AN: Hello, and welcome to my story. This is not my first fanfic, but it is the first time I've published in years so forgive me if I'm a little rusty. I wrote this in three hours in the middle of the night so if there's missing logic, please review and I hope I'll be able to clear it up for you. Enjoy. :]

This chapter I wrote with I Miss You by Blink-182 in my head, and the whole fic I wrote while playing You by The Pretty Reckless on endless loop. Chapter titles come from the song I feel meshed the best. They may not be absolutely perfect.

I do not own and of the songs referenced nor any part of the Harry Potter franchise.

Harry,

I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. Oh god I cant say that enough. I'm so sorry, Harry. I didn't mean- I didn't want- I didn't know, I didn't KNOW! I… I didn't mean to ignore you. I didn't, I promise. But Dumbledore said it was for the best and I listened… I shouldn't have listened. I should have written. I should have listened to you! That's what best friends do, right? Oh god I'm sorry. I… I'm sorry Harry. I just… I'm sorry. I have to go.

Love,

Hermione