My first poem fic! Warning for some spoilers!

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This night is so dark and silent
I am staring at the star and the moon

It has been a year since he had gone. He had found what he searched for two years. He had spent his time for two years in Japan with us. It has been three years since I met him. My hair was much longer and I was grown a bit.

The breezes are blowing through with the silent night
I am walking along with the mist

I sat at my new apartment's balcony. This apartment was Naru's before. It has a medium sized kitchen, dining room, living room and small library. It also has two bedroom with the bathroom in it. I lifted the tea on the table while looked at the sky.

In this loneliness
I remember my day with you

I met him two years ago in my school. I, Keiko and Michiru were telling ghost story that time and he appeared. He talked with us with his fake smile and strangely I could see that he was so lonely.

I wanted to shout out
all the sadness in my heart

I felt so lonely, so empty, so cold... I had my new work at a cafe and I worked as a waitress. I smile to the customers. I smile to my co-workers. I smile to my friends. I smile and keep smiling. But my heart was crying.

But nothing come out except the tear
the tear which keep flowing down
The disappointment and the heartbreaking tear

"Naru, I love you." I said back there at the river when we find his brother.

He smiled at me sadly. "Do you love me or Gene?" He asked.

I gasped in surprised. I wanted to voice the scream in my heart but no sound came out. I just cried there silently. My whole world crumbled.

Because you had doubted me
and leave me alone with the broken heart of mine

Now, the office where once so noisy and lively was so quite. The SPR sign was took down. Inside the office was empty. Only a few furniture was still there. I came in and touched the couch.

Then I moved to my desk where a pile of paper used to stand.

I moved to Lin's office where once very dim and small typing voice was so dark and quiet.

I walked to the kitchen where I used to make the tea for them. It was full of dust and spider's web

I walked back to the front. Bou-san was always come with a smile on his face. He was always greets me with a deadly hug. Then Ayako would hit him with her pouch and they would start to bickering. John came a few minutes after them and greeted us politely. He would try to calm the bickering couple but he never succed. Ayako and Bou-san would only stop with a glare from the boss. Masako would come sometime and clinging to Naru's hand then shoot a winning look to me. How I want to punch her face back then.

When the time comes
when you're also sleeping somewhere,
are you dreaming sweet dreams?
Kiss me as we rest in the starry sky.

I laughed sadly while the tear falling down again.

"I miss them." I said. "I miss you too..."

Bou-san was busy with his band because of their popularity. He would send me some tickets to his concert. He wasn't as cheerful like before. I hardly heard one of his jokes.

Ayako was busy to help her parent and searched for husband. I have lost count how many times she changed her boyfriend.

John was busy to help the church. He was more mature than before. The children like him so much. I came to the church sometimes.

Masako was busy with her show. She hardly ever had time to rest. I saw her show every week. She was still beautiful even she was grown a bit.

I didn't know about Yasuhara since he has gone to America to continue his study. I heard he got a scholarship. As expected from him. Neither did I know about Madoka-san, Lin-san, and Naru.

Me? I continued my study at the college here. I randomly took any major subject since I was busy to stop the tear. The tear was always flown down every time I came here or when I remembered him.

"My eternal love..."


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