A/N: Hey Guys! I Haven't Written A Story In A Very Long Time, Or At Least It Feels Like A Long Time To Me. On My First Fan Fic I Kinda Rushed Through A Lot Of That & I Truly Apologize For That! Also, Thank You To The Ones Who Prayed For My Dear Friend, He Is Honesty In A Better Place Now.

Note: I Do Not Own The Characters (Which Sucks) & I'm Sorry If They Are Kinda OOC, I Can't Even Remember How The Characters Act =/.

Wanting the Love of Another

Chapter One: Jealousy Lurks

It was a lazy July afternoon when Raven had decided to meditate on the roof and get some peace and quite. She hadn't got to meditate in quite a while and she was becoming irritated with Beast Boy and his annoying self. She levitated onto the edge of the roof, sitting there for a while just to watch the waves clash along the rocky shore as the sun made the ocean glisten like a beauty emerald mixed with light greens and baby blues. She finally closed her eyes and found her center, gaining control of her emotions finally getting them straightened out, but there was one emotion she hadn't dealt with before, jealousy. This feeling was totally new, where it came from, she wasn't positive; it was clear to her that she needed to find the source floating through the dark purples and mystical blues following the ravens to her destination.

She landed onto a dark walk way in which there was black iron rails leading up three stories of stairs that stopped in front of a dark oak wood door. She had gotten there in no time, in this time she was very thankful that she could fly up the stairs as if it was nothing. 'Now, time to find some answers to this new emotion that has decided to become part of my life.' she thought, her eye brows coming together as her forehead wrinkled in aggravation. She knocked on the large door waiting for an answer.. After she knocked the second time, the door came open a dark figure with dark red eyes wearing a black cloak that looked exactly like Ravens' with a book cradled in her arms. Her hair was a darker purple than Ravens' also and her skin was snow white, like she was a walking immortal zombie.

"Can I help you?" Jealousy asked bluntly, obviously not in the mood for company. "Actually yes, you can." Raven replied crossing her arms returning the blunt reply. Jealousy moved to the side letting Raven come into the mansion like house, the door shutting with a loud 'thud' as Jealousy lead the way into the dark library like office. Raven looked around amazed of all the books that surrounded the room, curious as to what Jealousy had been reading. Jealousy plopped down into a large black leathered chair, propping her feet onto the desk lacing her hands together, motioning Raven to sit down. "So, what is it that I can help you with." Raven sat down into one of the comfortable chairs that Jealousy had put in front of her desk, as if she was the Godfather, but for her, it'd be Godmother. "I want to know what brought you about and how it all started, I want to know the whole story."

Jealousy laughed at the question, snapping her fingers for her butler to bring them some herbal tea, 'I'll be here all night!' Raven thought annoyance boiling up inside her. She wanted answers though, so she decided she could put up with it. Jealousy rocked back and forth in her chair starting the story, "I'm guessing you remember the day that you were going to the library to get some new books because the other ones that you had read were boring you." Raven nodded not saying a word, letting her continue her story. "You seen Beast Boy at the Titans favorite pizza parlor along with a blonde haired girl named Terra. Then, you didn't seem to care about them deciding that they were just friends. Deciding that Beast Boy wasn't stupid enough to date the girl again." Raven thought back to the situation thoughtfully.

-FLASHBACK-

Raven spent sometime looking for new books to read, running her fingers across the spines of them all, coming along two new ones that must have came in within the last week. She sat down at a table, reading the summaries of each of them, deciding that they were to her liking and checked them out. She decided to walk through the city, not wanting any attention from crazy fan boys and such. Deciding to take a short cut, she walked down a little path that had taken her past the pizza parlor that the Titans had all dined out many of times. She happened to see Beast Boy and Terra sharing a large, extreme pizza with plenty of toppings. She heard them laughing over memories and exchanging stories of the things that they have been doing in the past couple of years, talking about there past relationship, hoping they could rekindle the flame.

Raven then felt nothing. No emotion took her over as she kept walking to the tower, the subject simply dropping from her mind as she lost herself into her music singing the words to herself silently

"You better get up out the way,
Tomorrow we'll rise so let's fight today,
You know, I don't give a fuck what you think or say,
'Cause we are gonna rock this whole place anyway."

-END OF FLASBACK-

Raven nodded at the memory of that day, the herbal tea finally sitting on the desk as Jealousy thanked him gratefully. "That was when I should up, the feeling that you had never felt, the one that took over those next passing days when Beast Boy and Terra began to hang out at the Tower more and more each and every day." Realization flipped a light switch off in Ravens' mind understanding the whole situation better. "That was why I was feeling so different, so confused, because you had came a part of my life and I had never felt that emotion before ever." Jealousy nodded glad that she had finally connected the pieces. Raven had decided that she had been in her mind too long, she had gotten her answers, so it was time for her to leave. "I've got to go, thank you for the answers." Jealousy walked with her out the door placing her hand on the door frame, "Just be careful, heartbreak is a bitch." Raven nodded at the advice and quickly left her thoughts at exactly that.