Hey guys! Here's another story! It's called "Who Am I?" and it's all about Usagi's pain, haha I write so much about her sadness, sorry Usagi-Chan! lol anyways if you liked it or not you can review whether or not I should continue on to the other senshi's sadness. Anyways here's the story.
Who Am I?:
By: Juliet Taylor (HaruMichi)
If you looked deep in to her eyes, would you see? Would you see that painful hurt inside it's cheerful façade? Would you see that little girl inside her scared out of her mind at what's going on? Would you see the empty loneliness that hides behind her broken heart? Would you see a hint of despair and heart- wrenching sadness wanting to cry out? Would you see it or would you just ignore it and pretend it was never there to begin with? Would you even care?
The girl that stared back at her in the mirror did not look like a princess, a leader, or a queen. She looked like a normal girl who lived in a normal house, went to a normal school, and lived a normal life. Who was this girl though? Who was she?
Who was she? She always wanted to know. Was she Serenity, the beautiful, innocent moon princess, with the grace of a swan, the beauty of the silver moon, and the heart of the purest angel? Was she Sailor Moon, the strong, brave fighter of love and justice, with the strength of an eagle, the courage of a mighty warrior, and the confidence of a leader? Was she Neo-Queen Serenity the intelligent, mature queen of the universe, with the wisdom of a million years, the elegance of the most graceful ballet dancer, and the perfection of a true queen? Or was she Usagi Tsukino, the typical normal schoolgirl that just happened to be lucky?
She didn't know. She didn't know anymore. She was so confused. It was like there were 4 minds controlling her. One was in love with a prince, another with a masked man, the other with a king, and the last ,and the one that rarely got followed, was in love with a raven haired pop idol that had her at Odango. All had different personalities, different minds, different friends, and different hearts.
As she stared into the mirror she saw the despair in her eyes that cry with no tears, but she wondered who's sadness was it? She clutched on to her head. This was breaking her, tearing her soul apart. She was so confused, like a lost puppy deserted in an unknown place. She didn't know what to do, who to turn to, who to trust.
The others would never understand her. They never could. They never saw right through her happy façade, but who did anyways? Nobody did. Nobody cared enough to try. It was funny though. How just because they're you're friends they think that they know everything about you. Without even bothering to try to get to know you.
And then she wondered. Did she even know them? Did she care? Did she try? Do they love her like they said they do? Did they only love Serenity? Did they only protect Sailor Moon? She didn't know! She hated this! She wanted to know!
Soon she started crying.
And crying.
And crying.
"Usagi-Chan"
A soft voice sounded breaking the silence in the dark.
"Mama" she cried.
"Oh Usagi", Ikuko whispers softly as she walked up to her crying daughter.
"Mama!" ,Usagi yelled as she hugged her mother.
She never really knew who she was. Sometimes she was Sailor Moon during a youma battle, Princess Serenity with Chaos, or Neo-Queen Serenity with Chibi-Usa, but right now though she was a normal girl. A normal girl, who bleed, who talked, who walked, who laughed, who smiled, but right now she was a normal girl that cried.
~End~
(Terrible ending, maybe Terrible story I know! Sorry if it wasn't good! Hope ya liked it enough tho! :D)
