't eaten pizza for a months.
I opened the door and I can hear noise in the kitchen it was obviously Aunt Kate is here. When I walk passed Justin's room, his room is a mess and guitar on the floor he is wearing his only boxer and with matching snoring.
I throw my bag and sat on my red computer chair and twirl, feeling the bliss of the pizza's savor. I slide my computer chair to my bed to grabbed my laptop inside my bag and read the tweets and the update, 1D is going to Lost Angeles.
"1D IS GOING TO LOST ANGELES!" I shouted jumping on my bed! Oh my damn goat! This can be the best day of my life, before the school dance, I could still buy my clothes and but it doesn't matter if I use my money.
"Honey, what's wrong?" Kate opens the door; still have her path holder and her floral apron on.
"You wouldn't believe it!" I said walking towards her.
"Wouldn't believe what?" she said she had a smile that reaches her ears on her face.
"1D is having a concert here!" I said jumping up and down embracing her.
"Seriously!" she bounced just like me but her expressions change suddenly "wait, what? Why am I thrilled too?" she was curios with herself.
"Forget it, I'm going to their concert!" I bounce again and Justin went out to his room his tired expression annoys me.
"Can you two please be quiet, I'm damn trying to sleep" he said as we look at him walking back to his room like a zombie and slammed his door shut.
"But…how? It's way more expensive." My aunt said. I followed her behind when we walk towards the kitchen and smelled her steak. I felt hungry all of a sudden; I still have one more pizza in my room.
"I'll use my savings, I counted it last night it's almost thousand dollars" I almost whispered, I never told her I am saving money for years already. I don't know if I felt shy or embarrassed that I am saving money because money is not really my thing but I started to love one direction that I decided to save it for their concert and now, I'm gonna use them.
Thought I decided to use my money for my school dance, but I don't think I can use them anymore. I can't believe I saved my money almost Thousand dollars; three years are too long to save money like that.
She walks towards me smiling her hand on my arm, her thumbs running circle "for that, a good girl always deserves a price" and that smile makes me lighter and happier.
Kate bought us new clothes, the clothes she bought is not really my thing; feathered skirts, skater skirt and grey boots leather boots, and anything. But I was so thankful for everything, and hopefully maybe soon I could use this kind of clothes she bought and stop stealing shirts from my brother.
Justin was busy on his iPod while I am talking with Kate, can't get enough about the concert. Picturing myself sitting in a front row, the boys is singing, I wave my hand s and they notice me, Harry notice me the most and oh my holy cow he grab my hand and kissed my knuckles, and I just fainted. I don't what happened next that's because it means it will never happen to me. The thought brings me blue, and I could feel clouds will cry with me. I felt blue all of a sudden.
The football boys are shouting, practicing and filled with laughers and ten steps from my right two girls are fangirling with the players since most of players shirtless.
I stay with Anna while she is waiting on her boyfriend to come, and I'm gonna be a third wheel, but it was fine to me, her boyfriend is kind of friendly to me anyway.
"You are crazy over that boy band. I don't get it" she grabbed my ticket which is I almost cried when she snatch it from my hand "you know what, if any chance you could be with Harry, I could kill him, he looks like a jerk."
"Oh no, don't say that. Can't you see Harry is such a gentleman" I said and I carefully grasp my one and only VIP ticket.
"I see" I nodded to her agreement "but different girls that he's dating" she look at me, those blue eyes staring back at me, compelling me then she added "it sounds jerk to me"
"No he isn't!" I shall protect my Harry! "He is just trying to find a true love"
"I don't think dating is his thing" she said, why she have to be so onerous.
"Yes he is" I said crossing my arms over my chest.
"Let me explain to you what a real man is" she said turning to watch Andrew her boyfriend "loves you more than months, spending with you all the time, a real gentleman, doesn't even cheated me even once" she said. She got a point, I never had a boyfriend or I was trying to say I never really been in love with anyone, I only have a crush for years. "Why don't you have a real boyfriend?" she suggested.
"Me, with whom?" I asked.
"Mat" she said pointing at Mat. She turn away when her phone started to ring and talk over thru the phone, I think it's her mother.
I watch Mat kicking the ball to goal. He has a dark brown hair that covers his eyes, and now he is sweating, the shirt stick on his body, and damn it, he look so hot. He rested his hands on his knees and trying to catch his breath. And then he said something then walks towards the bleachers to grab his bottle. I felt drooling when he took his shirt off and his hand on his hair to brush his wet hair off his eyes.
He changed his shirt and grabbed his bag to his shoulder. He walks, looks around his surroundings and stopped, this time I can tell he is looking back at me. Anna is not around, she runs to her full-of-sweat boyfriend and kiss him, like they never seen each other for years but they look so cute.
When I turn back again, Mat is still looking back at me, slowly walking and I turn away pretending to read my book, but when I started reading it, I don't understand every single word that I am reading. My thoughts drowned by Mat.
I slowly move my eyes but trying not to move my head. Mat is no longer looking at me, he is now talking to Andrew while his arm wrapped around Anne, like a real man. There it hits me; I want a relationship like that. While they're talking Anna said something to Andrew and he smiled agreeing to something, I look at Mat looking at Andrew, while he punch Mat's arms teasingly and shook his head hiding his damn cute smile.
"Hey" Anna pats my shoulder and grabbed his things "let's go, and grabbed a coffee"
"But I don't drink coffee."
"I know, but Mat is going with us!" she cheered for me and his high pitch voice teased me.
"I'm not going!" I said.
"Come on!" then she drags me with her. I have no choice but to go with her, she is much stronger than me.
When we reached the whole and saw the two boys walks out the boy's locker room. I turn my volume up listening to random rock songs that I can barely heard them and play with my Bubble Witch two and I was level seventy already, the tricky part.
"Here they are" and Anna manage to grab my earphones out of my ears.
"Hey" Andrew wrapped his arms around her and they kissed. OH no, I might die from awkwardness between us, I am trying not to look at them or even Mat's eyes. "Oh, let's go?" he said and they walked together, these witches planned this! Andrew looks behind over Mat and me and even Anna.
The sunset is so beautiful; I always love watching sunset since I was a child, sometimes I took a picture of it and place it on my mirror when I was staying at the farm and my mom's grandparents' house. I missed the air there it's so refreshing.
Mat and I walk silently while the two witches walks ahead, so sweet and talking and laughing too.
"Lydia" he said
"Mat" I said.
We both said in chorus, we turn away after we say each other's name.
He remembered my name, can I run away, hide and squeal?
