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Her boys?

Moira sat on the sofa trying to think. Things had changed so much since her and John has moved into Butlers with the kids. Everything was different. John was dead, Holly had died, Adam was God only knew where. And then there was Hannah. She blinked, Matty. Now there was Cain, Kyle, Issac and Matty who needed her. Debbie and the children, Charity always in the background. Everything was different.

"You alright?"

She turned as Cain appeared with the boys. Jack, Kyle and Issac looked as if they were about to fall asleep where they were. Noah flopped in the chair next to Moira.

"Yeah. Where have you lot been?"

"Mum is out with Vanessa." Noah rolled his eyes. "Can I stay here tonight?"

"Is that ok with Charity? Where's Moses?"

"With Ross. And yeah. Paddy and Chas need some space." Noah explained as Cain put a sleeping Issac to bed. Reappearing he looked at Moira with the young boys.

"You'll av to share with Kyle or Matty." Cain stated as Noah shrugged.

"Matty. I ain't staying with Kyle and Issac." Kyle stuck his tongue out as Moira smiled.

"What you so happy about?" Cain asked as he walked over to her.

"All my boys, bar Adam in one place. All happy and healthy." She smiled as Cain sat next to her, wrapping his arm around her shoulders. "And I know Adam is safe. So, yeah. I'm happy." Cain kissed her as Noah and Kyle pulled faces.

Cain sighed, wondering to himself just how he had come to be where he was. A wife, children, step kids and grandchildren. For the first time in his life he realised he was no longer comparing himself to Shadrack. He wasn't a violent drunk. He knew he had Moira to thank for that.

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Hours later the kids were in bed, Matty was working in the pub until late. Cain checked his watch, hoping that his stepson would be ok on his way home. He knew Moira would worry about him. He was sort of surprised that trait had rubbed off on him.

"Penny for them?"

"Doubt they worth that much." He smiled slightly as she turned to him.

"Go on."

"Just thinking how lucky I am. We're back together. Debbie is relatively happy. Sarah is getting well. Our boys are all ok." He kissed her gently. "And we are happy?" He held her gaze as he saw her smile.

"Yeah. I think we are. More than I deserve to be."

Cain shook his head before kissing her gently. "Don't say that."

"It's true. I've all my boys together. You, Matty, Noah, Kyle and Issac. How could I not be happy?"

Cain kissed her forehead as she snuggled into him. She knew in that moment whatever life, Emmerdale and the rest of the world threw at them they'd be ok. She's be fine- after all she had her boys.

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