Every life has at least one rough patch. Whether it falling out with friends and family, or someone you love dying, sacrificing themselves for the better cause. It's like a ditch that you can't get out of leading into a deep depression of starvation, dehydration, loss of the will of life. Sometimes, there's a helping hand to pull you out of the ditch into the real world. Other times, you may find a way out by yourself, a ladder or just climbing. Then, there's the not getting out. The refusal to live. That's the one that's hard to deal. Especially with the people you leave behind... The ones you assume to be gone aren't always gone. They just can't let you know they're there. Sam never let Dean know. Dean's not here anymore...