A/N: This story is going to start 4 years before the actual story. In this story Karma and Amy are grad students. Amy is a med student she is currently doing her residency in Baylor School of Medicine in Houston and Karma is an artist student, she goes to the University of Texas College in Austin. They are together since high school. After the wedding Liam and Amy didn't sleep together, but Karma did walk out on Amy only to realize she had feelings for her all along. This prologue is going to be a bit longer, but I promise the rest of the chapters are going to be shorter; I'll try to update it tomorrow. This is my second time writing so I apologize in advance. Hope you enjoy.
It was always you.
Prologue
Thursday night, Karma was at her apartment waiting for Amy to arrive from Houston. Amy was going to spend the night at her girlfriend's. They were leaving tomorrow morning these because Karma was asked to present two of her latest pieces in The Museum of Modern Art in New York this weekend.
Karma heard a knocking. "Its open." Thinking it was her girlfriend. To her surprise it was Liam. He came in with 2 men dressed in black. They took a look at the surroundings and sat down on the couch. "Weird seeing you here." She said.
Liam smirked. "I'm glad to see you too Karma. I've missed you."
"What brings you here?"
"I've come to make you a proposition. You know that I always get what I want." He began and Karma's face changed she wasn't following. "With that being said I want you to break up with Amy. I want to be with you."
"Well that's to bad." She walked to the door. "You should leave I'm not interested."
"Maybe this can interest you." He signaled to one of the men to hand him a tablet. "You should see this." Karma walked towards him. Liam turned on the tablet and there was a live feed Amy's apartment. "I would be heart breaking if something bad happened to her. Just one phone call away from some terrible happening."
"You wouldn't dare." Karma said trying her best to not to show any sign of worry.
"And you shouldn't let Amy's life be on the line just because you don't believe me." Karma's face dropped. Liam just smirked. "I'll give you a week for you to decide." And with that he stood up and left.
30 minutes later Amy arrived. She looked exhausted the drive to Karma's apartment was 3 hours long plus she just got out from a 12- hour shift at the hospital. When Amy arrived Karma gave her a long embrace. She was relieved Amy had made it safe. The pair sat down to eat.
"Okay out with it. What's wrong?" Amy asked. She knew something was bothering Karma.
"Nothing I'm just stressed. This week has been pretty tough not to mention we have to get up early tomorrow for our flight." Karma said trying to sell the lie as much as she could. She couldn't tell Amy her encounter with Liam.
"I can't wait for tomorrow. It's just us in New York. Finally some you and me time." Reaching to grab Karma's hand and caressing it.
They finished eating and they each took a shower. When Karma got out of the bathroom she found Amy fast asleep on the bed with the TV on. Karma just watched her. She is perfect. Karma thought. Karma gently pulled the blanket over Amy and then she positioned next to her. She brushed the hair out of Amy's face and placed a soft kiss on her forehead.
Around 8 am Karma and Amy woke up. They took a shower had breakfast.
"Ready to go?" Amy asked smiling grabbing the suitcase.
Karma sighed. "As I'll ever be." She said exiting the apartment.
They got to the airport with a bit of time to spare, so they went to check out some stores they had. When they heard the announcement over the PA they headed to the gate.
"Hey. Everything is fine. Take a deep breathe and close the window." Amy said intertwining her fingers with Karma's. She still had a fear of heights, not as bad as she had in high school though.
"I know I'm okay. Its fine." She said scoffing she was trying so hard not to freak out.
"Karms you're palms are sweating. I have an idea let's switch seats. I'll take the window." Karma visibly relaxed.
"Thanks Aims." She gave her a sweet peck on the lips.
"That's why I'm here for."
When the plane took off Karma relaxed a bit more. Basically because she forgot she was so high off the ground. Amy looked to the side and saw Karma is sleeping peacefully. Karma managed to fall asleep because she was a bit relaxed that she was going to be in New York with Amy just in case Liam decided to pull something, at least they were out of the state. Hours passed and the flight made their destination Karma had woken up approximately 15 minutes before. They took a cab and checked into the hotel and then headed to the museum to make sure everything was ready for tomorrow.
The next day, both of them got up early and spent most of the day running around New York. Karma was getting more and more nervous with every hour that went by. She was getting stressed easily; lucky for her Amy was there by her side to keep her calm and to make sure she had everything on point.
Evening had arrived and with that the opening of the exhibition. It was surreal to see Karma's paintings being exposed in the MoMA. She dreamed of this ever since she decided to become an artist.
"Can I have your autograph?" Amy said jokingly making Karma smile. Amy reached up to give a kiss on her forehead. "I'm really proud of you Karms."
Karma's cheeks turned crimson red. "Stop Amy you're making me blush"
"I think you look adorable." Amy said genuinely.
A man approached the couple. "Excuse me miss. Are you Karma Ashcroft?"
"Yes, Sir."
"Could I have a moment with you privately? If that's okay with you of course." The man politely asked. Karma gave Amy a look and she understood.
"I'm going to check out the rest of the museum." Amy said.
"Pardon my manners. My name is Bill Watkins, head of the art department at Columbia University." He extended his hand out to shake Karma's.
"Nice to meet you. Mr. Watkins."
"I must say the pleasure is all mine. I must say I found your pieces quite exquisite."
"Thank you. It truly is an honor." A smile escaped from Karma's face. She couldn't believe this was really happening.
"I came here to ask you if you were interested in finishing your MFA in Columbia University."
Karma couldn't form coherent sentences. She was in shock. "Wow sir I'm speechless. I don't know what to say."
"You don't have to answer right now. Just know that Columbia University is interested in you Miss Ashcroft." He took out a business card and on the back he scribbled another number." Here, take my card. The number in the front is my office phone number and on the back I wrote you my cellphone number just in case you have any questions. Don't hesitate to call."
Karma took the card. "Thank you, will contact you as soon as I make my decision."
"I'll be looking forward to hear from you." He shook her hand again and left.
Karma went to find Amy. When she found her she was finishing a conversation with a brunette. Karma hugged her from behind and kissed her neck softly. "I leave you alone for 5 minutes and the women go crazy." She said joking.
"I was just mentioning how my girlfriend has two paintings in the exhibition." Amy said smiling. She intertwined her fingers with Karma's.
"Good answer." Karma joked.
"Who was that man you talked to you?" Amy asked curiously.
"That was the head of the art department in Columbia University who by the way wants me to finish my MFA at Columbia. He even gave me his cellphone number." She answered excited. That was definitely the highlight of the night.
"That's amazing Karma. I'm so happy for you." Amy hugged her and couldn't stop smiling.
The rest of the night ran smoothly. People had come up to Karma to congratulate her on her paintings. They went up to their room. Amy went straight to the shower. She was completely exhausted. She had her eyes closed until she heard someone in the bathroom. Amy smiled.
"You know I could use the company." She said opening the shower door. "Maybe I'll call the brunette after all." She knew Karma wouldn't like that one bit.
In a matter of seconds Karma was in the shower. "You sure about that." She said placing her hands in Amy's neck.
"On second thought I'm good." Amy pulled her in kissing her passionately. Amy began to kiss Karma's neck causing Karma to moan, she kept going down till she reached her chest. Amy brushed her lips to one of Karma's breast while she caressed the other one. Karma's hands were all over the place she kept pulling Amy. She wanted more. Amy liked teasing her. After she was done with Karma's breasts she began kissing her stomach. Another moan escaped Karma's mouth. Amy stopped and crashed her lips with Karma's.
"Bedroom." Amy said releasing a breath she didn't knew she was holding. She carried Karma to the bed and positioned herself on top of her. She ran her hands down Karma's inner thighs then she made her way to her center. She noticed how wet Karma was. "Someone is ready." Amy smirked. Amy's soft fingers were making contact with Karma's clit. "Not yet." Amy went back up and trailed kissed starting from the stomach, Karma scratched Amy's back it was her way of letting Amy know she was ready for her touch. Amy kept working her way up to Karma's neck and then her lips. When she reached her lips their tongues began to fight for dominance. Karma won that battle she the bit Amy's lower lip. Amy sucked on Karma's neck until Karma let out a hidden moan.
"Amy now!" Karma demanded.
Amy made her way back to Karma's center. The anticipation was killing Karma. Finally she arrived she twiddled Karma's clit causing Karma's eyes to roll back in pleasure. Amy brought her lips to her center and began sucking. She placed two fingers inside of her and that's when Karma lost it. Amy would make her feel loved in many ways, she was so gentle but at the same time so aggressive. She began thrusting slowly and then she would pick up the speed and stopping all of the sudden only to begin moments later. They were making love. Both climaxed at the same time. Karma pulled Amy up into an embrace.
"I love you." Amy said kissing her forehead.
Karma snuggled closer to Amy. "Love you more." They drifted into a peaceful sleep.
Morning came and Amy woke up first as usual. She realized she was entangled with Karma's body. She tried her best not to wake her. Amy managed to get off Karma's hold. She wanted to plan something special for Karma since this was their last day at New York. After organizing everything she woke up Karma.
"Where are we going?" The auburn hair girl asked walking hand in hand with her girlfriend. "And why did you bring a backpack?"
"Would it kill you to trust me?" Amy said smiling she knew Karma always wanted to know everything. "Besides were almost there."
The couple made their way to Central Park. Amy had thought they could have a breakfast/ picnic by strawberry fields because Karma loved The Beatles.
"Oh my God. Aims are we really here?" She said incredulously, Karma walked faster and faster as she took all the scenery in.
"Come on. Let's have breakfast first and then we'll go exploring." Amy said to Karma. Amy took Karma to an open field and open the backpack and began unloading everything. She set up a blanket on the grass and signaled Karma to sit. Amy took out of the backpack two sandwiches and fresh fruit. "We're going light with today's breakfast because I made lunch at a restaurant near here."
"How did you plan all this?" Karma asked sounding impressed at her girlfriend's sneakiness.
"I have my ways." She replied happily. After they finished their sandwiches, they laid down taking in the moment.
"I love this. Just you and me." Karma said snuggling in Amy's shoulder. They were in their own little world.
After their picnic in Central Park Karma and Amy went to the hotel and changed their clothes to a less casual outfit. They called a cab and headed to the restaurant called Café Boulud.
"I heard the food here is amazing." Amy said getting out of the cab waiting for Karma.
"If it tastes as good as the place looks then its true."
"Hi good afternoon. I have a reservation. Raudenfeld for two." She said at the person in the front desk.
"Very well. Right this way." The waitress escorted them to their table.
"While the other waiter comes to take your order would you like something to drink?" The waitress asked nicely.
"Two glasses of Pinot Grigio, thank you." Karma said.
Both of them were pleased with the food. Amy picked up the check. She knows Karma hates that she always wants to pay anything, but Amy doesn't really mind. She always says to Karma that she will have to learn to deal with. After they left the restaurant they returned to the hotel to pick up their bags and leave for the airport.
"Back to reality. Huh?" Karma said as they boarded the plane.
"Tell me about it. This weekend went by too fast."
4 hours later they had arrived in Austin. Amy was going to stay the night because the flight had arrived around 10 at night and then she would have to drive 3 more hours back to Houston. Amy figured it would be better to sleep tonight at Karma's and then tomorrow get up really early and drive back.
Monday morning came and Amy woke up, she looked to her side and Karma was still asleep. She took a quick shower and went to Karma's side and kissed her forehead before leaving her a note.
Couple of hours later Karma stirred in her bed only to find it empty. She found Amy's letter.
"Good morning, miss Ashcroft! I'm sorry I had to leave, duty calls and I didn't want to wake you, and you were snoring so cutely. Kidding by the way! So this weekend was pretty much the best weekend in a while. Um, thank you for that. Have a good day.
PS. I miss our little bubble"
-Love, Amy.
Karma couldn't help but smile at the gesture Amy always knew how to make Karma's day. She quickly opened her phone and began to write a response.
"You always know how to make a girl smile. You better know that I do not snore. Can't wait to see you next Friday. Love you very much butt face." – Karma
Karma smiled and proceeded to get ready for her classes. She ate a quick breakfast before exiting her apartment. When she arrived at her university she had to meet with Madeline Jacobs, her mentor and the head of the art department of the university. Karma had a lot to tell Madeline. She was extremely proud of the opportunity Karma was offered. Karma also wanted to tell everything to Mrs. Jacobs because although she still didn't know what to do. Of course, Madeline told her to jump at this offer because these chances don't come very often, but Jacobs knew that the person holding back Karma was Amy. Karma admitted to Madeline that she didn't want to be farther apart from Amy. Madeline told her that she couldn't base all her decisions on a relationship, but she also said to her that if she didn't feel right by leaving, then she shouldn't because she was going to be physically in New York but her heart and mind would not and she was not going to enjoy this experience. After spending most of her day in Mrs. Jacobs's office, Karma went to her remaining classes and then she left to her apartment. There was things left to unpack, her phone began to ring and she went to answer it.
"Hey." Karma said.
"Hi, how was your day?" Amy asked.
"Good. Didn't do much." Karma had her mind in the decision she needed to make.
"Are you okay? You sound out of it." The blonde inquired.
"I just have a lot on my mind. But whatever how was your day at the hospital?" She replied trying to avoid talking about it.
"This about New York. Isn't it?" Both of them had a sixth sense when it came to notice if something was wrong.
Karma sighed, "I don't know what to do. Its been eating me alive."
"I think you should do it. I'm surprised you haven't accepted it already." Amy answered sincerely.
"But what about us Amy?" Karma said getting frustrated.
"What about us?" The blonde asked was not following.
"We'd be adding more distance between us, we barely stand being in different cities let alone another state." She said raising her voice a bit. She wanted Amy to understand where she was coming from.
"Karma. Listen to me. This is a once in a lifetime chance and I'm not going to allow you not to take it." Amy reasoned. "I know it's going to be more distance, but we'll figure it out somehow."
"Are you sure?" Karma wasn't to convinced.
"Of course thanks to our advances in technology people have invented this things called planes." Amy said joking.
"You're such an idiot." Amy's comment managed to make Karma laugh at the worst times.
"But I'm your idiot." She backfired.
"So I'm really doing this?" Karma said analyzing her statement.
"I believe so." Amy confirmed.
"You know that this means I'll leave first thing Monday morning right?"
"Well I guess then we better make this weekend special." Amy answered. She would have to plan a surprise dinner with all their friends.
"No surprises, butt face." Karma warned Amy. Karma didn't like the whole not knowing part. She always wanted to be on top of things.
"I won't make any promises." Amy said smirking. "Anyway I got to go. I have to get some sleep because I have a 36- hour shift starting tomorrow and besides you have a phone call to make."
"Good night, I love you." Karma said.
"Forever and always." Amy replied and with that she hung up. After they hung up Karma looked up the business card and stared at it for a while she took a deep breath, turned in around and dialed the number.
Next morning Karma woke up and quickly checked her phone to find out that her girlfriend had texted her.
"Good morning. Just letting you know I just left the apartment. This is going to be a long day and a half. I'll call you as soon as I can get a break. I can't wait to hear about you talk with Mr. Watkins. Love you my own personal Picasso." –Amy
Karma couldn't help but smile. She got herself ready and left for her classes. Around 11 in the morning Karma was constantly glancing at her phone because usually Amy's first break came at this hour, but there was nothing. Karma figured she had to be swamped with work. Most of the day passed and still no word from Amy, Karma decided to a give her a call. As expected the call went into voice mail. "Hey its me. Are you okay? Call me when you get the chance. Love you." Karma was now officially worried. Amy always picked up the phone and if she didn't she would always call right back in an instant. As Karma was making her way to her next class she felt her phone vibrate, Amy to her disappointment it was not her.
"Hello?" The girl said not being able to recognize the voice on the other end of the phone.
"Hello, is this Karma? Um its Kate I work with Amy at the hospital." She said.
She didn't know why Kate was calling her, "Hi. Everything okay?" Karma asked getting a bit more worried.
Kate cleared her throat. "I know you are Amy's girlfriend and your name was on the emergency contacts." Kate said.
This got Karma scared. "What happened? Is she okay?" She asked.
"Amy was brought to the hospital about an hour ago. She was in a car accident." She started to say.
"What?" Karma said refusing to believe the news Kate just told her. "Is she alright?"
"Right now she is in surgery the doctors said they were going to do everything in their power to fix her up."
Kate could hear as Karma started to cry. All she wanted to do right know was drop everything and be there with her.
"Have you heard anything else?" She asked.
"I'm not allowed to know, they're only releasing information to family members." She told her.
"Could you give me a call as soon as you hear anything? I'm heading there right now." She informed Kate.
"Sure, I'll keep you posted until you get here." Kate said.
Karma arrived at the hospital and quickly walked into the front desk asking the nurses where Amy was. The nurses told her to wait there as they contacted the doctor in charge of Amy's care. Karma sat down in the waiting room trying as hard she could to keep it together but she was not succeeding.
"Amy Raudenfeld?" A tall man called.
Karma raised her head and walked towards him. "I'm her girlfriend. Karma. I'm Amy's girlfriend." She was having trouble forming sentences.
"Nice to meet you. I'm Doctor Edmonds. I've heard a lot about you. I supervise Amy here while she doing her residency." He informed Karma as he extended his hand to Karma to shake hers.
Karma shook his hand. "How is she?" Karma asked sniffling.
"Amy was brought here unconscious. She appears to be in a coma," he paused as he saw Karma began to sob quietly, "She had a cut in her left side of the head it took 20 stitches to close it. Also she was a couple of bruises in her knees, but that's normal for a person who had an accident." The doctor finished.
"Do you know when she'll wake up?" Karma said wiping the tear in her eyes.
"I'm afraid not. It's all up to her. She just needs time to rest." He said putting his hand in Karma's shoulder trying to comfort her.
"Can I see her?" She asked.
"Yes, of course. She is in the ICU unit. Just follow this hallway and when you reach the end make a right." Edmonds told her.
Karma thanked him and made her way to see Amy. She was practically jogging down to her room. At the end of the hallway two men in police uniform were outside Amy's door.
"Good afternoon miss. Are you family of the patient?" they asked professionally.
"Um. I'm her girlfriend. Karma Ashcroft."
"Nice to meet you miss Ashcroft. My name is officer Carson and this is my partner officer Wilson. We were assigned to investigate miss Raudenfeld's case."
"I don't understand. Why does the police have to investigate?" She asked confused.
"Miss Raudenfeld crashed her car straight into a wall. We asked the nurses to do an alcohol and drug test and both came in negative. The next theory was that she had fell asleep driving, but my partner had a hunch that our theory was not correct. We then decided to take the victim's car to get it inspected and the mechanic at the station found that the car's hydraulic system had been punctured and the brake fluid leaked out." Carson waited until Karma processed all the information.
"With that being said do you think its possible for someone to have done this to Amy?" Officer Wilson interrogated.
Karma was on shock. It was a lot to process. "No that I know of."
"For investigation purposes where were you at the time of the accident?" Carson asked her.
"I was in Austin. University of Texas." She replied truthfully.
"Do you have anyone who could corroborate your story?"
"Yes. Her name is Madeline Jacobs. I could give you her phone number if you want." Karma offered.
"Thank you that would be great. Another thing, could you contact us when Amy wakes up. We want to take her statement. If you remember anything else please give us a call." Wilson said as he took out a card with both of their phone numbers.
Karma slowly entered the room. There she was, her girlfriend she had a large bandage covering the wound the doctor had told Karma about. Amy's arms and face had scrapes; Karma figured it must have been from the glass when car collided with the wall. Karma walked to her side and ran her hand through the blonde's hair carefully; she brought her lips to Amy's forehead and kissed her. Karma allowed herself to cry she couldn't hold it in any longer. She had never seen Amy like this, so broken; she was the stronger of the two. Karma pulled a chair that was in the room and placed it in Amy's side and took one of her girlfriend's hands.
"I'm right here Aims," she choked out. "If you can hear me please wake up. Come back to me." Karma couldn't stop sobbing. She began thinking in who could've done this to her sweet girlfriend. Everything made sense. Liam. Karma got up from her chair abruptly and dialed a phone number. Couple of rings later someone answered.
"You've made a decision." Liam said smirking.
"Please tell me you had nothing to do with this." Karma said with her teeth clenched.
"I don't know what you're talking about." He responded with a tone of sarcasm.
"You and I both know. How could you do this to her? You could've killed her Liam." Karma was furious she wanted to kill him for what he had done.
"I need to teach you a lesson. This is what happens when things don't go my way. You see if you leave Amy and come with me nothing else will happen to her. You have until Thursday." He negotiated.
"You know what Liam. Fuck you!" Karma yelled and she hung up. She couldn't believe he was capable of doing this.
Thursday morning Karma was in Amy's room. She hasn't left that room since Tuesday. She contacted Farrah and Lauren and informed about the accident, they arrived on Wednesday. Farrah was devastated when Karma called her; over the years Amy and her mom fixed their relationship. They were getting along pretty well including with Lauren as well. Lauren and Amy got closer the night of the wedding when Lauren confessed to Amy about the pills, turns out Lauren's pills were anti-depressants ever since her mom passed away she relied on them to lead a normal life, that night the two sisters spent the night opening up to each other. Doctor Edmonds came into the room and told them that someone should get some clothes for Amy because she could wake up any moment. Farrah and Lauren agreed that Karma should be the one who should go to Amy's apartment because she hasn't left the hospital but mostly because she knew where everything was in the apartment.
Karma entered the apartment and she felt weird because she didn't hear Amy's footsteps around the place. When she reached the room she grabbed one of the duffels bags Amy had. Karma began packing towels and some of Amy's sweats. While she was looking for the clothes she came across their photo album. They constantly were adding photos in there. Karma couldn't help but look at it. Amy and her go way back. They were always together through thick and thin. Karma's eyes began to fill with tears as she remembered the condition Amy was in. Karma would not be able to live with herself if something happened to Amy. All day Karma knew what she had to do but she never wanted to face it. She grabbed her phone and began dialing.
"Hey, Liam its me." She managed to say. Knowing once this deal was made there was no going back.
Karma arrived at the hospital with her eyes red from all the crying. She set foot in the hospital room, handed Farrah the bag with all Amy's essentials. Karma explained where everything was. She went to Amy's side and kissed her lips softly knowing this was the last time she was going kiss her.
"Just because we can't be together doesn't mean I won't love you." Karma said softly into Amy's ear. She said goodbye to Amy's mom without explaining where she was going.
As she was exiting the room she ran into Lauren who was coming from the cafeteria.
"Where are you going Ashcroft?" Lauren inquired.
"I'm leaving for New York." Karma sniffled.
"What do you mean you're leaving?" Lauren was not following.
"I got a scholarship to go study there. I'm leaving." Karma told her not wanting to get into many details.
"What about Amy? Huh? Does she even know you're leaving her?" Lauren countered back.
"I can't be with her anymore." Karma said crying.
"Karma what's wrong? You know you can tell me." Lauren told her. Lauren and Karma's relationship grew too. They told each other their problems.
"Nothing really. Just do me a favor. Tell Amy I'm sorry." Karma finished and she just walked away.
Saturday evening. Lauren and Farrah were in the room reading some magazines they had brought. Lauren was sitting in a chair next to door. Farrah was sitting at the foot of Amy's bed. She wanted to be as closed to her as possible. Suddenly, Farrah felt something move. She quickly looked back to Amy's face. She saw her daughter began to slowly open her eyes. Farrah moved closer to her.
Amy finally managed to open her eyes. She started looking at her surroundings. "Hey honey." Her mother said to her smiling at Amy.
"Mom, what happened? Where am I?" Amy said sleepy. All I remember is that I left for the hospital and came up into a curve and I tried to stop, but I couldn't. After that, all went black." She said weakly.
"You had an accident. They brought you in Tuesday morning. You were in a coma until today, you have 20 stitches on you head." Her mother told her.
"Were just glad you are up." Lauren said.
Amy smiled. She could see all of their faces. They were truly excited that she had finally woken up.
"You gave us quite a scare." Farrah choked up.
"Its okay mom," Amy held her mother's hand, "I'm okay."
Doctor Edmonds came into the room to check on Amy to make sure there was no damage after her coma. But everything was good. After a while something didn't made sense to Amy. "Lauren, where's Karma?"
Lauren sighed. She was hoping Amy didn't ask but Lauren knew that was going to be impossible. "She left."
"Left?" What do you mean she left?" Amy didn't comprehend.
"She left on Thursday she said she had to be in New York." Lauren said flatly.
"And she didn't say anything else Lauren?" Amy persisted.
"She told me to tell you she was sorry." Lauren said honestly.
"I have to go." Amy winced as she tried to stand up but she couldn't.
"Amy I promise we'll go to New York as soon as get released but for now you need to rest." Lauren convinced her and Amy went back to bed.
Two days later
Amy was being released from the hospital. The day before she had her stitches removed. Lauren had told Amy that she was going to stay with her until she felt better. Amy went inside and went straight to the shower. She missed being at her home. It was Monday and that meant she was going to New York to see Karma
Four hours later Amy landed in New York. She checked in a hotel near Columbia University. Amy headed down to the university and began searching for Karma. She asked around if they had seen her. After asking around the campus she talked to a guy who told her that Karma was at a studio near the art department.
Amy entered as quietly as she could. She saw Karma working on a canvas. "Looks pretty good." Amy said causing Karma to jump.
"What are you doing here?" Karma asked surprised. Her eyes lighted up when she laid eyes on Amy.
"Nice to see you too." Amy said joking. Amy approached her trying to hug her but Karma stepped back.
"What's wrong?" Amy asked the auburn haired girl.
"You shouldn't be here Amy. I'm working" Karma said trying to resist the urge to jump right into Amy's arms.
"I don't understand what happened?" The blonde did not understand what was wrong.
"I think its best if you and I weren't together." Karma said coldly.
"Are you serious?" She asked dumbfounded.
"You should leave." Karma said to Amy as she resumed working on her painting.
Amy didn't say anything she just left. As she exited the campus she couldn't believe Karma would say those things. All that Amy knew is that she wasn't leaving New York without an explanation. Amy called Molly and Lucas and asked for Karma's address she knew this was a bit extremely but she was determined to not leave without an answer.
Around 6 in the afternoon Amy walked to Karma's apartment. She knocked the door. "Who is it?" Karma asked from inside.
"Its me."
"What are you doing here?" Karma unlocked the front door. Stepping aside for Amy to enter.
"Why are you breaking up with me? I'm not leaving until you tell me." Amy said firm.
"Because of the distance. I can't handle a long distance relationship." Karma fabricated.
"Bullshit and you know it. We already went over this Karma." Amy knew her too well.
"I'm not going to have a girlfriend that's thousands of miles away. What if one day you get lonely and decide to have a little fun with Kate?" Karma knew Kate had a crush on Amy; she used to get jealous from time to time.
Amy ran her hands through her hair getting frustrated. "Nothing is going on between Kate and I. Why are you even bringing this up?"
Karma was running out of excuses as to why she was decided to break up with her. She had to do better because she couldn't tell her the real reason. "I just don't think we can be together." Karma lowered her head.
Amy got closer to her. "I don't believe a single word that's coming out if your mouth. Look me straight in the eyes and tell my you don't love me anymore. Come on do it." Amy said confidently she knew Karma didn't feel this way. And this was the only way Amy was going to get through her.
Karma took a deep breath trying her best not to cry. It took all of Karma to not tell Amy the truth. She slowly raised her head and met Amy's green eyes. "I don't love you anymore Amy. I don't want to be with you." Karma could visibly see how Amy's heart broke in front of her. Amy was speechless.
They heard the front open. Amy found this weird she didn't thought Karma was going to have a roommate.
"Karma I'm home." A voice said making his appearance known.
Amy recognized this voice and instantly Liam came into sight. "Hey Liam." Amy said fuming.
"Hey Amy long time no see." He smirked assuming what they were discussing about.
"Liam could you give us a little privacy." Karma interjected. She didn't expected Liam to come for another hour or so.
Liam stepped of the apartment. "So this why all of the sudden you want to break up?!" Amy was fuming with anger. Karma didn't answer. "You know what. Fuck it. Have a nice life you too. You really deserve each other." Amy got out and slammed the door on her way out.
Karma flinched when she heard the door and simultaneously began to sob quietly. This was the hardest thing she'd ever had to do. The tears did not seem to stop.
"Well at least we got that over with." Liam sat down and tried to pull Karma into a hug but Karma refused.
"Hope you're happy." She stood up and went to the bedroom.
Anger, confusion, disappointment were all on Amy's mind. Amy bolted to her hotel room. She closed the door and slid down to the floor. Bringing her head to her knees she sat down crying. Nothing mattered anymore she felt as if someone stuck a knife into her chest and left a huge void there. Amy stayed there for a while until she regained her strength; she needed to get to of there. Everything was already packed and she left for the airport. Never wanting to see the girl who broke her heart once again.
A/N: Sorry again I know this came out super long. Any questions feel free to message me. Hoped you liked it.
