Disclaimer:I don't own Big Time Rush, but I really wished I did.
Logan was worried about Kendall.
Something was wrong with him. It was so clear to him it was painful. Everyone else saw it to. It was so obvious, even Ciara could see something was wrong with the youngest member of Big Time Rush. But he never said anything about it,
never complained or whined and when someone would ask if he was okay, he would get snappy and defensive. Then after he told someone off he would cry and apologize and who the hell could stay mad at him.
They only person he didn't snap at was Logan. It seemed he was only ever calm and as normal as Kendall could be when his boyfriend was with him or holding his hand.
Logan was so worried about him. He couldn't help but get overly upset and frustrated about it.
For one thing He was throwing up ALL THE TIME! mostly in the morning but sometimes to when they were in the middle of a scene or when they were eating. That was something to, his eating habits had changes sometimes he refused to eat other times he ate his food and some of Logan's to, not that the petite brunette minded. And he was eating weird things like Doritos with cream cheese (an, i actually had that once it was delicious but everyone else in my family called me a freak),popcorn with mustard, Bacon with mayo, he would mix coffee and yogurt, eggs and ranch dressing,
and once when they were all at Logan's house he had ate Salami with wiped cream and insisted it was fucking delicious but had promised not to eat it in front of them ever again as long as He could still do it in front of Logan, they had made poor Logan be there sacrifice.
And then there were the mood swings, which were the worst. One minute he was perfectly normal then he would be acting weird. than there would be times when he was so happy, laughing and smiling and then he would be mad and getting frustrated and then yelling at people and then there the times he would just burst out crying.
The thing that bothered Logan the most was the crying. He hated seeing Kendall upset. And Kendall never cried. Never.
He had never seen him cry before, until one day Logan had walked into Kendall's dressing room and he was crying into his hands and his whole body had been shaking.
Logan could never remember A time where he had felt so lost and heartbroken.
He knew he had to find out what was wrong. This wasn't Kendall. He never was like this. Kendall never got angry, Kendall never got frustrated, Kendall never ate disgusting food that made everyone else in the room gag, Kendall never yelled or snapped at people. Kendall never got depressed and made sad faces all day.
And Kendall never did not wear skinny Jeans.
This wasn't his Kendall anymore. His Kendall Loved eating organic food and drank hot green tea in the middle of summer, his Kendall loved drinking coffee in the morning and really late at night. His Kendall cackled, and loved playing pranks on people, and was always happy and smiling, his Kendall loved making love as the sun came up, his Kendall blasted music in every shape and form,
and his Kendall loved dancing, but only now danced when he had to. He wanted his Kendall back, or at least find out what was wrong.
They were going over the script today. Today was the day. He was going to find out what was wrong. He had to. After work he would trap him in his dressing room. He Loved Kendall with all his heart. He was his beautiful green eyed Angel.
So yeah, tell me what you think. Its kinda bad but I promise It'll get better. Next chapter Kendall tells Logan whats wrong,
then they tell everyone else. Tell me what you think and how I can make it better.
Sarah
