Love You Forever
Okay so this is my first fanfiction, don't be too harsh when you decide to rate and comment. Also English isn't my first language, so I'm sorry for any mistakes!
I do not own Gossip Girl or the characters. Credits go to Cecily von Ziegesar.
Rated K+
Nate's POV:
Finally it's here, my wedding day. I can't believe I will marry the woman of my dreams. It's so unrealistic, but still so wonderful. The idea of her wearing her beautiful white wedding gown, walking down the isle. Breathtaking. I can't imagine a life without her anymore.
I remember when my love for her first started to grow. I was still with Blair at that time. It was thanksgiving and I visited the Waldorf's on that day to celebrate with them. When I arrived I saw her sitting right next to Blair in the kitchen. She was drunk and smelled awful, but she was beautiful though. She stood up as soon as she saw me and gave me a tight hug, when Blair said I should bring her upstairs and help her taking a bath. We went upstairs into Blair's bathroom and started to make fun of each other. She suddenly took the shower head and pointed it directly on me. My sweater was all wet, so was her hair. Suddenly the door flung open and Blair came in. I grabbed her around her waist and Serena started so point the shower head on Blair. Good Times.
Something I'm not really proud of is the fact that I cheated on Blair with Serena, but I already loved Serena then, I couldn't control myself anymore when we started kissing at the Sheppard Wedding. Our first time. She left and I was all alone when I woke up the next morning. I was disappointed, but I couldn't be mad at her. Blair war her best friend and I was Blair's boyfriend, it just didn't seem right. But my love for Serena didn't went away, it stayed where it has been: in my heart. And it's still there today.
Serena and I have been through a lot. Love Triangles with married people, ex-boyfriends tearing us apart, new girlfriends/boyfriends making us jealous, but we never said something. I never stopped loving her though. I never was over her at all. And I will never be, because she is the love of my life and I can't wait to marry her.
Serena's POV:
Here it is, my big day, and I couldn't be any happier. I'm with a man who'd do anything for me and I was too stupid to realize this earlier. But I did and it was the best thing I have ever done in my life: going back to Nate, to someone who truly loves me with all of his heart. Someone who never lets me down and is always there for me, wanting to help me. I guess I was too blind and too "in-love" with my stepbrother Dan to see this.
When Dan and me first dated, we weren't step-siblings. I was in love with him at that time, not only because I was interested in him, but I also wanted to get over Nate, because I knew it wasn't right to be in love with the boyfriend of my best friend. So I kind of fell for Dan, which wasn't a good idea. We didn't know that our parents were each other's love of their lives and so it got even more complicated than it was before. He judged me for who I was, for who I still kind of am. He judged me for being part of the Upper East Side. I was hurt by what he said to me at my mother's wedding with Bart Bass. But I couldn't help it, somehow I fell in love with that guy and I guess this was one of the biggest mistakes I ever made in my life. Because all the time I put into our relationship got wasted for nothing.
I also dated a lot of other guys before Nate and I finally had out chance. But I screwed us, I wasn't mature enough to be with him. We broke up, okay actually I broke up with him, while he still wanted to give us a chance. I also wanted to give us a chance, a real chance. But I had to move on first and I had to grow up from that teenager high school girl to a young adult woman. It took me a really long time to get over Dan completely, to let him go and to grow. Anyway, Nate forgave me everything, he was there for me, even though we broke up and it should have been really awkward between us, but it wasn't. We still were best friends and could tell us everything. I loved that.
And one day, when he was dating my half-sister Lola, I realized that I still loved him. I loved him all along. Back when he was with Blair I couldn't be with him, because we both didn't want to hurt her. When the two of them broke up, I was already with Dan, but I could still count on Nate and he was actually the one who was there for me the summer after my mom's wedding with Bart. We spent a lot of time together, I even pretended to be his girlfriend, which was really funny. He was all about some married woman named Catherine (I will never understand why, but whatever.) and I was his cover. Then he was with Vanessa for some time, before he got back together with Blair. I was really happy for them somehow, but I could still feel my heart aching. I wanted to be the girl standing next to him at our prom. But my lovely brother and also best friend Chuck Bass voted for both of them about 250 times, so that they'll get prom king and queen, because he loved and still loves Blair so much. He wanted her fairytale to come true, which didn't include him, but Nate.
After some other affairs it was finally our time then and I loved it, I enjoyed every second I could share with him. The true love of my life.
