A/N this is not a oneshot. I just need to figure out exactly where this is going to go. So anyways, hope you like it (even though it's pretty short so far)
Ron
How is it that one person can drive another so entirely insane with out even realizing it? How can one's thoughts be so preoccupied on one person that they don't even see anything else in the world? Why do I have to love her so much? She sits there every day working her heart out on some essay or another. She cherishes the work, and it's almost like she couldn't live with out it. Does she think of me that way? Harry keeps telling me to ask her out, but that could ruin everything. If I ask her, and she says no, then our friendship will be ruined (or at least tainted) forever. It's just not worth it. I'd rather have her as a best friend for the rest of my life, than loose her after being with her for two months.
Hermione
He can't feel the same way about me. Sure he'll sit there staring at me for a few minutes every so often, but that doesn't mean anything. Does it? Waaaait a moment – you can't find true love when you're seventeen, or can you? No, it doesn't make sense, I mean, Romeo and Juliet – they were just the perfect romantic couple (they died anyways, so I'll just exempt them from the verdict). Why does he have to be my bloomin' best friend. Why can't I know him as just a friend, rather than as a best friend. I must be going insane. This is not happening Hermione Granger, it's just not. This is all a dream, yeah, that's it, it's all just a dream, and none of it's real. I'm gonna wake up tomorrow, and everything's going to be fine and dandy, and I won't be in love with Ron, and he won't be in love with me. Yep. That's it. That'll work. Ok, goodnight for now.
A/N Ok, so does anybody have any suggestions as to where this should go? I'm taking a friend's suggestion and doing a longer than oneshot diary form fic. This is R/H for Alyssa since I think she's probably getting pretty sick of my JP/LE and Marauder stuff:) Please review and tell me where to take this. Which of the following three would you like to see happen with this one? REVIEW AND LET ME KNOW! Please, I'm close to begging here.
Eventually get together
Bittersweet ending
Pure loathing on both sides at the end of it all
