Ok this is my first ever story on Fanfiction or anywhere so just work with me!

Disclaimer: I don't own Instant Star or any of the characters.

Background info: This is in Tommy's point of view...It's after Date with the Night and Tommy did leave.

"I'm leaving Jude, and I don't know if I'll be coming back."

Those were his final words to her before he left for some tiny town, in the middle of no where Montana. He didn't explain or elaborate on anything. Now thinking back he wishes he would've at least stopped and told her his brother was dead and his neice was an orphan, or maybe he could have told her that it's not her fault he's leaving and to not worry.

But he didn't and now he is returning to Toronto and G-Major. He's coming back to the life he has wanted since dropping out of school in the 7th grade. But most importantly he's coming back to the person that he loves most in the world. He's coming back and hoping that she is willing to trust in him again like she was back on her 17th birthday.

He knew it wouldn't be easy for her to trust him again. He knew that when he saw her again that he might want body armor. Because there is no way Jude Harrison will open her arms to me after 8 months without a word. No if anything she'll probably wind up and give me one of her right hooks that she was dying to use on Eden at the charity event a couple of years back, the one that my good ol' buddy Chaz tricked both Jude and I into.

Tommy knew he should probably be worried about Judes' reaction to seeing him again, but he couldn't. He was just excited to be able to see her and touch, to be able to hold her. He has been gone 8 months without talking to her. 8 months of him playing replaying her hundreds of messages she left him, just so he could hear her voice.

He knew it was his own fault the he didn't talk to her. It's just he didn't want to put his family in the spot light while they were all trying to deal with the loss of his brother Andrew. Which is exactly what would've happened if he had stayed in contact with anyone from G-Major.

So now here he was 10 feet outside G-Major and he was trying sooo hard to keep his cool before walking in and see everyone again. He knew they all would have questions. D would probably laugh in his face and ask him what he was doing back. Kwest would probably pull him into a hug and tell him it's been to long. Liam wouldn't probably even care. He's sure that Speed and SME would protest his return and demand they stick with Kwest as there producer. And Jude. She would probably yell and scream and pitch a fit, but in the end come up with another hit song, like always.

Yes 8 months out of G-Major and it feels great to be back.

Now if only he would've been ready for the surprises he got not even 5 minutes later.