A/N: This is my first fanfiction so please give me some constructive critisism. Also it helps if you are listening to the song My Immortal by Evanescence (did i spell that right?) I think this song relates pretty closely to how Bella feels when Edward left her.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight...if i did why would i be on fanfiction? I don't own the song My Immortal either...again why would i be on fanfiction?


My Immortal

APOV

I was driving home from a long day of shopping while listening to the radio. This is the closest thing I have to normal life these days. At home there were so many negative feelings that even Jasper couldn't control them. Carlisle and Esme were sad because they had lost a daughter and because of Edward's condition. Edward was miserable because he had lost his girlfriend. Emmett was mad at Edward because he had to take away "the funny human". Rosalie was sad because she knew what it felt like to be hurt by a loved one and what Edward did to Bella brought up sad memories for her. Jasper was getting knocked down by all the negative emotions and I was angry because I lost my best friend. A sudden announcement on the radio pulled me out of my thoughts.

"And now a song from the hit new artist, Bella Swan."

Whoa. What? I was at home now so I quickly parked my car and rushed into the house and ran straight for the computer. I typed in Bella Swan into the search engine and there she was. I clicked on a YouTube link for her song and paused it before it could start. I wanted everyone to see this.

"Family meeting NOW. And that means you too Edward" I screamed even though I didn't need to. Within seconds everyone was huddled around my chair. Even Edward who only got out of his room to hunt. I didn't call family meetings very often.

"What happened Alice" Carlisle asked worriedly.

"Watch this" I said. I was suddenly scared to play it. What would we see? Would this make Edward feel better or scared? I noticed the song title was My Immortal, I wondered if this was about him. I pressed the play button and immediately heard the piano. I never knew that Bella could play the piano. I guess she does have something in common with Edward. I glanced at Edward, he looked confused like the rest of the family. I realized that they didn't know that this was bella's song. They would find out soon enough. Bella came onto the screen and everyone was shocked. She had changed but you could still tell it was her. We all just stared at her, not saying anything. And then she started singing.

I'm tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish you would just leave

Your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

Wow she was amazing but there's no doubt that this song is about Edward. I glanced over at him and it looks like he's in pain. The rest of the family was still shocked.

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's so much that time cannot erase

Wow. He really hurt her. She looks so sad and you can really hear the pain in her voice. I looked over to check on Edward, he looks like he's going to kill himself…

When you cried, I wiped away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all these years

But you still have all of me.

Edward has unshed tears in his eyes. I feel so bad for him. I think Jasper is sending out some calming waves through the room.

You used to captivate me with your resonating light

Now I'm bound by life you've left behind

Edward still has tears in his eyes. I shouldn't have showed him this. I should have watched it first and checked to see if he would be ok.

Your face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams

Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me.

I paused the video.

"Do you want me to stop it?" I asked him. The rest of the family could watch it later.

"N-no" he said in a shaky voice. He must really be hurting, I've never seen a vampire stutter before.

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just so much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have, all of me.

This is probably the saddest song I've ever heard and the fact that it is about my favorite brother and my best friend just makes it sadder. I felt my eyes fill up with tears I can't cry.

And I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me I've been alone all along.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you screamed I'd fight away all of you fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have, all of me.

The video showed her crying, something I wished I could do. I bet that if we could cry everyone would be crying. Even Emmett. I watched as the video ended.

"She has the voice of an angel" Carlisle murmured under his breath. The whole family just stared at the computer. Then Edward broke down.

EPOV

I watched in horror as the video showed my precious angel crying. It made me feel sick to know that I was the one to make her cry. How could I have done that to her? It made me feel sick to know that I was hurting her even when I wasn't there. It felt like all I could do these days is hurt people. I couldn't hold it in anymore, I broke down. I slid down the wall and started dry sobbing.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry. This is all my fault." Alice said as she and Esme rushed to my side. I knew there was a reason I liked her more than Rosalie. As they comforted me I saw tears in their eyes too. Great. I even hurt my family. It seems as though life would be better for everyone if I had never left. I couldn't take it anymore. I jumped up and ran to my room. I packed a duffel bag full of my necessities and went back down.

"Where are you going?" Esme asked. She thought I was running away.

"To get Bella back" I said and I started running after the one person that mattered the most. Bella.

A/N: I have an epilogue in mind BUT i don't know whether i should write it or not....

please review and if i think enough people will read it then i probably will post it.