A/N: Angst people...I wrote this hearing to 'Things I'll never say', 'See who I am' and 'My immortal'

Summary: -K-, Poem, Babble. - I love you forever... But that doesn't mean you will...

Disclaimer: Me do not own Naruto or Hinata...so sadly I just write fanfics


I Look Away

By

Evanescences Angel

Cover- Hinata was staring through her the glass at her on reflection as the sorrowful rain ran down. On the outside she looked like she was crying. On the inside she was dying...


I see you knelt on your knee...

You say those words...

"Will you marry me?"

I stood shock as tears ran down my face...

Cries, "Yes! I will!"

He grinned that magical, foxy grin and slips the ring on...

The tears in my eyes never stop...

My heart felt like it was going to burst...

An embrace and passionate kiss...

I don't think I'd ever felt this way before...

My body shaking...

I look away...

Sakura is a lucky girl...

I walk out of the park...

I'll always love you...

And I understand the consequeses...

For you never love me back...


Everyone was happy...

They rejoyed at the marriage...

By no time everyone was preparing for it...

You grinned again...

My heart flutter and the moment after cracked...

You grinned at Sakura as she smiled back...

Your hands meet interwined...

My eyes burned again with tears...

I looked away with my fake smile...

No one would notice...

That I still loved you...


The wedding came in no time at all...

Ino was Sakura Maid of Honor...

I was a lady in waiting...

He was beaming in pure joy...

I look away...

This was there big day...

It wasn't mine at all to enjoy...

Music starts, Sakura walks out Kakashi at her arm...

She beautiful while I'm wind...

Unseen by all and no form of beatuy...

Preist says the words, 'Do you take...'

As they do their vows...

His promises for her...

To her...I look away...


I died at day...

Not literally but my soul was dead...

This time everyone noticed...

Even you and her...

I didn't fake it this time...

But I didn't say why...

Soon everyone forgot about me...

I was so cold and lifeless...

I understood the conseqeues of loving you...

I never said I understood the pain of one-sided love...

They looked away from me...

I look away and never looked back...


One year passed and you had a son...

Ryura...

He was just like you but he inheirted the Kyuubi...

The day he was born however...

I left the village...

The Hyuuga clan was in a uproar...

Their heiress became a Nuke-nin...

I wandered without looking...

Eventually found by Uchiha Itachi...

He saw I was a Hyuuga and took me in the Akatsuki...

I was welcome with opened arms...

I didn't smile but I joined...

Because I look away from my present...


Years passed soon Ryura became a genin...

He was you every way possible...

I was on a scouting mission with Kisame and Itachi...

But on our way the other Akatsuki member met us at the gate...

It turned out they were there for Kyuubi for the final time...

We cause an instant uproar...

Shinobi's fault and were killed so fast they never realized they died...

I was assign to kidnap the Kyuubi vessel...

I didn't care what happen to me or anyone else...

I was already dead...

Thats when they saw me...my former friends...

I took their shock to my advantage and killed Kiba and Chouji...

Then ran away with a unconcious Ryura...

We retreated... we got what we needed...


It wasn't long before you and she came with the others...

You found our base and attacked us...

I was ordered to support and defend the leader...Pain...

But then so soon everyone died even Itachi by the hands of Sasuke...

Pain and me were the one left...

Then before the final battle you asked me...

"WHY!?"

I closed my eyes and opened them with tears...

"Because I look away..." I answered...

It wasn't long before Pain was dead...I didn't care...

I fought still though so I would die anyways...

You summoned your Rensengan and charged at me...

I didn't bother to counter or dodge...

I gently closed my eyes knowing my sins can never be erase...

I'm sorry Kiba and Chouji and all the others I hurt...

But for the last second of my life I heard the whisper...

"Why...?"

I felt your Rensengan go through me anddarkness threaten to take me over...

"Because..." I smiled at you, "I never said I understood the pain of one-sided love..."

Then darkness took me over...


I remember pain that I cannot really recall...

I looked down and saw that I was in heaven...

But my wings were black...

I saw everyone moving on and dying...

I cried when I saw the death of you...

I realized that this was the plan Kami gave me...

He wanted me to move on and die happy...

But it's too late, I thought...

I'm a Fallen, a Angel of Death...

These shackles on my wrists will blind me to the past...

All because...

I look away...Naruto-kun...

Owari


It's so sad I didn't think I had it in me, R&R no flames please...

I feel depress just reading and writing this... Poor Hinata...

-sob,sob,sob- I had to write it because I always see stories about Naruto and Hinata(which I love) but no angsty stuff, bring on the heartache!