Each other

He felt awful - worse than when he had the big fight with Blaine about their first time, worse than when Karofsky gave him hell. Well, infactly he had felt bad that time, but in an other way. Now he just.. wanted to burst out in cry. "I feel terribly guilty", his voice was just a low whisper. Kurt nestled on Blaine's shoulder, caressing his chest through the pyjama jacket he wore. He was completely concentrated on drawing little smiley-faces on the blue silk, so Kurt couldn't notice Blaine just eyed him. "Why?", the dark haired asked unsagatious, "I thought he gave you hell. I think he's.. kinda deserved this." "Don't talk like that!", Kurt rocked upward, glared at his boyfriend angrily, "Just.. don't" "Hey", Blaine was quiet, reached out to hold Kurts face with his hands, "Shh.. I.. You.." Kurt tried to breath deeply, smiled at him and shook his head. "I know you have had a hard time on your old school. I just feel so damn guilty.", he reached to the bedside locker and grabbed his phone, showing Blaine his missed calls, "He tried to phone me. Loads of time" "You couldn't know what he was about to do", Blaine slightly closed his arms around Kurt, drawed him on his body, so the blueeyed could feel the warmth of his body all over, "Nobody could" The two of them just lied there within the quiet of Blaine's room, Kurt just listened to his boyfriend's heartbeat, felt his chest moving with his breath. "I thought of it, you know", Blaine's voice was just a whisper, but Kurt could feel the dark timbre of his voice within his chest. Kurt didn't say anything - what should he have said? He knew the feeling, he knew what David had to live through the last days. Blaine's voice just continued. Maybe he didn't even note. "I wasn't on the edge of the roof and I wasn't about to hang myself. There was just this razor." Kurt silently took Blaine's hand, enlaced their fingers and held it straight. He felt Blaine's smile on his skin, and placed a kiss on one side of his neck. "You didn't, and me neighter." Their looks met, and Kurt smiled a slight smile. "And now we've got each other."