Okay this is a very new and exciting challenge for me., i'm trying something a little more sinister and experimenting with darker themes. I can't wait to unravel the rest of the plot.! The overall story Isnt going to be too dark, but its going to have its moments. Well i hope you like it guys x Enjoy
.LETTERS OF CONFESSION.
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Dear Hokage-sama
Your probably wondering what the hell I'm doing with my teacher. I can explain, honest to god hokage-sama I can explain. I'm really sorry if your angry, but I trust that you will eventually understand. I am also sorry that you found out the way you did (through informants and rumours). I didn't mean for any of this to happen Tsunade and I would have liked to tell you in person myself, as that would have been the right thing to do. I hope you are not too disappointed in Kakashi, or me. We didn't mean to cause any trouble, deceive or go behind your back, or break any laws. But there was no other way. Please Tsunade you have to believe me and forgive me when I say I am truly sorry. And as for Kakashi being my old teacher I couldn't care less, he didn't molest me, or groom me. I fell for him and I fell for him hard. I'm perfectly legal so please don't be angry or blame Kakashi, he has don't nothing wrong in the slightest. In fact he has helped me so much. Give me a chance to explain and please give us a chance.
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It all started the day I started my mission in the mountainous region of snow country. I know what your thinking, 'what an earth has that got to do with me and Kakashi?' Just wait and I will explain. Anyway it was mid winter in snow country and the ground was covered with a blanket of white, and snowflakes fell frequently from the ice filled clouds. It should have been a simple mission to complete. It was a standard infiltration mission involving the main members of team Kakashi. I was stationed on one side of the mountain and the rest of the team were positioned around the nearby town hidden within the white slopes. At 00:00 exactly we were due to enter the village and kill a man named Hiro Taemin. It was all planned out to the smallest detail. Everything SHOULD have run smoothly. Only it didn't.
I was in place, securely hidden in a snowdrift between two large pine trees. I kept rubbing my mitten-covered hands together to try and persuade some warmth into my frozen fingers. Kakashi had told me NOT to wear my light pink mittens in case of an attack and had droned on about how unpractical they were. 'Do you want me to get frost bite?' I had argued profusely.
What? Was he honestly expecting me to survive without them? I noted that the wind had dropped and that the woodland creatures had silenced. I heard footsteps crunching in the snow and I felt an immense wave of chakra so strong that my breath caught in the back of my throat. I pressed myself into the snow and tried to mask my chakra. I heard a voice pierce the quiet mountainside.
"Hello Sakura".
My eyes widened in shock. I recognised that voice. Smooth, cold and monotonous. It was Sasuke. The hairs on the back of my neck stood on end and my whole body tingled with excitement and fear. My heart was beating so fast I thought I was going to pass out, and what over? Sasuke saying my name? What am I pathetic? I needed to get a hold over myself. I still loved him. I still loved him with all my heart. I rose to my feet cautiously pushing my mittened hands into a fighting stance. I looked up from the patch of snow my eyes had been glued to and almost wished I hadn't. There he was. The legendary outlaw Sasuke Uchiha in all his glory, his white shirt billowing in the icy air around his toned chest. The cool breeze ruffled his black hair around his pale unsmiling face. His penetrating gaze bore holes in my eyes and I was unable to move, the black tommos of his sharingan spun in hypnotic blood red circles, dragging me in, mesmerising me. My world went black as I lost consciousness and I began to slump to the floor. In a flash, Sasuke caught my body before I crumpled to the floor. He hoisted me over his shoulder and took to the snow covered treetops.
I'm not so sure as to how long we travelled like this; as I fell in and out of consciousness for most of it. My shinobi senses were sluggish and malfunctioning. My vision focussed occasionally and every now and again I caught sight of my surroundings. I saw similar looking snowflake sprinkled pines and felt the wind rushing past my body before my vision blurred to black again. All I knew was that Sasuke was taking me somewhere and I couldn't fight him. Kakashi-sensei would be so angry with me.
You would think I would feel safe on the muscular shoulder of the Uchiha, but I couldn't have felt more frightened. I hadn't seen this guy since I was 15 and it seemed he had gotten stronger and more powerful. It had only been 2 years but it seemed like a lifetime. My eyes closed again, cutting off my twittering, questioning mind mid thought. Darkness clouded and flooded my head.
It might have been my imagination but I began to hear the faint sound of footsteps pattering through my brain. The next time I opened my eyes, instead of seeing the icy forest floor I saw dusty mosaic tiles and realised that it wasn't my imagination, we were now travelling down a candle lit corridoor. It looked familiar, like I had seen somewhere like this before. My mind was still fuzzy from the sharingan's hypnotic influence. His footsteps echoed around the stone walls as he ran on through the maze of identical corridors. We took so many turns that eventually I lost my bearings altogether. My heart was beating so quickly I felt like I was on the verge of passing out. Where the hell was sasuke taking me? And what was he planning to do with me once we got there? There were so many questions I wanted to ask.
He pushed through a heavy wooden door and stepped into a small living chamber. A simple single bed lay against the wall and a small paper covered desk sat against the other. I was well and truly confused by now, my mind just couldn't grasp wind of the situation. He lifted me from over his shoulder and threw me roughly onto the bed. For a moment he just stood there looking at me. My mind suddenly placed the pieces together and fear overwhelmed my body. I reared up from where he had tossed me only to be pinned down my strong forceful arms.
"Sasuke what are you doing!?" I screeched clawing at his arms, "Get of me!"
Sasuke just looked at me through cool onyx orbs. I stared up into his eyes but I saw nothing but black, they dragged me in. Suddenly his hands were on my body and I froze at his touch, he grasped a fistful of my red shirt and tore it from my body. A startled scream escaped from my throat and I tried to cover myself with my arms. The Uchiha seized both of my wrists in his hands, prying my arms apart. What the hell was happening? I drew chakra to my mittened fist and lashed out in rage. Sasuke didn't even blink as he counted my attack, catching it effortlessly in his palm. I gasped in horror as I realized my chakra had had no affect on him at all. He pulled my gloves from my hands and then focused his attention to my lower half, cocking his head side ways with a grim smirk on his cold passive face.
"Nn no!" I screamed attempting to free myself from his vice like grip. This wasn't the Sasuke I once knew. The Sasuke that I loved. Who was this cold-hearted bastard? He kissed my lips roughly, crushing his mouth against mine. This didn't feel nice at all! I struggled with all my might. I felt Sasuke's warm breath on my neck as he whispered "Shhh." My efforts stilled at his voice. "You are already under the affect of my genjutsu, there is nothing you can do to fight me."
I whimpered as he grabbed my breasts in his hands, squeezing and pulling at my delicate flesh. I could no longer move any of my limbs freely. I felt sedated. I tried lifting my arms and attempted punch him again, but my arm flailed at him helplessly. I was like a doll in his hands. Sasuke smiled. A sick and hungry smile. I knew what was coming and yet I couldn't do anything but whimper and scream as I felt his cold hands at the hem of my black shorts. He wrenched them from my body throwing the tattered clothing to the dusty ornately tiled floor. He crouched over me and tore my panties with his teeth and he tossed the scraps of black and pink to the floor. My heart raced with fear as he shed his own clothing, stripping his shirt from his taut muscled chest and removing his shinobi trousers. If this were a different situation I would have been incredibly turned on by the thought of sex with the long lost Uchiha. But right now I couldn't have felt more angry and scared. He was going to force me to have sex with him against my will. He was going to rape me.
I felt trapped. There was no way out of the situation; he loomed over me, crawling over my body. I shivered too frightened to move. There was nothing tender in which the way Sasuke held or kissed me. Everything felt brutish and vulgar, I felt like I was caught inside a sick nightmare. I was struck by his sense of urgency and he neither stopped nor paused to see if I was okay. I felt so exposed all I wanted to was to cover myself up and run away. I closed my eyes trying to shut out my surroundings, But it was no use, I could still feel his groping hands and his icy words still rung in my head. He kissed at my face hungrily biting at my neck leaving sore purple marks along my pale skin. He completely overwhelmed my being.
I felt the blunt tip of his rigid member pressing at the opening of my virgin body. I froze. My eyes widened with horror as he slid himself roughly inside my delicate untouched sex. I jolted with the shock and the pain; I couldn't suck any air into my lungs to breathe. My fingernails dug into his shoulders as I desperately tried to push him off. The pain was almost too much to bare, my tender flesh felt stretched and torn. I screamed. This wasn't how it was meant to feel. This wasn't how I had imagined it would be like. THIS WASN'T HOW DESTINY WAS MEANT TO UNFOLD. THIS WASN'T MY FATE.
Sasuke moved mercilessly inside me pounding in and out, using me only to satisfy his own needs. Tears welled in my eyes and streamed down my cheeks. I sobbed against him and scrabbled wildly trying to pry him off but Sasuke grabbed my hands and shoved them violently above my head holding them there with his own palms.
"SASUKE GET OFF ME!" I tried to scream but it came out a mere whimper and cry. He took no notice of my cries and attempts to throw him off. The feel of his length thrusting so deeply inside me was not pleasure but extreme pain. He was stretching my virgin flesh. I stared at the guy I had once respected with a disgusted glare. How dare he do this to me? How dare he breach my trust and assault me like this. Sasuke grunted and his head bowed over mine his lips inches from my ear.
"This is what you have always wanted," he whispered sinisterly, "And now you have got it." I shuddered beneath him. He was wrong. I had wanted this. But I didn't want to be fucked against my will like a lifeless doll. I just wanted him to love me. It was then that I realized that Sasuke would never be able to love anyone. The years of solitude, pain and anguish had made him devoid of any love or compassion in his soul.
"YOU BASTARD," I howled.
Cold tears rolled down my face as the ninja grabbed me by the throat with his crushing palm. I thought he was going to suffocate me and starve my lungs of precious oxygen. My eyes darted around the room in desperate search of escape. He drew his hand back and slapped my hard cheek with his palm. The sound of his hand striking my face ricocheted off the walls in the room. My face stung and smarted. My head remained half buried in the pillow as I tried to recover from the heavy blow.
"You ungrateful bitch," Sasuke spoke icily. His words chilled me to the core of my being. The Sasuke I once knew was gone. What had Orochimaru done to him?
My brain wasn't functioning correctly at all, I couldn't summon my chakra to fight him, and I couldn't use my own strength. I couldn't think. I couldn't move. I wanted to kick and scream but I couldn't will my body into moving. My eyes glazed. I felt like I had let myself down. All those years I had blindly chased after Sasuke thinking he would complete me, but I couldn't feel anymore broken if I tried. Sasuke finally released my throat and pumped into me even harder, his face contorted as he felt the beginning of his liquid release nearing. I closed my eyes unable look at him a moment longer. He groaned as his hot seed spurted into my body, coating my inner walls with a sticky white. He pumped his cock into me one last time before pulling out. He looked down at me with a disgusted expression across his features.
"No ones going to want you now."
His words stabbed and gorged deep and fatal wounds in my heart. I didn't feel like me anymore. I felt like the old Sakura had died. I felt dirty and used. My naked chest rose and fell as I took shuddering shallow breaths. Something sharp and cold jabbed into my neck, piercing my smooth skin. My brain barely registered the pain of the needle being pushed into the side of my neck. Sasuke pushed the plunger and the toxic drug was slowly pushed into my bloodstream. It was pure liquid death.
Sasuke laughed cruelly and my eyes snapped to his face.
"I wish I could say I am sorry Sakura Haruno, But I'm not," and with that last phrase he was gone, disappearing in a swirl of purple and black smoke.
I was left alone. The single candle that lit the room was snubbed out by the sudden draft and I lay there in the darkness numb from head to toe. Never before had I felt so worthless and cheap. I could feel the foreign substance slowly diffusing into my bloodstream. I felt so weak and useless that I gave up trying to flush the drug from my system using my chakra. I had to stop it spreading through my body somehow; I could feel myself growing steadily weaker as I lay there on the stale semen stained sheets. He was going to kill me that fucking ruthless bastard. He was going to dispose of his ex-team mate as if I meant nothing to him at all. I began to panic, my heart pounded wildly within my ribcage as I became increasingly distressed. I had to escape. I had to get out.
...... to be continued.
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DARK HUH? yeah its different to all of my other work but i had to give it a try.! Please comment/review tell me what you think of this i would love to hear from you. xxxx myah
