Dear Kakashi,

I leave this letter in my wake for you to find. I assure you that I never wanted it to end like this and I hope that you can forgive me. When you finally hold this letter in your hands I'll be long gone, embedded in silence and darkness. I can hardly imagine how it feels like coming home to an empty quiet apartment after it's been so full of life and laughter and I hope that you will realize that this is not only an end but also a beginning to something new. I'll finally be free, as will you.

I want; no I need you, to know that my feelings have always been sincere and that you once meant the world to me. It pains me so much. I can remember every single night that I cried myself to sleep because of you. I swore to you that I could die for you. And now when I think back on all those times, I think it's time.

I know you can picture me sitting on the floor, leaning against the wall for support as I write this. I can feel my consciousness slipping and my only regret now would be that I won't finish this letter in time. There is so much I need to tell you. It's too late to back out now; I had already made up my mind before you left for your mission. I didn't have the strength to end it with you here. You always were the stronger one of us.

I wish you the best and I know you're strong enough to live like this but I'm not. Forgive me, but most of all forgive

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And thus the letter ends.