Title: Nightmares of the Heart

Chapter 1: First Nightmare

Rating: T

Summary: Two-shot. Maybe more, not guaranteed. Goku is kidnapped by a horde of demons. Can Sanzo, Gojyo, and Hakkai rescue him before it's too late and Goku loses himself? Shounen-ai. Maybe yaoi.

Pairings: SanzoxGoku

Warnings: None at the moment.

Disclaimer: I do not own Saiyuki nor make profit from this story. Ownership of Saiyuki belongs to Minekura Kazuya.

AN: Yay! It's been so long since I've written something worth posting. -sigh- Okay, please don't kill me for not updating my other story. I got bored with that one. He he. -sweatdrop- So just a reminder, I don't type fast. Also I don't have a Beta reader. My friends read it and tell me if its good or not. (I also read it three or four times, and yes I spot errors.) So please read and enjoy this story I worked so hard on.

"Speech"

'Thought'

Breakers

SanzoxGoku

'Its so dark.' he thought. 'I can't see anything.' Golden eyes looked up to the ceiling, but none could be seen. Nothing but an abyss of darkness.

He reached up with his right hand. Clanging noises could be heard. The sound of metal hitting metal. His hand seemed to be heavier than normal, as if being weighed down by something. "Chains?" he questioned in a whisper, analyzing his hand and the chains that weighed it down.

SanzoxGoku

He hated this. It was dark, quiet, and lonely. A horrible combination in his opinion. 'I'm going to go insane!' he yelled, or at least tried to. For some reason, he couldn't find his voice anymore. It was as if his senses were fading, as if he was disappearing.

Now he was really starting to panic. He just realized he couldn't see his hand anymore. Before it was a silhouette, he could barely see it, at least it was visible. But it was gone now. He still could hear the clanging of chains that held him down. A sign that he still lived. 'I gotta get out of here.'

He pushed himself up into a sitting position. A strange heaviness was on his neck. He managed to bring his hands up to feel what had caused this strange heaviness. He could not feel it's coolness, but he knew it was there.

He just sat there now. Knowing that struggling would be futile. That it was impossible to escape. He knew that when he woke in his already weakened state, that he was getting weaker the longer he stayed.

'I guess this is it. My last memories will be in this hellhole. Good-bye, I love you-'

Just then, a burst of light entered the pitch black room. The boy smiled and crawled towards the source of light. The chains that bound him were gone now, disintegrated.

For once in what seemed like an eternity, he felt happiness, warmth, and hope. Also the fact that he would never be lonely again. That all came from the light that parted the darkness, his love, his Sun.

SanzoxGoku

AN: Now that wasn't so painful, (I hope)... So what did you guys think? Is it that bad for a first attempt on a Saiyuki fanfic? I'll admit, I'm only on episode 36 of the anime and volume 2 of the manga. But I did my research. Anyway, I promise the second chapter will be longer. Please review and tell me what you think, I want to know. Just don't ask me stupid questions. (I'll bite your head off.) Criticize my work, it'll help me become a better writer. No flames. If you don't like shounen-ai or yaoi, why are you here anyway? Not only does it say it in the summary, it says it on the top too. No excuse! Oh bonus, if you can guess the character in this chapter, free cookie! XD If you get it wrong, either you fail as a Saiyuki fan or I fail as a author.