HetaRussia here! And this is the first chap of the NationXNation!Reader. Where your one of the depicted nations. In this story your Lithuania and your paired with Russia...okay more like Soviet but he goes by Russia in this. Enjoy!


It was a meeting of the worlds and everyone was there, except for the Baltics and Ukraine, the Baltics weren't present because they were at home, Ukraine wasn't there because it was the day after the Chernobly accident.

Everyone was throwing nasty looks at the large nation, (even Belarus) gossiping about him.

"Look at him...a cold blooded heartless monster."

"Bet he did it for land."

"And he claims to love his sisters."

"Better hide the youngest one."

Russia sniffled and took in a shaky breath, the usual dark aura and tense atmosphere was nowwhere to be found. The usually smiling nation, wasn't smiling anymore, his lips were pressed together in a thin line, his usually shining amethyst eyes was now fighting back long over due tears. His once sturdy frame that stood tall was slumped and trembling. He bite his lip and pulled his scarf up closer to his chin.

America took this all in as he smiled cruelly he always wanted to see this, he always wanted to see Russia in pain, sobbing, begging for mercy! Like the worthless, heartless villain he is! America smirked and stood up purposely grinding his chair back for it to squeak. This caused everyone to stop and stare at him. "Russia...why don't you say something?" he asked, everyone could hear the false care in the Americans voice, even Italy knew America really didn't care. "Th-There is nothing for me to say..." responsed Russia his voice coming out small and scared with a light quiver in it. America grins "Of course there is, anything. Like what's bothering you?" he said making his way to Russia "What's on your mind?" he placed his hands on the others shoulders "Is there something your worried about?" he lowers his head so his mouth is on Russia's ear "Or someone?" he said. He chuckled darkly when he felt the older male stiffen with a whimper. "So it is someone!" he said "Are they yea big? Silver blonde hair? Cerulean eyes? Big...er-need I say more?" he said noticing the look between anger and sadness in Russia's eyes. The large nation shook his head "So, are you worried about Ukraine?" he asked in a teasing voice, Russia didn't respond. This angered America and he grabbed a fist full of the Russians hair and tugged his head back roughly causing the other to cry out in agony. "Answer me when I speak to you!" he spat, Russia nearly began to cry as he reached to move America's hands, but the other simply slapped his face and grabbed more mouse colored hair tugging roughly.

Russia cried out and tears at this point welded but didn't fall. His lower lip quivering "Still not gonna answer? Man Russia your that much of a monster? You cant even spit out that your worried about your own sibling? Man...no wonder you have no friends! Or that no one likes you!" America said shoving Russia backward roughly, that the man crashed to the floor with a thud. "You sick twist monster! You cold hearted filthy piece of scum! You ungrateful waste of space! Is that how you treat your sister!? You go and blow her up! Are that sick and twisted for power you are willing to kill your own flesh and blood!?" screamed America. Russia was at this point sniffling and struggling to not break down. America grins "Almost there!" he thought "Just one more push!"

"Tsk. You really are the lowest of the low. You want her land don't you, that's why you did it? Wasn't it...WASNT IT!?" He screamed this caused Russia to flinch "N-Nyet..."

"Speak English, this is America, you speak English not the Communist gibberish you call Russian!"

Russia sniffled and he didn't look up "N-No..." he paused only to make sure he could continue without bursting into tears like his older sister "I said no...it-its not that, I love my big ses-sister...I didn't mean to hurt her..." he said sorrowfully.

The other nations turned to look at America, awaiting his answer "Not buying it." he said flatly "If you truely didn't mean it then why would you carry out with the plan to TEST in UKRAINE!?"
"America's right Russia-san didn't have to do it in Ukraine. He could have done it somewhere else. It seems rike he doesn't even rove her."

"Ve~ Maybe because she was closer?"

"Italia! Don't support him! He has done something terrible, monstrous!" snapped Germany.

Russia looked at each and everyone one their faces the same cold, disgusted look on each and everyone of their features.

"So why not in America? or France?"

France gave America the stink face, crossed his arms and 'Hmphed'

Russia didn't answer.

America grabbed Russia soft chubby round face roughly and squeezed his cheeks, so that his lips poked out as if to kiss the other "Answer Spam it*!"

Russia couldn't even if he wanted to, he couldn't! If he told him the truth they would deny it. It all hurt so much, it hurt because he does love his sister! If he didn't he would have left her to die.

He let out a tiny sob and America grinned like the Cheshire cat. America gave a bone shattering punch to Russia's face which sent him flying. The other crashed into the black board and laid crumpled on the ground.

America held his breath and smiled when he heard the pained sobs emitting from Russia's mouth. "Perfect!" he said happily "So you do have a heart...after all. How big is it, no bigger than a nut?" he said coldly. But before America could get a good look at Russia's tear stained face, Russia stood up and bolted out the room and into the cold air.


Meanwhile in the Soviet Union~

You were caring for Ukraine your brothers were off caring for the chores. You had your brown hair tied up in a ponytail while your green uniform was wrinkled (to lazy to iron). Your blue eyes scanned Mr. Russia's sisters body, she had a nasty burn on her chest region and arms, her face was scrumched up in pain, as she emitted cries of agony."

You did your best to keep her calm and relaxed but nothing helped. Just when your about to leave Estonia walked in "Hey Lithuania. I need your help." he said. You sighed but it came out as a chuckle, you love how dependent your siblings were on you. "Okay...just give me a minute..." you said pulling the blankets up and over Ukraine's bandaged chest.

You exited the room only to find your siblings waiting outside the door "Hrm? What's wrong?" you ask, both men shuddered horridly and say "Its...its about Ukraine...she...her country, its doing really bad. They say that the radiation is very high...not everyone can get out." squeaked Latvia.

You fall silent "Oh...its that bad?"

Estonia nods "What was Russia thinking, he just basically put his sister in the grave, that cold hearted, son of a glitch*! How-" Estonia was cut off by cold breeze. He looked over and paled along with you and Latvia. "M-Mr. Russia, Y-Your back early!" you stammered "H-How..." that's when you noticed his eyes, they held tears in them, long over due tears.

"E-Even you guys be-believe that I would hurt her!?" he choked inbetween tears. The other two high tailed it out of there when he stepped up to you and placed his hands on your shoulders.

"I wont hurt...I would never hurt her! Never on purpose! I-I love her! I-I-I didn't mean it...e-everyone th-thinks th-that!" he said tears slipping down his face.

Your heart shattered at the sight at the weeping nation. You pull him closer to you. In a tight embrace "Who is everyone Ivan?" you say to him "The Allies and Axis...the rest of the world...even Belarus!" he whispered his voice muffled by your shoulder. You could feel his scorching hot tears burn your neck.

You feel him shiver and then you hear the strangled sobs...

You lead him over to the couch and sit down with him, you pull him closer and stroke his back "Its alright Ivan...its okay." you tell him.

He sniffles and sobs once more his body shaking as sobs escape. You rock him side to side uttering comforting words to him, he nuzzles his head in the crook of your neck and sniffles. You pat his back and kiss his tears away "Now Ivan, forget the others, what's important is that you know I believe you, the others are just upset right now...just wait. In several years you'll be forgiven, okay?" you know deep down no one will forgive him, just because he was Russia. If he was America or England he would be forgiven in a flash. But the look, the hurt kicked puppy look he was giving you right now, you couldn't help but lie to him if it was going to make him feel better.

Russia looked at you his beautiful amethyst eyes shown brighter due to the pink tint of his eyes "Spasibo Liet, your a really good friend." he said his voice sounded distant and his eyes began fluttering shut. "So are you..." you whisper to him.

About fifteen minutes later Ivan was asleep in your arms, you close your eyes and unconsciously squeeze him tighter "I'm sorry my love, I'm sorry I couldn't be there to support you." you say sadly. Truth was you were madly in love with Ivan, but your too scared to admit it. You just hoped he could tell you loved him.


Okay and thats a wrap, with these two! But I feel bad for Russia...

Reviews please?

Oh and please tell me who you want to be next!