I haven`t written anything for soooo long time... I was afraid I forgot how it happens . so here is another Loveless fic from meh (hope it`s not very bad T.T)


A black haired boy with purple hair smiled at me. He looked very happy, hugging his mother...smiling with childish innocence . I could see the life sparkling in his eyes….

Then I looked in the mirror again and saw the same black haired boy. But he wasn`t smiling and there was no life in his eyes anymore… just where have I changed…or maybe I never really excised. I took his life, his place… I wished I could return him back, so he could smile like that again. Then mom…his mom would be happy… everyone would be happier. I destroyed his world…. I put the picture down and fell on the bad. Snuggling in the wet salty pillow I fell asleep…

Feeling a warm hand carresing my hair I opened my eyes slowly to see blue ones staring at me… Soubi? I sat up..

"what are you doing here?.."

"I had a feeling I had to come… are you allright Ritsuka?"

That question again...everybody asked that, but nobody really cared. How could I be allright... my life was a mistake… a lie…just an illusion which would fade soon… tears started rolling down my cheeks again..

"why are you asking it Soubi? Isn`t it better if I disappeared . I`m destroying his life.. I`m not the real Ritsuka..I`ll never be.."

I felt two strong arms hugging me tightly… familiar comfortable wormth calmed me down a bit..

"I don`t care if it`s not real." Suddenly he spoke in a strange voice. "you`re Ritsuka who saved me… Ritsuka who made my life worth living…. If you disappeared I would be lost again.. "

He kissed my cheek gently….

It took me some time to realize what he just said. I looked at the picture again and then suddenly threw my arms around him … I looked at the mirror from his back….the black haired boy.. now I was smiling like him…


sooo...yeah it`s all. me hopes it wasn`t very terrible ... REVIEWS PLEASEEE. They save my world of fiction :P